[{"id":36671744,"name":"Growing Sideways","trackName":"Growing Sideways","artistName":"Noah Kahan","albumName":"Noah Kahan","duration":255.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\nOn some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\nAnd we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\nI said, \"I'm cured\"\n\nAnd I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\nKeep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\nI'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\nBut it's a start\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\n'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nI guess I'll drive\n\nSo, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\nSpent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\nWhy is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be\nKeeps rushin' me\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\n'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nAnd if all my life was wasted\nI don't mind, I'll watch it go\nYeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\nOh, if all my time was wasted\nI don't mind, I'll watch it go\nYeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\nUntil I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nI guess I'll drive","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.13] So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\n[00:05.88] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\n[00:11.33] And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\n[00:16.30] I said, \"I'm cured\"\n[00:21.92] And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\n[00:27.53] Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\n[00:32.98] I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\n[00:38.07] But it's a start\n[00:42.85] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[00:48.39] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\n[00:53.43] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n[00:58.97] To stay alive\n[01:04.16] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[01:09.55] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[01:15.13] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[01:20.55] I guess I'll drive\n[01:25.84] I guess I'll drive\n[01:31.60] So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\n[01:37.46] Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\n[01:42.57] Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be\n[01:48.41] Keeps rushin' me\n[01:53.08] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[01:58.25] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\n[02:03.41] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n[02:08.93] To stay alive\n[02:14.21] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[02:19.57] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[02:25.39] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[02:30.69] I guess I'll drive\n[02:36.39] And if all my life was wasted\n[02:41.82] I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n[02:47.33] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n[02:57.78] Oh, if all my time was wasted\n[03:03.35] I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n[03:08.84] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n[03:19.20] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[03:24.59] Until I forget what I felt in the first place\n[03:29.82] At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways\n[03:35.19] To stay alive\n[03:40.75] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[03:46.32] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[03:51.41] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[03:56.92] I guess I'll drive\n[04:02.39] I guess I'll drive\n[04:04.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Growing Sideways\n artist: Noah Kahan\n album: Noah Kahan\n duration_ms: 255000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\n start_ms: 130\n end_ms: 5880\n- text: On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\n start_ms: 5880\n end_ms: 11330\n- text: And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\n start_ms: 11330\n end_ms: 16300\n- text: I said, \"I'm cured\"\n start_ms: 16300\n end_ms: 21920\n- text: And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\n start_ms: 21920\n end_ms: 27530\n- text: Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\n start_ms: 27530\n end_ms: 32980\n- text: I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\n start_ms: 32980\n end_ms: 38070\n- text: But it's a start\n start_ms: 38070\n end_ms: 42850\n- text: But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n start_ms: 42850\n end_ms: 48390\n- text: '''Til I forget what I felt in the first place'\n start_ms: 48390\n end_ms: 53430\n- text: At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n start_ms: 53430\n end_ms: 58970\n- text: To stay alive\n start_ms: 58970\n end_ms: 64160\n- text: '''Cause everyone''s growing and everyone''s healthy'\n start_ms: 64160\n end_ms: 69550\n- text: I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n start_ms: 69550\n end_ms: 75130\n- text: Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n start_ms: 75130\n end_ms: 80550\n- text: I guess I'll drive\n start_ms: 80550\n end_ms: 85840\n- text: I guess I'll drive\n start_ms: 85840\n end_ms: 91600\n- text: So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\n start_ms: 91600\n end_ms: 97460\n- text: Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\n start_ms: 97460\n end_ms: 102570\n- text: Why is pain so damn impatient? 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Ain't like it's got a place to be\n Keeps rushin' me\n\n But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\n At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n To stay alive\n\n 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n I guess I'll drive\n\n And if all my life was wasted\n I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\n Oh, if all my time was wasted\n I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\n But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n Until I forget what I felt in the first place\n At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways\n To stay alive\n\n 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n I guess I'll drive\n\n I guess I'll drive\n"},{"id":36454320,"name":"Growing Sideways","trackName":"Growing Sideways","artistName":"Noah Kahan","albumName":"*noah kahan essentials","duration":255.