[{"id":5988193,"name":"Moment","trackName":"Moment","artistName":"Merkules","albumName":"Cole","duration":202.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Suicidal like \"who am I though?\nI fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\nI could choose the change but I choose the bottle\nIf I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\nYeah\n\nCause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\nI'm fucking losing my mind\n\nThey're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\nCause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\nBut I've been depressed and that's not apparent\nUnless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\nYeah\n\nAnd I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\nYou seem to think I'm pretendin'\n\nNow all I see is these shards of glass\nSo I walk in the bar and I start a tab\nI got a soft soul but a hardened past\nTell the waiter up front he can call my cab\nI'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\nI'm a piece of shit but I honor that\nI got mental problems and it's got me mad\nBut you seem to think that they aren't as bad\nAs I think they are\nWhat kind of Cole is that?\nYou don't know what it's like\nYou ain't thought to ask\nBut you ain't me and you never will be\nThe devil inside was sent to kill me\nIf you really care I expect the real thing\nI feel they won't ever get the message\nWill they?\nIt's all good, I won't get my hopes up\nI'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n\nI been all alone lately\nFeel like I might go crazy\nI must the only one that feels this way\nLock up all the doors baby\nDisconnect the phone baby\nBlock out all the noise and I might be okay\nJust let me have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI gotta have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI need a moment of silence\n\nI found a bottle back in grade seven\nA young desperado, I had to make effort\nMy foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\nI just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n\nI guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\nBut lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n\nWho'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\nThe lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\nThe hear what I say but they miss the purpose\nPour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\nThat hotter inside I should lift the curtains\nBut today I just feel like a different person\nI keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\nIf you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n\nIt's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\nDon't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n\nCause when it back fire, it just disappear\nI'm way too anxious, I live in fear\nI see it from a far and it's crystal clear\nBut know the objects closer than it appears\n\nWhen I'm fucked up I feel okay\nBut the next morning there's no way\nThat I could feel good and it's so strange\nSo I do it all again 'till it go away\nI don't need friends, I got Jose\nAnd this red cup and this O.J\nIt's what it's, it'll take a while\nSo I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n\nI been all alone lately\nFeel like I might go crazy\nI must the only one that feels this way\nLock up all the doors, baby\nDisconnect the phone, baby\nBlock out all the noise and I might be okay\nJust let me have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI gotta have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI need a moment of silence","syncedLyrics":"[00:13.98] Suicidal like \"who am I though?\n[00:15.69] I fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\n[00:17.31] I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n[00:19.04] If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n[00:20.76] Yeah\n[00:21.66] Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n[00:24.60] I'm fucking losing my mind\n[00:27.32] They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n[00:29.49] Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\n[00:31.28] But I've been depressed and that's not apparent\n[00:32.97] Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\n[00:34.63] Yeah\n[00:35.94] And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\n[00:38.74] You seem to think I'm pretendin'\n[00:41.67] Now all I see is these shards of glass\n[00:43.46] So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n[00:44.90] I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n[00:46.79] Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n[00:48.64] I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\n[00:50.37] I'm a piece of shit but I honor that\n[00:51.70] I got mental problems and it's got me mad\n[00:53.68] But you seem to think that they aren't as bad\n[00:55.58] As I think they are\n[00:56.22] What kind of Cole is that?\n[00:56.98] You don't know what it's like\n[00:58.20] You ain't thought to ask\n[00:59.06] But you ain't me and you never will be\n[01:00.74] The devil inside was sent to kill me\n[01:02.36] If you really care I expect the real thing\n[01:04.07] I feel they won't ever get the message\n[01:05.48] Will they?