[{"id":6024864,"name":"Falling","trackName":"Falling","artistName":"Sik World","albumName":"When Stars Align","duration":289.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Yeah\nLately, I'm hurtin' the people who love me the most (Damn)\nMy emotions take over, it's something I can't control\nI look in the mirror like where's the me I used to know?\nBecause right now, I can use him the most\nYeah, I can use him the most\n\nDamn, when did my heart become so bitter and cold? (Cold)\nWhen did I start walking down this lonely road? (Road)\nThere's parts of my life that I'm too afraid to show\nThere's parts about me I'm embarrassed to know\nWhen they stop caring, I started carrying this load\n\nNo one understand what my life is like\nI'm still looking out for the brightest night\nI been fighting so much, doubt when I'd try to write\nI'm paralyzed, and I feel stuck inside my mind\nYou're fearing I'm going crazy, I think I just might\nYou should probably stay away and take my advice\nI been through dark days, I can't find a light\nIf you look at me you wouldn't see a sign of life\n\nI don't know how I got this way, I just am this way\nJudge all you want, but you don't know my pain\nDepression got me feelin' like I can't be saved\nNo, I can't be saved\nSo what if I said, \"fuck it\" and picked up a gauge, and pressed the trigger to my head and blast my brains\nActin' like you were there for me, now care for me\nWhen I'm gone and I'm in my grave, fuck\n\nLately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n'Cause I don't wanna lose me\nI'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\nBut I don't wanna lose me\n\nI've falling, I've falling, I fell again\nI fell, I fell, I fell\nI fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n\n(Yeah, yeah) I need therapy to figure out what my problem is\nI'm done going online, it's eating away at my confidence\nIt's like I search for the hate, and ignore all the compliments\nI'm done reading the comments 'cause I'm getting tired of it\nYeah, man, I'm getting tired of it\n\nDamn, when I'm being me I feel like I'm being somebody else (Else)\nI'm surrounded by people, but feel like there's nobody else (Else)\nNobody comes to rescue me when I'm calling for help\nI swear my mind is a tormented place, I sit and I dwell, hammer in the nail\n\nHow the fuck did I garner millions of comments of people telling me I'm great?\nBut I don't believe it, but I believe in the ones giving me hate\nIt's like I look for validation for an idea in my mind that I already made\nWhen did I tell myself I wasn't worthy, I'm undeserving\nLet critics hurt me, I feel like a fake\n\nI swear my mind is a trap and my heart is the prey\nSomeone take my social media away\nI'm on it for days, I read and I rage\nThere's nothing to say, I'm losing my way\nI'm losing my strength, I'm losing my faith\nMy insecurities that keep me awake\nI'm stuck in this paradigm that I know that I'm dying to escape, damn\n\nLately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n'Cause I don't wanna lose me\nI'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\nBut I don't wanna lose me\n\nI've falling, I've falling, I fell again\nI fell, I fell, I fell\nI fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n\n(Yeah, yeah) I'm at war with myself, I'm battling me everyday\nAnd I never win, this is a battle of strength\nI overthink till I'm numb, I think I need a break\nBecause right know, I'm losing my way\nYeah, I'm losing my way\n\nYeah, I'm causing my misery, and maybe I'm the one to blame (Blame)\nIf I feel sorry, that means I don't gotta change (Change)\nI'm dealing with demons that I was unwilling to face\nI was looking for fame to try to cover the fact\nThat I'm an act, I can't out run from my mistakes\n\nI'm running from myself, but obviously running away from me is so worthless\nI had to pry open my soul, and I had to look way deeper under the surface\nI should of been me, but instead of being me I was too busy trying to be perfect\nNow they want me to be perfect\nFaking it's become a burden\n\nI'm losing my patience, going through phases\nI fucking hate myself\nWhy I am chasing, using my fame when, I can't escape myself?\nI'm feeling anxious, who do I blame when, I can't blame myself?\nFans said, \"I save them\", how can I save them?\nI can't save myself, fuck\n\nLately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n'Cause I don't wanna lose me\nI'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\nBut I don't wanna lose me\n\nI've falling, I've falling, I fell again\nI fell, I fell, I fell\nI fell, I fell, I'm falling again","syncedLyrics":"[00:25.04] Yeah\n[00:26.74] Lately, I'm hurtin' the people who love me the most (Damn)\n[00:30.42] My emotions take over, it's something I can't control\n[00:32.77] I look in the mirror like where's the me I used to know?