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day i'll die\n[01:17.84] And these people will just forget about me\n[01:20.21] The ones that act like they gave a shit about me\n[01:23.01] As soon as i turn my back talking shit about me\n[01:25.58] But i need love even if its fake so they still around me\n[01:28.20] They still around me it's clear\n[01:29.85] What if i disappeared\n[01:31.25] What if I just said fuck this life I don't wanna be here\n[01:34.05] What if i take these pills and I don't wake up from my sleep\n[01:36.75] Sometimes i wish i could have a conversation with Peep\n[01:39.58] A conversation with Mac\n[01:40.82] Maybe they feel how I feel\n[01:42.22] Too caught up in the pain but we forget that it heals\n[01:45.03] Yeah well I've got a busy mind and an empty soul\n[01:49.48] And i'm stuck between running back or just letting go\n[01:51.63] She sins like a devil but loves like an angel yeah\n[01:54.60] If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle\n[01:57.62] You see i put my emotions all on the 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