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I said no fuckin' more!\nI know you think I'm lyin'\nI said this to you before\nThis time I'm fuckin' ready\nIt's time to show you the door\nThis life is mine, it never was yours!\nI've been lyin'\nI've been sayin' I'm fine\nBut I've been feelin' low and\nI don't know why\nAnother night, I feel empty inside\nDown bottle after bottle of whatever I find\nFeel the weight lift off me\nSomeone tell my mom I'm sorry\nI don't wanna lie\nI've been losin' my mind\nThey tell me \"Take a pill\"\nUntil I feel alright","syncedLyrics":"[00:13.53]I know I need to learn to live with all the things I can't change\n[00:16.38]I hate the fact that I feel nothing or I'm reeling in pain\n[00:19.67]I need to shake this fucking habit, so I try, but I can't\n[00:22.45]And I look down on other addicts when we're one and the same\n[00:25.59]Remember back, I'm pushin' twenty, those were simpler times\n[00:28.33]That's when we met, and ever since you're never far from my mind\n[00:31.57]I broke my ankle playin' ball, and so it's you I'm prescribed\n[00:34.66]And even through all of the pain, you make me feel I could fly\n[00:37.65]A couple weeks, and now you're gone and now I'm feelin' the stress\n[00:40.83]I always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best\n[00:43.85]My friends and family start to question if I'm feelin' depressed\n[00:46.94]But I don't really give a damn, just put me back on the meds\n[00:50.00]I've been lost in my head\n[00:51.86]My homie Jack said he dealt with the same shit\n[00:54.17]He said he started drinkin' to deal with the pain quick\n[00:57.21]All you need is a fifth and it's cool to remain lit\n[01:00.48]So he handed me a bottle, said, \"Take about eight sips\"\n[01:03.55]I'm faded, but I wanna feel straight numb\n[01:06.51]So I drink the rest of the bottle, liquor burnin' my gums\n[01:09.63]Woke up the next day at around a quarter to one\n[01:12.71]My peers would say that \"Man I had fun, right?\"\n[01:15.08]I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\n[01:18.99]But I've been feeling low and I don't know why\n[01:21.99]Another night, I feel empty inside\n[01:25.29]Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find\n[01:28.22]Feel the weight lift off me\n[01:30.83]Someone tell my mom I'm sorry\n[01:33.98]I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\n[01:37.75]They tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright\n[01:40.34]The present day been feelin' sick, think I'm just bidin' my time\n[01:42.80]I take a shot of somethin' strong to keep that shit off my mind\n[01:46.09]All my friends started families and they left you behind\n[01:48.92]And here I am drinkin' any can or bottle I find\n[01:52.08]My body took you in as blood and so we're never apart\n[01:55.25]Some real shit, you the closest someone's been to my heart\n[01:58.32]But just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n[02:01.61]Just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n[02:04.62]I wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife—I mean my ex-wife now\n[02:08.69]I guess that time really flies when you're drunk on the couch\n[02:11.47]I wanna shake this fuckin' habit, I just don't know how\n[02:14.65]So you would love to see me sick until I almost drown\n[02:17.84]And so you keep me on the brink of barely livin' and death\n[02:20.91]As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you're gettin' my cheque\n[02:24.05]You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps\n[02:27.00]You'll create our loves a fact that I'm broke and broken and in debt\n[02:30.28]Can go a day without food, I can't go a day without you\n[02:33.27]When I try, I get the shakes 'til my face turns blue\n[02:36.38]Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze\n[02:39.34]You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true\n[02:42.28]I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same\n[02:45.52]I told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name\n[02:48.75]It doesn't matter the problem, the fix is always the same\n[02:51.76]Always takin' the easy route, like I'm never willin' to change, damn\n[02:55.81]Now blamin' everybody but me\n[02:58.35]With you inside my system, everybody used to love me\n[03:01.35]But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me\n[03:04.23]Been losin' all my control and I let you fuckin' become me\n[03:07.38]No more! 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I said no fuckin' more!\nI know you think I'm lyin', I said this to you before\nThis time I'm fuckin' ready, it's time to show you the door\nThis life is mine, it never was yours!