[{"id":4273442,"name":"Alone","trackName":"Alone","artistName":"Witt Lowry","albumName":"Nevers Road","duration":250.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T\nThey go in the bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep\nYeah, he has a family that he never gets to see\nSpends his time on the poster, people he wants to be\nHe needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic\nInfluencers out here influencin' him\nDon't realize that they're not influencin' shit\nBut to buy some more products to make them more rich, motherfuckers\nTom wants attention\nDon't realize real life is worth more than his mentions\nHe's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension\nHe questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it\n\"Let the comments rain\"\nA bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name\nA bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain\nThe biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck\nHis self-worth is tied to an app\nAnother day, another panic-attack\nAnother person on his pics remindin' him of everything that he lacks\nHe doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says\nI feel the push and the pull\nEvil in my head won't go\nI've been here before\nThink I need help, I know\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home\nYeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue\nGot pregnant, had a baby last June and she should be over the moon\nBut lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move\nShe struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew\nBut she's supposed to be a mom, shit\nHer feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit\nAnd everyone keeps congratulating\nHer like she just won a fuckin' Grammy\nSince her granny passed away, she's been an inch away from lost it\nWent to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous\nCan barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment\nWent online for help, but all she found was people talk shit\nHer baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn\nWas havin' kids a mistake? Heh\nNo one admits it, even if they relate\nShe hits a feeling that she's better replaced\nBeen gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day\nJust too much on a plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills\nTried one, she don't like how it feels\nKnows that people have it worse,\nBut it doesn't make her pain less real\nTells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause\nI feel the push and the pull\nEvil in my head won't go\nI've been here before\nThink I need help, I know\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home\nYeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt\nHe started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit\nMake a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip\nProved to everyone who doubted now that he could make it big\nMotherfucker's on the way, uses pain to paint the people his picture\nThe ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya\nSomehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor\nOr sold his soul for a playlist to\nPlay his shit, can you picture this?\nAlmost losing your sister, then you losing your dad\nThen you losing your love or the love that you thought you had\nThen you losing yourself writing \"Losing You,\" calling MAX\nYou're blessed and you fuckin' know\nIt, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but\nHe's scared that everyone will use him\nEvery day is more a product and less and less of a human\nLately he's been feelin' like Truman,\nWould people care if they lose him?\nThey criticize, but can't help playing him the music, I feel the–\nI feel the push and the pull\nEvil in my head won't go\nI've been here before\nThink I need help, I know\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home","syncedLyrics":"[00:22.23] Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T\n[00:24.88] They go in the bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep\n[00:27.41] Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see\n[00:29.96] Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be\n[00:32.55] He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic\n[00:35.76] Influencers out here influencin' him\n[00:38.32] Don't realize that they're not influencin' shit\n[00:40.85] But to buy some more products to make them more rich, motherfuckers\n[00:44.23] Tom wants attention\n[00:45.62] Don't realize real life is worth more than his mentions\n[00:47.94] He's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension\n[00:51.10] He questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it\n[00:54.50] \"Let the comments rain\"\n[00:56.31] A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name\n[00:58.72] A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain\n[01:01.23] The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck\n[01:04.59] His self-worth is tied to an app\n[01:06.68] Another day, another panic-attack\n[01:08.57] Another person on his pics remindin' him of everything that he lacks\n[01:11.55] He doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says\n[01:14.00] I