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like I'm seeing ghosts\n[00:52.07] I know the emptiness of feelin' numb inside\n[00:53.97] When your heart is broke and you're too numb to cry\n[00:56.75] So you turn to pills and I know the feeling\n[00:57.96] You don't wanna live so you'd rather die\n[00:59.66] But, none of us really wanna die alone\n[01:01.45] So many times you would cry alone\n[01:03.66] I can't say I don't think about you\n[01:05.43] But these feelings are easier to hide than show\n[01:07.49] Tell me what's love?\n[01:08.73] I don't get it still\n[01:09.55] I just need a place where you never feel\n[01:11.04] Need a place where pain don't exist\n[01:12.68] So I started asking God if heavens real\n[01:14.93] Yeah, I don't get it still\n[01:17.42] I just need a place where you never feel\n[01:18.94] Need a place where pain don't exist\n[01:20.50] So I started asking God if heavens real\n[01:22.38] Yeah, I don't get it still\n[01:24.57] I just need a place where you never feel\n[01:26.02] Need a place where pain 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