\n\nI've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\nBut I've been feelin' low and I don't know why\nAnother night, I feel empty inside\nDown bottle after bottle of whatever I find\nFeel the weight lift off me\nSomeone tell my mom I'm sorry\nI don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\nThey tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright","syncedLyrics":"[00:13.53] I know I need to learn to live with all the things I can't change\n[00:16.38] I hate the fact that I feel nothing or I'm reeling in pain\n[00:19.67] I need to shake this fucking habit, so I try, but I can't\n[00:22.45] And I look down on other addicts when we're one and the same\n[00:25.59] Remember back, I'm pushin' twenty, those were simpler times\n[00:28.33] That's when we met, and ever since you're never far from my mind\n[00:31.57] I broke my ankle playin' ball, and so it's you I'm prescribed\n[00:34.66] And even through all of the pain, you make me feel I could fly\n[00:37.65] A couple weeks, and now you're gone and now I'm feelin' the stress\n[00:40.83] I always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best\n[00:43.85] My friends and family start to question if I'm feelin' depressed\n[00:46.94] But I don't really give a damn, just put me back on the meds\n[00:50.00] I've been lost in my head\n[00:51.86] My homie Jack said he dealt with the same shit\n[00:54.17] He said he started drinkin' to deal with the pain quick\n[00:57.21] All you need is a fifth and it's cool to remain lit\n[01:00.48] So he handed me a bottle, said, \"Take about eight sips\"\n[01:03.55] I'm faded, but I wanna feel straight numb\n[01:06.51] So I drink the rest of the bottle, liquor burnin' my gums\n[01:09.63] Woke up the next day at around a quarter to one\n[01:12.71] My peers would say that \"Man I had fun, right?\"\n[01:15.08] I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\n[01:18.99] But I've been feeling low and I don't know why\n[01:21.99] Another night, I feel empty inside\n[01:25.29] Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find\n[01:28.22] Feel the weight lift off me\n[01:30.83] Someone tell my mom I'm sorry\n[01:33.98] I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\n[01:37.75] They tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright\n[01:40.34] The present day been feelin' sick, think I'm just bidin' my time\n[01:42.80] I take a shot of somethin' strong to keep that shit off my mind\n[01:46.09] All my friends started families and they left you behind\n[01:48.92] And here I am drinkin' any can or bottle I find\n[01:52.08] My body took you in as blood and so we're never apart\n[01:55.25] Some real shit, you the closest someone's been to my heart\n[01:58.32] But just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n[02:01.61] Just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n[02:04.62] I wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife—I mean my ex-wife now\n[02:08.69] I guess that time really flies when you're drunk on the couch\n[02:11.47] I wanna shake this fuckin' habit, I just don't know how\n[02:14.65] So you would love to see me sick until I almost drown\n[02:17.84] And so you keep me on the brink of barely livin' and death\n[02:20.91] As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you're gettin' my cheque\n[02:24.05] You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps\n[02:27.00] You'll create our loves a fact that I'm broke and broken and in debt\n[02:30.28] Can go a day without food, I can't go a day without you\n[02:33.27] When I try, I get the shakes 'til my face turns blue\n[02:36.38] Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze\n[02:39.34] You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true\n[02:42.28] I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same\n[02:45.52] I told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name\n[02:48.75] It doesn't matter the problem, the fix is always the same\n[02:51.76] Always takin' the easy route, like I'm never willin' to change, damn\n[02:55.81] Now blamin' everybody but me\n[02:58.35] With you inside my system, everybody used to love me\n[03:01.35] But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me\n[03:04.23] Been losin' all my control and I let you fuckin' become me\n[03:07.38] No more! 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As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you're gettin' my cheque\n  start_ms: 140910\n  end_ms: 144050\n- text: You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps\n  start_ms: 144050\n  end_ms: 147000\n- text: You'll create our loves a fact that I'm broke and broken and in debt\n  start_ms: 147000\n  end_ms: 150280\n- text: Can go a day without food, I can't go a day without you\n  start_ms: 150280\n  end_ms: 153270\n- text: When I try, I get the shakes 'til my face turns blue\n  start_ms: 153270\n  end_ms: 156380\n- text: Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze\n  start_ms: 156380\n  end_ms: 159340\n- text: You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true\n  start_ms: 159340\n  end_ms: 162280\n- text: I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same\n  start_ms: 162280\n  end_ms: 165520\n- text: I told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name\n  start_ms: 165520\n  end_ms: 168750\n- text: It doesn't matter the problem, the fix is always the same\n  start_ms: 168750\n  end_ms: 171760\n- text: Always takin' the easy route, like I'm never willin' to change, damn\n  start_ms: 171760\n  end_ms: 175810\n- text: Now blamin' everybody but me\n  start_ms: 175810\n  end_ms: 178350\n- text: With you inside my system, everybody used to love me\n  start_ms: 178350\n  end_ms: 181350\n- text: But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me\n  start_ms: 181350\n  end_ms: 184230\n- text: Been losin' all my control and I let you fuckin' become me\n  start_ms: 184230\n  end_ms: 187380\n- text: No more! I said no fuckin' more!