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Edgar Hoover's America\nI said the truth and I paid for it, I paid for it\nI got on my knees and criеd to the Lord, I prayed for it\nI had bounties on my hеad when my sister was in my home\nSleepless nights by the chrome, trigger finger next to my dome\nContemplatin' self-destruction, equatin' myself to nothin'\nFixated on my regression, I felt like Benjamin Button\nI collapsed in my depression, I just couldn't write for nothin'\nWhen I stared at my reflection, all that I felt was disgusted\nMy confidence evaporated, less than a man, I was emasculated\nI turned to violence to be validated\nViolated probation again and again\nMy kin and my friends like, \"What the is up with you, fam?\"\n\"Don't you understand? 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Loneliness speaks through my smile\n  It sings the darkest lullaby\n  La, la-la-la, la-la, la\n  La, la-la-la, la-la, la\n  I called a 51-50 on myself\n  That's how you know I need help\n  I called a 51-50 on myself\n  That's how you know I need (Help)\n\n  Tears of a fallen soldier, rollin' down my face\n  One hand stickin' out of my grave\n  The whole world left me for dead, Michael Jackson's estate\n  But I'm too high, I never land\n  A river that knows its source could never run dry\n  That's why I had to cut out the middle man\n  Hate from all directions assassinatin' my character\n  I felt like Malcom X in J. 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Edgar Hoover's America\n[00:49.89] I said the truth and I paid for it, I paid for it\n[00:52.66] I got on my knees and criеd to the Lord, I prayed for it\n[00:55.64] I had bounties on my hеad when my sister was in my home\n[00:58.20] Sleepless nights by the chrome, trigger finger next to my dome\n[01:01.50] Contemplatin' self-destruction, equatin' myself to nothin'\n[01:04.53] Fixated on my regression, I felt like Benjamin Button\n[01:07.59] I collapsed in my depression, I just couldn't write for nothin'\n[01:10.15] When I stared at my reflection, all that I felt was disgusted\n[01:12.93] My confidence evaporated, less than a man, I was emasculated\n[01:17.11] I turned to violence to be validated\n[01:19.23] Violated probation again and again\n[01:21.10] My kin and my friends like, \"What the is up with you, fam?\"\n[01:24.68] \"Don't you understand? Wanna with you, fam\"\n[01:27.86] \"But you keep yourself and that with your fans\"\n[01:31.05] Pardon me, my, I believed the lie\n[01:34.11] I kept it too honest (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[01:36.75] The pain behind your eyes tells me that\n[01:38.90] That's not what you wanted (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[01:42.39] And it's hard to explain to the people\n[01:44.97] Standin' still while you're runnin' (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[01:48.29] I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'\n[01:53.94] I called a 51-50 on myself\n[01:57.09] That's how you know I need help\n[02:00.03] I called a 51-50 on myself\n[02:02.96] That's how you know I need (Help)\n[02:05.46] Do you know what it feels\n[02:06.91] Like to wake up every day in distress?\n[02:08.56] Pissed off at yourself, neglect, so you just lay in your mess\n[02:11.55] And people depend on you, got so much on your chest\n[02:14.43] That your train of thought can't seem to find a way to express\n[02:17.49] I find a notebook in my parents' crib from when I was five\n[02:20.55] I went inside it said \"I hate myself, I wanna die,\" I cried\n[02:23.80] I couldn't even fathom a child feeling so lonely\n[02:26.42] So next time tell you 'bout Vic, say they don't know me\n[02:29.25] I need to be loved, I need to be loved\n[02:31.59] I needed the drugs 'cause I couldn't do it\n[02:33.15] I couldn't do it, I was goin' through it\n[02:35.43] Growin' up, I was a product of my biracial confusion\n[02:38.03] Neither Black nor White, I guess that made me translucent\n[02:40.89] I crushed everything I touched\n[02:42.46] I every single, I couldn't bust\n[02:45.15] It was a knot in my stomach\n[02:45.98] I plummet into my dungeon\n[02:47.22] Down in the depths of my darkness\n[02:48.62] I'm steppin' over my carcass\n[02:49.91] I'm comin' out of my hatred\n[02:51.64] Tired of my heart bein' vacant\n[02:53.07] I made a promise, won't break it\n[02:54.63] I told my mama, \"We'll make it\"\n[02:55.92] I told my gang, \"We gon' make it\"\n[02:57.14] They won't give it to us, we'll take it\n[02:58.92] One thing that is true is my greatness\n[03:00.47] Promise I won't doubt, I'll believe it\n[03:01.93] I'm exercisin' my demons, for the last time\n[03:04.93] Pardon me, my, I believed the lie\n[03:07.53] I kept it too honest (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[03:10.29] The pain behind your eyes tells me that\n[03:12.56] That's not what you wanted (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[03:15.79] And it's hard to explain to the people\n[03:17.95] Standin' still while you're runnin' (Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)\n[03:21.90] I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'\n[03:28.18] But pardon me, my, isn't this the life you said that you wanted?\n[03:33.19] You know the car's movin' fast\n[03:35.29] What a view, and the women are stunnin'\n[03:39.21] And it's hard when you're comin'\n[03:41.14] From the bottom, tryin' not to become it\n[03:45.48] So I'm runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'\n[03:50.06] Comin', yeah\n[03:52.26] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: 2honest Feat. 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Loneliness speaks through my smile\n  It sings the darkest lullaby\n  La, la-la-la, la-la, la\n  La, la-la-la, la-la, la\n  I called a 51-50 on myself\n  That's how you know I need help\n  I called a 51-50 on myself\n  That's how you know I need (Help)\n\n  Tears of a fallen soldier, rollin' down my face\n  One hand stickin' out of my grave\n  The whole world left me for dead, Michael Jackson's estate\n  But I'm too high, I never land\n  A river that knows its source could never run dry\n  That's why I had to cut out the middle man\n  Hate from all directions assassinatin' my character\n  I felt like Malcom X in J. Edgar Hoover's America\n  I said the truth and I paid for it, I paid for it\n  I got on my knees and criеd to the Lord, I prayed for it\n  I had bounties on my hеad when my sister was in my home\n  Sleepless nights by the chrome, trigger finger next to my dome\n  Contemplatin' self-destruction, equatin' myself to nothin'\n  Fixated on my regression, I felt like Benjamin Button\n  I collapsed in my depression, I just couldn't write for nothin'\n  When I stared at my reflection, all that I felt was disgusted\n  My confidence evaporated, less than a man, I was emasculated\n  I turned to violence to be validated\n  Violated probation again and again\n  My kin and my friends like, \"What the is up with you, fam?\"\n  \"Don't you understand? 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