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\nOn some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\nAnd we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\nI said, \"I'm cured\"\n\nAnd I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\nKeep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\nI'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\nBut it's a start\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\n'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nI guess I'll drive\n\nSo, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\nSpent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\nWhy is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be\nKeeps rushin' me\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\n'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nAnd if all my life was wasted\nI don't mind, I'll watch it go\nYeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\nOh, if all my time was wasted\nI don't mind, I'll watch it go\nYeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n\nBut I ignore things, and I move sideways\nUntil I forget what I felt in the first place\nAt the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways\nTo stay alive\n\n'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\nI'm terrified that I might never have met me\nOh, if my engine works perfect on empty\nI guess I'll drive\n\nI guess I'll drive","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.13] So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\n[00:05.88] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\n[00:11.33] And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\n[00:16.30] I said, \"I'm cured\"\n[00:21.92] And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\n[00:27.53] Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\n[00:32.98] I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\n[00:38.07] But it's a start\n[00:42.85] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[00:48.39] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\n[00:53.43] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n[00:58.97] To stay alive\n[01:04.16] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[01:09.55] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[01:15.13] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[01:20.55] I guess I'll drive\n[01:25.84] I guess I'll drive\n[01:31.60] So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\n[01:37.46] Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\n[01:42.57] Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be\n[01:48.41] Keeps rushin' me\n[01:53.08] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[01:58.25] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place\n[02:03.41] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n[02:08.93] To stay alive\n[02:14.21] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[02:19.57] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[02:25.39] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[02:30.69] I guess I'll drive\n[02:36.39] And if all my life was wasted\n[02:41.82] I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n[02:47.33] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n[02:57.78] Oh, if all my time was wasted\n[03:03.35] I don't mind, I'll watch it go\n[03:08.84] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all\n[03:19.20] But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n[03:24.59] Until I forget what I felt in the first place\n[03:29.82] At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways\n[03:35.19] To stay alive\n[03:40.75] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy\n[03:46.32] I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n[03:51.41] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n[03:56.92] I guess I'll drive\n[04:02.39] I guess I'll drive\n[04:04.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Growing Sideways\n artist: Noah Kahan\n album: '*noah kahan essentials'\n duration_ms: 255000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out\n start_ms: 130\n end_ms: 5880\n- text: On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch\n start_ms: 5880\n end_ms: 11330\n- text: And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground\n start_ms: 11330\n end_ms: 16300\n- text: I said, \"I'm cured\"\n start_ms: 16300\n end_ms: 21920\n- text: And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts\n start_ms: 21920\n end_ms: 27530\n- text: Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart\n start_ms: 27530\n end_ms: 32980\n- text: I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them\n start_ms: 32980\n end_ms: 38070\n- text: But it's a start\n start_ms: 38070\n end_ms: 42850\n- text: But I ignore things, and I move sideways\n start_ms: 42850\n end_ms: 48390\n- text: '''Til I forget what I felt in the first place'\n start_ms: 48390\n end_ms: 53430\n- text: At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways\n start_ms: 53430\n end_ms: 58970\n- text: To stay alive\n start_ms: 58970\n end_ms: 64160\n- text: '''Cause everyone''s growing and everyone''s healthy'\n start_ms: 64160\n end_ms: 69550\n- text: I'm terrified that I might never have met me\n start_ms: 69550\n end_ms: 75130\n- text: Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty\n start_ms: 75130\n end_ms: 80550\n- text: I guess I'll drive\n start_ms: 80550\n end_ms: 85840\n- text: I guess I'll drive\n start_ms: 85840\n end_ms: 91600\n- text: So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high\n start_ms: 91600\n end_ms: 97460\n- text: Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style\n start_ms: 97460\n end_ms: 102570\n- text: Why is pain so damn impatient? 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