\n  start_ms: 187380\n  end_ms: 190640\n- text: I know you think I'm lyin', I said this to you before\n  start_ms: 190640\n  end_ms: 193490\n- text: This time I'm fuckin' ready, it's time to show you the door\n  start_ms: 193490\n  end_ms: 196420\n- text: This life is mine, it never was yours!\n  start_ms: 196420\n  end_ms: 199640\n- text: I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\n  start_ms: 199640\n  end_ms: 202680\n- text: But I've been feelin' low and I don't know why\n  start_ms: 202680\n  end_ms: 205650\n- text: Another night, I feel empty inside\n  start_ms: 205650\n  end_ms: 208930\n- text: Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find\n  start_ms: 208930\n  end_ms: 211930\n- text: Feel the weight lift off me\n  start_ms: 211930\n  end_ms: 214780\n- text: Someone tell my mom I'm sorry\n  start_ms: 214780\n  end_ms: 217850\n- text: I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\n  start_ms: 217850\n  end_ms: 221350\n- text: They tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright\n  start_ms: 221350\n  end_ms: 225160\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 225160\nplain: |-\n  I know I need to learn to live with all the things I can't change\n  I hate the fact that I feel nothing or I'm reeling in pain\n  I need to shake this fucking habit, so I try, but I can't\n  And I look down on other addicts when we're one and the same\n  Remember back, I'm pushin' twenty, those were simpler times\n  That's when we met, and ever since you're never far from my mind\n  I broke my ankle playin' ball, and so it's you I'm prescribed\n  And even through all of the pain, you make me feel I could fly\n  A couple weeks, and now you're gone and now I'm feelin' the stress\n  I always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best\n  My friends and family start to question if I'm feelin' depressed\n  But I don't really give a damn, just put me back on the meds\n  I've been lost in my head\n  My homie Jack said he dealt with the same shit\n  He said he started drinkin' to deal with the pain quick\n  All you need is a fifth and it's cool to remain lit\n  So he handed me a bottle, said, \"Take about eight sips\"\n  I'm faded, but I wanna feel straight numb\n  So I drink the rest of the bottle, liquor burnin' my gums\n  Woke up the next day at around a quarter to one\n  My peers would say that \"Man I had fun, right?\"\n\n  I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\n  But I've been feeling low and I don't know why\n  Another night, I feel empty inside\n  Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find\n  Feel the weight lift off me\n  Someone tell my mom I'm sorry\n  I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\n  They tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright\n\n  The present day been feelin' sick, think I'm just bidin' my time\n  I take a shot of somethin' strong to keep that shit off my mind\n  All my friends started families and they left you behind\n  And here I am drinkin' any can or bottle I find\n  My body took you in as blood and so we're never apart\n  Some real shit, you the closest someone's been to my heart\n  But just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n  Just like everything I love, you fuckin' tear me apart\n  I wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife—I mean my ex-wife now\n  I guess that time really flies when you're drunk on the couch\n  I wanna shake this fuckin' habit, I just don't know how\n  So you would love to see me sick until I almost drown\n  And so you keep me on the brink of barely livin' and death\n  As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you're gettin' my cheque\n  You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps\n  You'll create our loves a fact that I'm broke and broken and in debt\n  Can go a day without food, I can't go a day without you\n  When I try, I get the shakes 'til my face turns blue\n  Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze\n  You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true\n  I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same\n  I told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name\n  It doesn't matter the problem, the fix is always the same\n  Always takin' the easy route, like I'm never willin' to change, damn\n  Now blamin' everybody but me\n  With you inside my system, everybody used to love me\n  But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me\n  Been losin' all my control and I let you fuckin' become me\n  No more! I said no fuckin' more!\n  I know you think I'm lyin', I said this to you before\n  This time I'm fuckin' ready, it's time to show you the door\n  This life is mine, it never was yours!\n\n  I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine\n  But I've been feelin' low and I don't know why\n  Another night, I feel empty inside\n  Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find\n  Feel the weight lift off me\n  Someone tell my mom I'm sorry\n  I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind\n  They tell me \"Take a pill\" until I feel alright\n"}]