\n[01:06.34] It's all good, I won't get my hopes up\n[01:07.78] I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n[01:09.28] I been all alone lately\n[01:10.48] Feel like I might go crazy\n[01:12.13] I must the only one that feels this way\n[01:15.43] Lock up all the doors baby\n[01:17.58] Disconnect the phone baby\n[01:19.26] Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n[01:22.53] Just let me have my moment\n[01:25.68] I really need my moment\n[01:29.23] I gotta have my moment\n[01:32.77] I really need my moment\n[01:36.00] I need a moment of silence\n[01:37.57] I found a bottle back in grade seven\n[01:38.74] A young desperado, I had to make effort\n[01:40.47] My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\n[01:42.37] I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n[01:45.21] I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\n[01:48.19] But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n[01:51.23] Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\n[01:52.93] The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\n[01:54.88] The hear what I say but they miss the purpose\n[01:56.43] Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\n[01:58.54] That hotter inside I should lift the curtains\n[01:59.84] But today I just feel like a different person\n[02:01.63] I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\n[02:03.20] If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n[02:05.89] It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\n[02:09.20] Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n[02:11.96] Cause when it back fire, it just disappear\n[02:13.66] I'm way too anxious, I live in fear\n[02:15.64] I see it from a far and it's crystal clear\n[02:17.34] But know the objects closer than it appears\n[02:19.24] When I'm fucked up I feel okay\n[02:20.62] But the next morning there's no way\n[02:22.37] That I could feel good and it's so strange\n[02:24.08] So I do it all again 'till it go away\n[02:26.00] I don't need friends, I got Jose\n[02:27.74] And this red cup and this O.J\n[02:29.40] It's what it's, it'll take a while\n[02:31.07] So I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n[02:32.76] I been all alone lately\n[02:33.98] Feel like I might go crazy\n[02:35.87] I must the only one that feels this way\n[02:39.13] Lock up all the doors, baby\n[02:41.00] Disconnect the phone, baby\n[02:42.74] Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n[02:46.00] Just let me have my moment\n[02:49.13] I really need my moment\n[02:52.73] I gotta have my moment\n[02:56.25] I really need my moment\n[02:59.55] I need a moment of silence\n[03:01.42] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Moment\n  artist: Merkules\n  album: Cole\n  duration_ms: 202000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Suicidal like \"who am I though?\n  start_ms: 13980\n  end_ms: 15690\n- text: I fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\n  start_ms: 15690\n  end_ms: 17310\n- text: I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n  start_ms: 17310\n  end_ms: 19040\n- text: If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n  start_ms: 19040\n  end_ms: 20760\n- text: Yeah\n  start_ms: 20760\n  end_ms: 21660\n- text: Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n  start_ms: 21660\n  end_ms: 24600\n- text: I'm fucking losing my mind\n  start_ms: 24600\n  end_ms: 27320\n- text: They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n  start_ms: 27320\n  end_ms: 29490\n- text: Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\n  start_ms: 29490\n  end_ms: 31280\n- text: But I've been depressed and that's not apparent\n  start_ms: 31280\n  end_ms: 32970\n- text: Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\n  start_ms: 32970\n  end_ms: 34630\n- text: Yeah\n  start_ms: 34630\n  end_ms: 35940\n- text: And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\n  start_ms: 35940\n  end_ms: 38740\n- text: You seem to think I'm pretendin'\n  start_ms: 38740\n  end_ms: 41670\n- text: Now all I see is these shards of glass\n  start_ms: 41670\n  end_ms: 43460\n- text: So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n  start_ms: 43460\n  end_ms: 44900\n- text: I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n  start_ms: 44900\n  end_ms: 46790\n- text: Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n  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I'm pretendin'\n\n  Now all I see is these shards of glass\n  So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n  I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n  Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n  I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\n  I'm a piece of shit but I honor that\n  I got mental problems and it's got me mad\n  But you seem to think that they aren't as bad\n  As I think they are\n  What kind of Cole is that?\n  You don't know what it's like\n  You ain't thought to ask\n  But you ain't me and you never will be\n  The devil inside was sent to kill me\n  If you really care I expect the real thing\n  I feel they won't ever get the message\n  Will they?\n  It's all good, I won't get my hopes up\n  I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n\n  I been all alone lately\n  Feel like I might go crazy\n  I must the only one that feels this way\n  Lock up all the doors baby\n  Disconnect the phone baby\n  Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n  Just let me have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I gotta have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I need a moment of silence\n\n  I found a bottle back in grade seven\n  A young desperado, I had to make effort\n  My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\n  I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n\n  I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\n  But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n\n  Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\n  The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\n  The hear what I say but they miss the purpose\n  Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\n  That hotter inside I should lift the curtains\n  But today I just feel like a different person\n  I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\n  If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n\n  It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\n  Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n\n  Cause when it back fire, it just disappear\n  I'm way too anxious, I live in fear\n  I see it from a 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you\" that's my newest motto\nI could choose the change but I choose the bottle\nIf I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\nYeah\n\nCause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\nI'm fucking losing my mind\n\nThey're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\nCause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\nBut I've been depressed and that's not apparent\nUnless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\nYeah\n\nAnd I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\nYou seem to think I'm pretendin'\n\nNow all I see is these shards of glass\nSo I walk in the bar and I start a tab\nI got a soft soul but a hardened past\nTell the waiter up front he can call my cab\nI'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\nI'm a piece of shit but I honor that\nI got mental problems and it's got me mad\nBut you seem to think that they aren't as bad\nAs I think they are\nWhat kind of Cole is that?