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so fucking deceiving\nAnd I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving\nMy money can't buy the family I'm needing\nMy money can't heal the agony I'm feeling\nI need someone to love to me, someone to hug me\nSomeone to be there when my mind gets ugly\nI swear they really think my life is stunning\nBro I come home to absolutely nothing\nI'm just a lonely guy loaded with money\nNobody told me my days won't be sunny\nI'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me\nSo when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody\nI have issues with women, I'm so co-depended\nI can't love myself, so I need her to give it\nAnd that's always where my self-worth is depicted\nAnd that's why I date women so narcissistic\nMy mind is a mess and it's always conflicted\nAnd lately it's been hard to make a decision\nAnd it pains me that I finally admit it\nI've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck\n\nGive my all\nOh, I wanna walk away\nI'm living like a ghost\nAnd no one ever knows\nSee me fall\nOh, I knew 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end_ms: 101270\n- text: I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving\n  start_ms: 101270\n  end_ms: 102730\n- text: And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving\n  start_ms: 102730\n  end_ms: 104630\n- text: My money can't buy the family I'm needing\n  start_ms: 104630\n  end_ms: 106070\n- text: My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling\n  start_ms: 106070\n  end_ms: 108160\n- text: I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me\n  start_ms: 108160\n  end_ms: 109540\n- text: Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly\n  start_ms: 109540\n  end_ms: 111360\n- text: I swear they really think my life is stunning\n  start_ms: 111360\n  end_ms: 113010\n- text: Bro I come home to absolutely nothing\n  start_ms: 113010\n  end_ms: 114870\n- text: I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money\n  start_ms: 114870\n  end_ms: 116480\n- text: Nobody told me my days won't be sunny\n  start_ms: 116480\n  end_ms: 118170\n- text: I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me\n  start_ms: 118170\n  end_ms: 119860\n- text: So when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody\n  start_ms: 119860\n  end_ms: 121830\n- text: I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended\n  start_ms: 121830\n  end_ms: 123450\n- text: I can't love myself, so I need her to give it\n  start_ms: 123450\n  end_ms: 124810\n- text: And that's always where my self-worth is depicted\n  start_ms: 124810\n  end_ms: 126790\n- text: And that's why I date women so narcissistic\n  start_ms: 126790\n  end_ms: 128540\n- text: My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted\n  start_ms: 128540\n  end_ms: 129990\n- text: And lately it's been hard to make a decision\n  start_ms: 129990\n  end_ms: 131340\n- text: And it pains me that I finally admit it\n  start_ms: 131340\n  end_ms: 133480\n- text: I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck\n  start_ms: 133480\n  end_ms: 135220\n- text: Give my all\n  start_ms: 135220\n  end_ms: 137560\n- text: Oh, I wanna walk away\n  start_ms: 137560\n  end_ms: 140550\n- text: I'm living like 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wanted\n  There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk\n  So everything I was feeling could turn into numb\n\n  Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug\n  I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug\n  Sometimes at night I will stare up above\n  And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb\n  Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter\n  I built up my hope just for it to get shattered\n  I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather\n  I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern\n  As if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers\n  I try to move forward, but keep going backwards\n  I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter\n  Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck\n\n  Give me all\n  Oh, I wanna walk away\n  I'm living like a ghost\n  And no one ever knows\n  See me fall\n  Oh, I knew that I would break\n  I'm living like a ghost\n  But no one ever knows\n\n  Always alone I wish someone could see me\n  I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling\n  Talking to myself until I'm overthinking\n  I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping\n  I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving\n  And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving\n  My money can't buy the family I'm needing\n  My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling\n  I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me\n  Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly\n  I swear they really think my life is stunning\n  Bro I come home to absolutely nothing\n  I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money\n  Nobody told me my days won't be sunny\n  I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me\n  So when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody\n  I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended\n  I can't love myself, so I need her to give it\n  And that's always where my self-worth is depicted\n  And that's why I date women so narcissistic\n  My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted\n  And lately it's been hard to make a decision\n  And it pains me that I finally admit it\n  I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck\n\n  Give my all\n  Oh, I wanna walk away\n  I'm living like a ghost\n  And no one ever knows\n  See me fall\n  Oh, I knew that I would break\n  I'm living like a ghost\n  But no one ever knows\n\n  I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching\n  And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling\n  I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping\n  I been praying to God asking Him for a healing\n  Man, I need my mom, I need my dad\n  I need the family we never had\n  Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless\n  Nobody notice I'm in a trance\n  All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes\n  And I break down all I do is provide\n  How can I give her a family life\n  When it's just me and her every night, fuck\n  Yo, this shit is too much\n  I'm single-handedly