feel the push and the pull\n[01:17.23] Evil in my head won't go\n[01:19.84] I've been here before\n[01:22.66] Think I need help, I know\n[01:25.09] 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n[01:28.08] When I could never close these doors\n[01:30.60] And my head is so alone\n[01:33.19] Never felt this far from home\n[01:35.46] Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue\n[01:37.14] Got pregnant, had a baby last June and she should be over the moon\n[01:40.19] But lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move\n[01:42.79] She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew\n[01:45.43] But she's supposed to be a mom, shit\n[01:47.30] Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit\n[01:49.76] And everyone keeps congratulating\n[01:51.69] Her like she just won a fuckin' Grammy\n[01:53.17] Since her granny passed away, she's been an inch away from lost it\n[01:55.79] Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous\n[01:58.14] Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment\n[02:00.90] Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit\n[02:03.61] Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn\n[02:06.69] Was havin' kids a mistake? Heh\n[02:08.61] No one admits it, even if they relate\n[02:11.02] She hits a feeling that she's better replaced\n[02:13.00] Been gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day\n[02:15.53] Just too much on a plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills\n[02:18.75] Tried one, she don't like how it feels\n[02:20.70] Knows that people have it worse,\n[02:22.22] But it doesn't make her pain less real\n[02:24.02] Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause\n[02:26.55] I feel the push and the pull\n[02:29.82] Evil in my head won't go\n[02:32.17] I've been here before\n[02:34.90] Think I need help, I know\n[02:37.59] 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n[02:40.35] When I could never close these doors\n[02:43.08] And my head is so alone\n[02:45.49] Never felt this far from home\n[02:47.85] Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt\n[02:49.34] He started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit\n[02:51.84] Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip\n[02:54.34] Proved to everyone who doubted now that he could make it big\n[02:56.84] Motherfucker's on the way, uses pain to paint the people his picture\n[03:00.18] The ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya\n[03:02.84] Somehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor\n[03:05.31] Or sold his soul for a playlist to\n[03:06.97] Play his shit, can you picture this?\n[03:08.52] Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad\n[03:10.42] Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had\n[03:12.94] Then you losing yourself writing \"Losing You,\" calling MAX\n[03:15.56] You're blessed and you fuckin' know\n[03:17.17] It, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but\n[03:18.69] He's scared that everyone will use him\n[03:21.08] Every day is more a product and less and less of a human\n[03:23.32] Lately he's been feelin' like Truman,\n[03:25.32] Would people care if they lose him?\n[03:26.78] They criticize, but can't help playing him the music, I feel the–\n[03:29.08] I feel the push and the pull\n[03:32.00] Evil in my head won't go\n[03:33.90] I've been here before\n[03:37.26] Think I need help, I know\n[03:39.53] 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n[03:42.36] When I could never close these doors\n[03:44.92] And my head is so alone\n[03:47.55] Never felt this far from home\n[03:50.15] 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n[03:52.78] When I could never close these doors\n[03:55.37] And my head is so alone\n[03:57.96] Never felt this far from home\n[04:00.57] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Alone\n artist: Witt Lowry\n album: Nevers Road\n duration_ms: 250000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T\n start_ms: 22230\n end_ms: 24880\n- text: They go in the bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep\n start_ms: 24880\n end_ms: 27410\n- text: Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see\n start_ms: 27410\n end_ms: 29960\n- text: Spends his time on the poster, people 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ya\n Somehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor\n Or sold his soul for a playlist to\n Play his shit, can you picture this?\n Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad\n Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had\n Then you losing yourself writing \"Losing You,\" calling MAX\n You're blessed and you fuckin' know\n It, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but\n He's scared that everyone will use him\n Every day is more a product and less and less of a human\n Lately he's been feelin' like Truman,\n Would people care if they lose him?