\nYou don't know what it's like\nYou ain't thought to ask\nBut you ain't me and you never will be\nThe devil inside was sent to kill me\nIf you really care I expect the real thing\nI feel they won't ever get the message\nWill they?\nIt's all good, I won't get my hopes up\nI'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n\nI been all alone lately\nFeel like I might go crazy\nI must the only one that feels this way\nLock up all the doors baby\nDisconnect the phone baby\nBlock out all the noise and I might be okay\nJust let me have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI gotta have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI need a moment of silence\n\nI found a bottle back in grade seven\nA young desperado, I had to make effort\nMy foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\nI just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n\nI guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\nBut lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n\nWho'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\nThe lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\nThe hear what I say but they miss the purpose\nPour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\nThat hotter inside I should lift the curtains\nBut today I just feel like a different person\nI keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\nIf you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n\nIt's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\nDon't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n\nCause when it back fire, it just disappear\nI'm way too anxious, I live in fear\nI see it from a far and it's crystal clear\nBut know the objects closer than it appears\n\nWhen I'm fucked up I feel okay\nBut the next morning there's no way\nThat I could feel good and it's so strange\nSo I do it all again 'till it go away\nI don't need friends, I got Jose\nAnd this red cup and this O.J\nIt's what it's, it'll take a while\nSo I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n\nI been all alone lately\nFeel like I might go crazy\nI must the only one that feels this way\nLock up all the doors, baby\nDisconnect the phone, baby\nBlock out all the noise and I might be okay\nJust let me have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI gotta have my moment\nI really need my moment\nI need a moment of silence","syncedLyrics":"[00:13.98] Suicidal like \"who am I though?\n[00:15.69] I fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\n[00:17.31] I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n[00:19.04] If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n[00:20.76] Yeah\n[00:21.66] Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n[00:24.60] I'm fucking losing my mind\n[00:27.32] They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n[00:29.49] Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\n[00:31.28] But I've been depressed and that's not apparent\n[00:32.97] Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\n[00:34.63] Yeah\n[00:35.94] And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\n[00:38.74] You seem to think I'm pretendin'\n[00:41.67] Now all I see is these shards of glass\n[00:43.46] So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n[00:44.90] I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n[00:46.79] Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n[00:48.64] I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\n[00:50.37] I'm a piece of shit but I honor that\n[00:51.70] I got mental problems and it's got me mad\n[00:53.68] But you seem to think that they aren't as bad\n[00:55.58] As I think they are\n[00:56.22] What kind of Cole is that?\n[00:56.98] You don't know what it's like\n[00:58.20] You ain't thought to ask\n[00:59.06] But you ain't me and you never will be\n[01:00.74] The devil inside was sent to kill me\n[01:02.36] If you really care I expect the real thing\n[01:04.07] I feel they won't ever get the message\n[01:05.48] Will they?\n[01:06.34] It's all good, I won't get my hopes up\n[01:07.78] I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n[01:09.28] I been all alone lately\n[01:10.48] Feel like I might go crazy\n[01:12.13] I must the only one that feels this way\n[01:15.43] Lock up all the doors baby\n[01:17.58] Disconnect the phone baby\n[01:19.26] Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n[01:22.53] Just let me have my moment\n[01:25.68] I really need my moment\n[01:29.23] I gotta have my moment\n[01:32.77] I really need my moment\n[01:36.00] I need a moment of silence\n[01:37.57] I found a bottle back in grade seven\n[01:38.74] A young desperado, I had to make effort\n[01:40.47] My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\n[01:42.37] I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n[01:45.21] I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\n[01:48.19] But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n[01:51.23] Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\n[01:52.93] The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\n[01:54.88] The hear what I say but they miss the purpose\n[01:56.43] Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\n[01:58.54] That hotter inside I should lift the curtains\n[01:59.84] But today I just feel like a different person\n[02:01.63] I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\n[02:03.20] If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n[02:05.89] It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\n[02:09.20] Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n[02:11.96] Cause