killing my buzz\n  I don't make music 'cause I'm in a rut\n  And all of the stress of it is making me numb\n  Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning\n  When I don't 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could turn into numb\n\nAddicted to you, you're my favorite drug\nI buy your lies, you're my favorite plug\nSometimes at night I will stare up above\nAnd wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb\nWhy does it even matter, shit I didn't matter\nI built up my hope just for it to get shattered\nI'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather\nI flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern\nAs if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers\nI try to move forward, but keep going backwards\nI hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter\nWhere no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck\n\nGive me all\nOh, I wanna walk away\nI'm living like a ghost\nAnd no one ever knows\nSee me fall\nOh, I knew that I would break\nI'm living like a ghost\nBut no one ever knows\n\nAlways alone I wish someone could see me\nI lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling\nTalking to myself until I'm overthinking\nI'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping\nI swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving\nAnd I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving\nMy money can't buy the family I'm needing\nMy money can't heal the agony I'm feeling\nI need someone to love to me, someone to hug me\nSomeone to be there when my mind gets ugly\nI swear they really think my life is stunning\nBro I come home to absolutely nothing\nI'm just a lonely guy loaded with money\nNobody told me my days won't be sunny\nI'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me\nSo when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody\nI have issues with women, I'm so co-depended\nI can't love myself, so I need her to give it\nAnd that's always where my self-worth is depicted\nAnd that's why I date women so narcissistic\nMy mind is a mess and it's always conflicted\nAnd lately it's been hard to make a decision\nAnd it pains me that I finally admit it\nI've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck\n\nGive my all\nOh, I wanna walk away\nI'm living like a ghost\nAnd no one ever knows\nSee me fall\nOh, I knew that I would break\nI'm 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answers\n[01:02.60] I try to move forward, but keep going backwards\n[01:03.99] I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter\n[01:05.86] Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck\n[01:07.34] Give me all\n[01:10.02] Oh, I wanna walk away\n[01:13.03] I'm living like a ghost\n[01:16.17] And no one ever knows\n[01:19.55] See me fall\n[01:23.26] Oh, I knew that I would break\n[01:26.71] I'm living like a ghost\n[01:29.97] But no one ever knows\n[01:34.41] Always alone I wish someone could see me\n[01:36.09] I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling\n[01:37.77] Talking to myself until I'm overthinking\n[01:39.48] I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping\n[01:41.27] I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving\n[01:42.73] And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving\n[01:44.63] My money can't buy the family I'm needing\n[01:46.07] My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling\n[01:48.16] I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me\n[01:49.54] Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly\n[01:51.36] I swear they really think my life is stunning\n[01:53.01] Bro I come home to absolutely nothing\n[01:54.87] I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money\n[01:56.48] Nobody told me my days won't be sunny\n[01:58.17] I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me\n[01:59.86] So when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody\n[02:01.83] I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended\n[02:03.45] I can't love myself, so I need her to give it\n[02:04.81] And that's always where my self-worth is depicted\n[02:06.79] And that's why I date women so narcissistic\n[02:08.54] My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted\n[02:09.99] And lately it's been hard to make a decision\n[02:11.34] And it pains me that I finally admit it\n[02:13.48] I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck\n[02:15.22] Give my all\n[02:17.56] Oh, I wanna walk away\n[02:20.55] I'm living like a ghost\n[02:23.57] And no one ever knows\n[02:27.23] See me fall\n[02:31.06] Oh, I knew that I would break\n[02:34.14] I'm living like a ghost\n[02:36.93] But no one ever knows\n[02:40.54] I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching\n[02:43.70] And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling\n[02:45.30] I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping\n[02:47.22] I been praying to God asking Him for a healing\n[02:48.62] Man, I need my mom, I need my dad\n[02:50.64] I need the family we never had\n[02:52.20] Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless\n[02:53.88] Nobody notice I'm in a trance\n[02:55.17] All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes\n[02:56.85] And I break down all I do is provide\n[02:58.70] How can I give her a family life\n[03:00.54] When it's just me and her every night, fuck\n[03:02.35] Yo, this shit is too much\n[03:04.26] I'm single-handedly killing my buzz\n[03:05.50] I don't make music 'cause I'm in a rut\n[03:07.39] And all of the stress of it is making me numb\n[03:08.91] Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning\n[03:10.79] When I don't have a family to celebrate with me\n[03:12.37] Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me\n[03:14.44] To make me feel like my damn life is worth living\n[03:15.90] I swear loneliness is a cancer within me\n[03:17.40] I'm searching for friends 'cause my family's missing\n[03:19.33] This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting\n[03:21.11] And maybe the end for me is a new beginning\n[03:22.96] Give my all\n[03:25.39] Oh, I wanna walk away\n[03:28.38] I'm living like a ghost\n[03:31.79] And no one ever knows\n[03:35.44] See me fall\n[03:38.71] Oh, I knew that I would break\n[03:41.81] I'm living like a ghost\n[03:44.89] But no one ever knows\n[03:47.07] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: No One Knows (feat. 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