\n[00:35.28] Because right now, I can use him the most\n[00:37.61] Yeah, I can use him the most\n[00:39.54] Damn, when did my heart become so bitter and cold? (Cold)\n[00:43.40] When did I start walking down this lonely road? (Road)\n[00:46.47] There's parts of my life that I'm too afraid to show\n[00:48.76] There's parts about me I'm embarrassed to know\n[00:50.27] When they stop caring, I started carrying this load\n[00:52.17] No one understand what my life is like\n[00:53.63] I'm still looking out for the brightest night\n[00:55.10] I been fighting so much, doubt when I'd try to write\n[00:56.73] I'm paralyzed, and I feel stuck inside my mind\n[00:58.40] You're fearing I'm going crazy, I think I just might\n[01:00.12] You should probably stay away and take my advice\n[01:01.63] I been through dark days, I can't find a light\n[01:03.34] If you look at me you wouldn't see a sign of life\n[01:05.34] I don't know how I got this way, I just am this way\n[01:07.51] Judge all you want, but you don't know my pain\n[01:08.96] Depression got me feelin' like I can't be saved\n[01:10.48] No, I can't be saved\n[01:11.96] So what if I said, \"fuck it\" and picked up a gauge, and pressed the trigger to my head and blast my brains\n[01:15.00] Actin' like you were there for me, now care for me\n[01:16.97] When I'm gone and I'm in my grave, fuck\n[01:18.95] Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n[01:22.78] 'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n[01:25.44] I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n[01:29.22] But I don't wanna lose me\n[01:31.82] I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n[01:35.68] I fell, I fell, I fell\n[01:38.77] I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n[01:43.74] (Yeah, yeah) I need therapy to figure out what my problem is\n[01:48.66] I'm done going online, it's eating away at my confidence\n[01:51.45] It's like I search for the hate, and ignore all the compliments\n[01:53.64] I'm done reading the comments 'cause I'm getting tired of it\n[01:56.00] Yeah, man, I'm getting tired of it\n[01:57.96] Damn, when I'm being me I feel like I'm being somebody else (Else)\n[02:01.71] I'm surrounded by people, but feel like there's nobody else (Else)\n[02:04.87] Nobody comes to rescue me when I'm calling for help\n[02:06.93] I swear my mind is a tormented place, I sit and I dwell, hammer in the nail\n[02:10.48] How the fuck did I garner millions of comments of people telling me I'm great?\n[02:13.41] But I don't believe it, but I believe in the ones giving me hate\n[02:16.04] It's like I look for validation for an idea in my mind that I already made\n[02:19.32] When did I tell myself I wasn't worthy, I'm undeserving\n[02:21.71] Let critics hurt me, I feel like a fake\n[02:23.66] I swear my mind is a trap and my heart is the prey\n[02:25.86] Someone take my social media away\n[02:27.55] I'm on it for days, I read and I rage\n[02:29.01] There's nothing to say, I'm losing my way\n[02:30.87] I'm losing my strength, I'm losing my faith\n[02:32.32] My insecurities that keep me awake\n[02:33.99] I'm stuck in this paradigm that I know that I'm dying to escape, damn\n[02:37.33] Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n[02:41.12] 'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n[02:43.67] I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n[02:47.59] But I don't wanna lose me\n[02:50.20] I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n[02:53.91] I fell, I fell, I fell\n[02:57.22] I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n[03:02.12] (Yeah, yeah) I'm at war with myself, I'm battling me everyday\n[03:06.60] And I never win, this is a battle of strength\n[03:09.59] I overthink till I'm numb, I think I need a break\n[03:11.86] Because right know, I'm losing my way\n[03:14.66] Yeah, I'm losing my way\n[03:16.04] Yeah, I'm causing my misery, and maybe I'm the one to blame (Blame)\n[03:20.11] If I feel sorry, that means I don't gotta change (Change)\n[03:23.37] I'm dealing with demons that I was unwilling to face\n[03:25.31] I was looking for fame to try to cover the fact\n[03:27.42] That I'm an act, I can't out run from my mistakes\n[03:28.84] I'm running from myself, but obviously running away from me is so worthless\n[03:31.94] I had to pry open my soul, and I had to look way deeper under the surface\n[03:35.11] I should of been me, but instead of being me I was too busy trying to be perfect\n[03:38.45] Now they want me to be perfect\n[03:40.18] Faking it's become a burden\n[03:41.63] I'm losing my patience, going through phases\n[03:43.66] I fucking hate myself\n[03:45.05] Why I am chasing, using my fame when, I can't escape myself?\n[03:48.29] I'm feeling anxious, who do I blame when, I can't blame myself?\n[03:51.52] Fans said, \"I save them\", how can I save them?