\n They criticize, but can't help playing him the music, I feel the–\n I feel the push and the pull\n Evil in my head won't go\n I've been here before\n Think I need help, I know\n 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n When I could never close these doors\n And my head is so alone\n Never felt this far from home\n 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n When I could never close these doors\n And my head is so alone\n Never felt this far from home\n"},{"id":10980240,"name":"HURT ALONE","trackName":"HURT ALONE","artistName":"Witt Lowry","albumName":"If You Don’t Like the Story Write Your Own","duration":245.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":true,"plainLyrics":"Yeah, knew as soon as I got the call that there was something wrong\nI had fell asleep with the TV on\nI said \"Hey, you good?\"\nThere was a brief pause\nThen you said to me, \"He's fucking gone\"\nAnd my hands are shaking, my mind is racing\nMy heart is aching, don't know what to say\nSo I said the first thing that came to mind\nWhich was something like, \"You're gonna be okay\"\n\n\"You're gonna be okay?\" What a foolish phrase\nLike your whole life's not about to change\nAnd your only options are to sit in pain\nOr become so numb, you can't feel a thing\nAnd the days will change, but they'll feel the same\nYou wanna run away, but you can't escape\nGoing nowhere fast down the interstate\nOnly say all that 'cause I know the pain\n\nAnd to feel like you wanna disappear\nI hope you know that I'm always here\nThe sad truth is I can't bring him back, but can lend an ear, so\n\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\nAnd I know I'll never know, never know\nWhat you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\nBut I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\nWe don't have to talk if the words don't help\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n\nYeah, I used to think, \"Damn, I wish I had a fam,\" until I realized that I had two\nThere's the one assigned to me out the womb, and the one that I got to choose\nSo know that you're fam to me, and for family, there's not much that I wouldn't do\nBeen losing your sanity, understandably, and the only way out's to go through\n\nBut they say you grow through what you go through\nThe truth is that I owe you\nYou were my lifeline in my dark times\nNow it's my turn to console you\nEven though I know the truth is nothing will\nThis trauma's gonna take some time to heal\nI know the war of losing someone close\nStill, I'll never know the way you truly feel, damn\n\nBut if you need to vent, or not be alone in your head\nJust name the time and the place, I'll be on my way, I'm not one to just leave you on read\n'Cause that's what you do for your friends and people you love\nYou don't let 'em drown when they wanna give up\nAnd trust me, I know how hard it can be finding someone you can trust, but\n\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\nAnd I know I'll never know, never know\nWhat you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\nBut I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\nWe don't have to talk if the words don't help\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n\nDon't know if you've ever thought of trying therapy\nIt's helped me find a little clarity\nBeen learning not to care 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wrong\n I had fell asleep with the TV on\n I said \"Hey, you good?\"\n There was a brief pause\n Then you said to me, \"He's fucking gone\"\n And my hands are shaking, my mind is racing\n My heart is aching, don't know what to say\n So I said the first thing that came to mind\n Which was something like, \"You're gonna be okay\"\n\n \"You're gonna be okay?\" What a foolish phrase\n Like your whole life's not about to change\n And your only options are to sit in pain\n Or become so numb, you can't feel a thing\n And the days will change, but they'll feel the same\n You wanna run away, but you can't escape\n Going nowhere fast down the interstate\n Only say all that 'cause I know the pain\n\n And to feel like you wanna disappear\n I hope you know that I'm always here\n The sad truth is I can't bring him back, but can lend an ear, so\n\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n And I know I'll never know, never know\n What you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\n But I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\n We don't have to talk if the words don't help\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n\n Yeah, I used to think, \"Damn, I wish I had a fam,\" until I realized that I had two\n There's the one assigned to me out the womb, and the one that I got to choose\n So know that you're fam to me, and for family, there's not much that I wouldn't do\n Been losing your sanity, understandably, and the only way out's to go through\n\n But they say you grow through what you go through\n The truth is that I owe you\n You were my lifeline in my dark times\n Now it's my turn to console you\n Even though I know the truth is nothing will\n This trauma's gonna take some time to heal\n I know the war of losing someone close\n Still, I'll never know the way you truly feel, damn\n\n But if you need to vent, or not be alone in your head\n Just name the time and the place, I'll be on my way, I'm not one to just leave you on read\n 'Cause that's what