\n[03:53.56] I can't save myself, fuck\n[03:55.67] Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n[03:59.55] 'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n[04:02.16] I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n[04:05.90] But I don't wanna lose me\n[04:08.47] I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n[04:12.13] I fell, I fell, I fell\n[04:15.50] I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n[04:22.27] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Falling\n  artist: Sik World\n  album: When Stars Align\n  duration_ms: 289000\n  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(Cold)\n  start_ms: 39540\n  end_ms: 43400\n- text: When did I start walking down this lonely road? 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my heart become so bitter and cold? (Cold)\n  When did I start walking down this lonely road? (Road)\n  There's parts of my life that I'm too afraid to show\n  There's parts about me I'm embarrassed to know\n  When they stop caring, I started carrying this load\n\n  No one understand what my life is like\n  I'm still looking out for the brightest night\n  I been fighting so much, doubt when I'd try to write\n  I'm paralyzed, and I feel stuck inside my mind\n  You're fearing I'm going crazy, I think I just might\n  You should probably stay away and take my advice\n  I been through dark days, I can't find a light\n  If you look at me you wouldn't see a sign of life\n\n  I don't know how I got this way, I just am this way\n  Judge all you want, but you don't know my pain\n  Depression got me feelin' like I can't be saved\n  No, I can't be saved\n  So what if I said, \"fuck it\" and picked up a gauge, and pressed the trigger to my head and blast my brains\n  Actin' like you were there for me, now care for me\n  When I'm gone and I'm in my grave, fuck\n\n  Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n  'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n  I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n  But I don't wanna lose me\n\n  I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n  I fell, I fell, I fell\n  I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n\n  (Yeah, yeah) I need therapy to figure out what my problem is\n  I'm done going online, it's eating away at my confidence\n  It's like I search for the hate, and ignore all the compliments\n  I'm done reading the comments 'cause I'm getting tired of it\n  Yeah, man, I'm getting tired of it\n\n  Damn, when I'm being me I feel like I'm being somebody else (Else)\n  I'm surrounded by people, but feel like there's nobody else (Else)\n  Nobody comes to rescue me when I'm calling for help\n  I swear my mind is a tormented place, I sit and I dwell, hammer in the nail\n\n  How the fuck did I garner millions of comments of people telling me I'm great?\n  But I don't believe it, but I believe in the ones giving me hate\n  It's like I look for validation for an idea in my mind that I already made\n  When did I tell myself I wasn't worthy, I'm undeserving\n  Let critics hurt me, I feel like a fake\n\n  I swear my mind is a trap and my heart is the prey\n  Someone take my social media away\n  I'm on it for days, I read and I rage\n  There's nothing to say, I'm losing my way\n  I'm losing my strength, I'm losing my faith\n  My insecurities that keep me awake\n  I'm stuck in this paradigm that I know that I'm dying to escape, damn\n\n  Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n  'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n  I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n  But I don't wanna lose me\n\n  I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n  I fell, I fell, I fell\n  I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n\n  (Yeah, yeah) I'm at war with myself, I'm battling me everyday\n  And I never win, this is a battle of strength\n  I overthink till I'm numb, I think I need a break\n  Because right know, I'm losing my way\n  Yeah, I'm losing my way\n\n  Yeah, I'm causing my misery, and maybe I'm the one to blame (Blame)\n  If I feel sorry, that means I don't gotta change (Change)\n  I'm dealing with demons that I was unwilling to face\n  I was looking for fame to try to cover the fact\n  That I'm an act, I can't out run from my mistakes\n\n  I'm running from myself, but obviously running away from me is so worthless\n  I had to pry open my soul, and I had to look way deeper under the surface\n  I should of been me, but instead of being me I was too busy trying to be perfect\n  Now they want me to be perfect\n  Faking it's become a burden\n\n  I'm losing my patience, going through phases\n  I fucking hate myself\n  Why I am chasing, using my fame when, I can't escape myself?\n  I'm feeling anxious, who do I blame when, I can't blame myself?\n  Fans said, \"I save them\", how can I save them?\n  I can't save myself, fuck\n\n  Lately, I just wonder if I'll come around\n  'Cause I don't wanna lose me\n  I'm sorry that I fallen and I've let you down\n  But I don't wanna lose me\n\n  I've falling, I've falling, I fell again\n  I fell, I fell, I fell\n  I fell, I fell, I'm falling again\n"}]