you do for your friends and people you love\n You don't let 'em drown when they wanna give up\n And trust me, I know how hard it can be finding someone you can trust, but\n\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n And I know I'll never know, never know\n What you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\n But I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\n We don't have to talk if the words don't help\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n\n Don't know if you've ever thought of trying therapy\n It's helped me find a little clarity\n Been learning not to care about opinions from people who won't be there when they bury me\n I was so desperate, I booked a session\n Clicked the first place Google recommended\n Someone answered and asked me a couple questions\n Told her, \"Ma'am, I can't fix this depression\"\n\n I don't want attention, wanna run away\n Said she couldn't see me 'til the 28th\n That was twenty days, was thinking, \"Oh, okay, that's a lot of time when you're about to break\"\n I was about to break, I needed fucking help\n I couldn't do it all by my-fucking-self\n Hate the stigma put on my mental health\n Society taught me how to hate myself\n\n But I'm still breathing\n Still speaking, heart still beating\n Countless nights battling with demons\n And I'm still here, guess I'm undefeated\n And I was thinking, this could help\n Maybe in my story you can find yourself\n Hard to understand the hand that you were dealt\n You don't owe shit to anyone except yourself\n\n Yeah, accept yourself, know he's looking down\n And just like me, know he's fucking proud\n Your anxiety is gonna chop you down\n Until you start believing that you let him down\n But never let it win, the battle starts within\n It's where you go from here, not where you begin\n It's a blessing to call you a friend, and to know that you let me in, so\n\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n"},{"id":17419747,"name":"Into Your Arms","trackName":"Into Your Arms","artistName":"Witt Lowry, Ava Max","albumName":"...alone and/or lonely","duration":199.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\nIf you let me, I'll be\nOut of my dress and into your arms tonight\nYeah, I'm lost without it\nFeels like I'm always waitin'\nI need you to come get me\nOut of my head, and into your arms tonight, tonight\n\nYeah, I don't mean to make you wait\n\nJust the pressure's been gettin' heavy\nI know if I fuck us up, we'll be over, done, you'll forget me\n\nForget me, I'm feelin' bad that I act this way, 'cause you let me\nThey call me king, but I know my queen will be there to check me\nLast year, was runnin' 'round 45th lookin' for SoHo\nLast night, was ridin' down Rodeo lookin' for no ho\nIt's 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trust\nI been searchin' to find myself and not get too lost into lust\nI heard once that you can try, but can't fill from an empty cup\n\nThat's no lie, and all I ever say is how I need time\nIf it was up to you now, you would be mine\nI'm on the road more than I'm home\nAnd still I find it's only you on my mind\n\nThe last three were gemini, I take that shit as a sign, it's funny\nYou can't buy time with your money\nAnd you love goin' to the beach whether it's cloudy or sunny\nAnd you love drinkin' all your wine until it hurts in your tummy\n\nYou call me, \"Honey, I'm tipsy\nAnd really all I want is for you to love me\"\n\nFlashbacks to backroads drivin' back to my side of state\nI know I need to tell you, I care before it's too late\nBefore someone steps to the plate, before you decide not to wait\nBefore you decide not to chase, then you call me up, just to say\n\n\"I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\nIf you let me, I'll be\nOut of my dress and into your arms tonight (oh, baby)\nYeah, I'm lost without it\nFeels like I'm always waitin'\nI need you to come get me (oh)\nOut of my head, and into your arms tonight\nTonight\" (yeah, yeah)","syncedLyrics":"[00:09.05] I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\n[00:12.76] If you let me, I'll be\n[00:14.81] Out of my dress and into your arms tonight\n[00:18.18] Yeah, I'm lost without it\n[00:20.57] Feels like I'm always waitin'\n[00:23.19] I need you to come get me\n[00:25.71] Out of my head, and into your arms tonight, tonight\n[00:32.90] Yeah, I don't mean to make you wait\n[00:35.73] Just the pressure's been gettin' heavy\n[00:37.29] I know if I fuck us up, we'll be over, done, you'll forget me\n[00:39.67] Forget me, I'm feelin' bad that I act this way, 'cause you let me\n[00:42.42] They call me king, but I know my queen will be there to check me\n[00:45.43] Last year, was runnin' 'round 45th lookin' for SoHo\n[00:48.05] Last night, was ridin' down Rodeo lookin' for no ho\n[00:51.20] It's crazy what can change in a year, think that you know though\n[00:54.11] Go back and forth like a yo-yo, they live their life for the photos\n[00:56.74] They see me, I'm actin' solo, 'cause I'm afraid to commit\n[00:59.40] Now, can you tell me how I'm different than him, and him, and him?\n[01:02.44] Yeah, I know I'm always questionin' things, like, girl\n[01:04.93] Would you say that love cannot be found inside a vow or a ring?\n[01:07.87] She laughs and says, \"Only material things\n[01:10.11] Those are material things, imagine buyin' all my trust with a ring\n[01:13.13] Imagine spendin' all my love on a fling, got a thing for you\n[01:16.42] If I had the talent you had, I probably would sing for you, like\"\n[01:19.33] I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\n[01:23.11] If you let me, I'll be\n[01:25.04] Out of my dress and into your arms tonight\n[01:28.58] Yeah, I'm lost without it\n[01:30.70] Feels like I'm always waitin'\n[01:33.68] I need you to come get me\n[01:36.38] Out of my head, and into your 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state\n[02:21.39] I know I need to tell you, I care before it's too late\n[02:24.19] Before someone steps to the plate, before you decide not to wait\n[02:27.05] Before you decide not to chase, then you call me up, just to say\n[02:29.84] \"I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\n[02:33.91] If you let me, I'll be\n[02:36.13] Out of my dress and into your arms tonight (oh, baby)\n[02:39.36] Yeah, I'm lost without it\n[02:41.55] Feels like I'm always waitin'\n[02:44.25] I need you to come get me (oh)\n[02:47.10] Out of my head, and into your arms tonight\n[02:50.86] Tonight\" (yeah, yeah)\n[02:52.59] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Into Your Arms\n artist: Witt Lowry, Ava Max\n album: '...alone and/or lonely'\n duration_ms: 199000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I\n start_ms: 9050\n end_ms: 12760\n- text: If you let me, I'll be\n start_ms: 12760\n end_ms: 14810\n- text: Out of my dress and into your arms tonight\n 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shaking, my mind is racing\n My heart is aching, don't know what to say\n So I said the first thing that came to mind\n Which was something like, \"You're gonna be okay\"\n\n \"You're gonna be okay?\" What a foolish phrase\n Like your whole life's not about to change\n And your only options are to sit in pain\n Or become so numb, you can't feel a thing\n And the days will change, but they'll feel the same\n You wanna run away, but you can't escape\n Going nowhere fast down the interstate\n Only say all that 'cause I know the pain\n\n And to feel like you wanna disappear\n I hope you know that I'm always here\n The sad truth is I can't bring him back, but can lend an ear, so\n\n You don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\n I can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n And I know I'll never know, never know\n What you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\n But I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\n We don't have to talk if the words don't help\n You don't have to hurt 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Heh\nNo one admits it, even if they relate\nShe hits a feeling that she's better replaced\nBeen gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day\nJust too much on a plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills\nTried one, she don't like how it feels\nKnows that people have it worse,\nBut it doesn't make her pain less real\nTells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause\nI feel the push and the pull\nEvil in my head won't go\nI've been here before\nThink I need help, I know\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home\nYeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt\nHe started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit\nMake a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip\nProved to everyone who doubted now that he could make it big\nMotherfucker's on the way, uses pain to paint the people his picture\nThe ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya\nSomehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor\nOr sold his soul for a playlist to\nPlay his shit, can you picture this?\nAlmost losing your sister, then you losing your dad\nThen you losing your love or the love that you thought you had\nThen you losing yourself writing \"Losing You,\" calling MAX\nYou're blessed and you fuckin' know\nIt, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but\nHe's scared that everyone will use him\nEvery day is more a product and less and less of a human\nLately he's been feelin' like Truman,\nWould people care if they lose him?\nThey criticize, but can't help playing him the music, I feel the–\nI feel the push and the pull\nEvil in my head won't go\nI've been here before\nThink I need help, I know\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home\n'Cause I don't feel myself no more\nWhen I could never close these doors\nAnd my head is so alone\nNever felt this far from home","syncedLyrics":"[00:22.23] Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T\n[00:24.88] They go in the bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep\n[00:27.41] Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see\n[00:29.96] Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be\n[00:32.55] He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic\n[00:35.76] Influencers out here influencin' him\n[00:38.32] Don't realize that they're not influencin' shit\n[00:40.85] But to buy some more products to make them more rich, motherfuckers\n[00:44.23] Tom wants attention\n[00:45.62] Don't realize real life is worth more than his mentions\n[00:47.94] He's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension\n[00:51.10] He questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it\n[00:54.50] \"Let the comments rain\"\n[00:56.31] A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name\n[00:58.72] A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain\n[01:01.23] The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck\n[01:04.59] His self-worth is tied to an app\n[01:06.68] Another day, another panic-attack\n[01:08.57] Another person on his pics remindin' him of everything that he lacks\n[01:11.55] He doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says\n[01:14.00] I feel the push and the pull\n[01:17.23] Evil in my head won't go\n[01:19.84] I've been here before\n[01:22.66] Think I need help, I know\n[01:25.09] 'Cause I don't feel myself no more\n[01:28.08] When I could never close these doors\n[01:30.60] And my head is so alone\n[01:33.19] Never felt this far from home\n[01:35.46] Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue\n[01:37.14] Got pregnant, had a baby last June and she should be over the moon\n[01:40.19] But lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move\n[01:42.79] She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew\n[01:45.43] But she's supposed to be a mom, shit\n[01:47.30] Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit\n[01:49.76] And everyone keeps congratulating\n[01:51.69] Her like she just won a fuckin' Grammy\n[01:53.17] Since her granny passed away, she's been an inch away from lost it\n[01:55.79] Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous\n[01:58.14] Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment\n[02:00.90] Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit\n[02:03.61] Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn\n[02:06.69] Was havin' kids a mistake? 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losing someone close\nStill, I'll never know the way you truly feel, damn\n\nBut if you need to vent, or not be alone in your head\nJust name the time and the place, I'll be on my way, I'm not one to just leave you on read\n'Cause that's what you do for your friends and people you love\nYou don't let 'em drown when they wanna give up\nAnd trust me, I know how hard it can be finding someone you can trust, but\n\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\nAnd I know I'll never know, never know\nWhat you've been through, all the messed up things you felt\nBut I could stay down, heavy in the pain, no\nWe don't have to talk if the words don't help\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself\n\nDon't know if you've ever thought of trying therapy\nIt's helped me find a little clarity\nBeen learning not to care about opinions from people who won't be there when they bury me\nI was so desperate, I booked a 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never let it win, the battle starts within\nIt's where you go from here, not where you begin\nIt's a blessing to call you a friend, and to know that you let me in, so\n\nYou don't have to hurt alone, hurt alone\nI can't fix it, but you won't be by yourself","syncedLyrics":"[00:30.76] Yeah, knew as soon as I got the call that there was something wrong\n[00:33.95] I had fell asleep with the TV on\n[00:35.75] I said \"Hey, you good?\"\n[00:36.60] There was a brief pause\n[00:37.86] Then you said to me, \"He's fucking gone\"\n[00:39.50] And my hands are shaking, my mind is racing\n[00:41.69] My heart is aching, don't know what to say\n[00:43.36] So I said the first thing that came to mind\n[00:45.28] Which was something like, \"You're gonna be okay\"\n[00:47.37] \"You're gonna be okay?\" What a foolish phrase\n[00:49.02] Like your whole life's not about to change\n[00:51.12] And your only options are to sit in pain\n[00:52.97] Or become so numb, you can't feel a thing\n[00:54.76] And the 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see me 'til the 28th\n[03:15.89] That was twenty days, was thinking, \"Oh, okay, that's a lot of time when you're about to break\"\n[03:19.67] I was about to break, I needed fucking help\n[03:21.49] I couldn't do it all by my-fucking-self\n[03:23.14] Hate the stigma put on my mental health\n[03:25.10] Society taught me how to hate myself\n[03:28.11] But I'm still breathing\n[03:29.39] Still speaking, heart still beating\n[03:31.31] Countless nights battling with demons\n[03:32.82] And I'm still here, guess I'm undefeated\n[03:35.10] And I was thinking, this could help\n[03:36.63] Maybe in my story you can find yourself\n[03:38.65] Hard to understand the hand that you were dealt\n[03:40.30] You don't owe shit to anyone except yourself\n[03:42.32] Yeah, accept yourself, know he's looking down\n[03:44.22] And just like me, know he's fucking proud\n[03:46.35] Your anxiety is gonna chop you down\n[03:48.02] Until you start believing that you let him down\n[03:49.86] But never let it win, 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