when it back fire, it just disappear\n[02:13.66] I'm way too anxious, I live in fear\n[02:15.64] I see it from a far and it's crystal clear\n[02:17.34] But know the objects closer than it appears\n[02:19.24] When I'm fucked up I feel okay\n[02:20.62] But the next morning there's no way\n[02:22.37] That I could feel good and it's so strange\n[02:24.08] So I do it all again 'till it go away\n[02:26.00] I don't need friends, I got Jose\n[02:27.74] And this red cup and this O.J\n[02:29.40] It's what it's, it'll take a while\n[02:31.07] So I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n[02:32.76] I been all alone lately\n[02:33.98] Feel like I might go crazy\n[02:35.87] I must the only one that feels this way\n[02:39.13] Lock up all the doors, baby\n[02:41.00] Disconnect the phone, baby\n[02:42.74] Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n[02:46.00] Just let me have my moment\n[02:49.13] I really need my moment\n[02:52.73] I gotta have my moment\n[02:56.25] I really need my moment\n[02:59.55] I need a moment of silence\n[03:01.42] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Moment\n  artist: Merkules\n  album: Baldur's Gate 3 (Original Game Soundtrack)\n  duration_ms: 233000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Suicidal like \"who am I though?\n  start_ms: 13980\n  end_ms: 15690\n- text: I fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\n  start_ms: 15690\n  end_ms: 17310\n- text: I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n  start_ms: 17310\n  end_ms: 19040\n- text: If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n  start_ms: 19040\n  end_ms: 20760\n- text: Yeah\n  start_ms: 20760\n  end_ms: 21660\n- text: Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n  start_ms: 21660\n  end_ms: 24600\n- text: I'm fucking losing my mind\n  start_ms: 24600\n  end_ms: 27320\n- text: They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n  start_ms: 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motto\n[00:17.10] I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n[00:18.83] If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n[00:20.67] Yeah\n[00:21.66] Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n[00:24.66] I'm fucking losing my mind\n[00:27.71] They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n[00:29.24] Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\n[00:31.02] But I've been depressed and that's not apparent\n[00:32.77] Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\n[00:34.51] Yeah\n[00:35.65] And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\n[00:38.58] You seem to think I'm pretendin'\n[00:41.63] Now all I see is these shards of glass\n[00:43.29] So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n[00:44.95] I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n[00:46.76] Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n[00:48.51] I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\n[00:50.28] I'm a piece of shit but I honor that\n[00:51.87] I got mental problems and it's got me mad\n[00:53.59] But you seem to think 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fear\n[02:15.50] I see it from a far and it's crystal clear\n[02:17.09] But know the objects closer than it appears\n[02:18.95] When I'm fucked up I feel okay\n[02:20.54] But the next morning there's no way\n[02:22.21] That I could feel good and it's so strange\n[02:24.03] So I do it all again 'till it go away\n[02:25.86] I don't need friends, I got Jose\n[02:27.55] And this red cup and this O.J\n[02:29.65] It's what it's, it'll take a while\n[02:30.90] So I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n[02:32.86] I been all alone lately\n[02:33.80] Feel like I might go crazy\n[02:35.79] I must the only one that feels this way\n[02:39.16] Lock up all the doors, baby\n[02:40.89] Disconnect the phone, baby\n[02:42.67] Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n[02:45.52] Just let me have my moment\n[02:48.92] I really need my moment\n[02:52.47] I gotta have my moment\n[02:55.96] I really need my moment\n[02:59.34] I need a moment of silence\n[03:01.14] ","lyricsfile":"version: 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start_ms: 181140\nplain: |-\n  Suicidal like \"who am I though?\n  I fucking hate you\" that's my newest motto\n  I could choose the change but I choose the bottle\n  If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow\n  Yeah\n\n  Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside\n  I'm fucking losing my mind\n\n  They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff\n  Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed\n  But I've been depressed and that's not apparent\n  Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it\n  Yeah\n\n  And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention\n  You seem to think I'm pretendin'\n\n  Now all I see is these shards of glass\n  So I walk in the bar and I start a tab\n  I got a soft soul but a hardened past\n  Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab\n  I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac\n  I'm a piece of shit but I honor that\n  I got mental problems and it's got me mad\n  But you seem to think that they aren't as bad\n  As I think they are\n  What kind of Cole is that?\n  You don't know what it's like\n  You ain't thought to ask\n  But you ain't me and you never will be\n  The devil inside was sent to kill me\n  If you really care I expect the real thing\n  I feel they won't ever get the message\n  Will they?\n  It's all good, I won't get my hopes up\n  I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober\n\n  I been all alone lately\n  Feel like I might go crazy\n  I must the only one that feels this way\n  Lock up all the doors baby\n  Disconnect the phone baby\n  Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n  Just let me have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I gotta have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I need a moment of silence\n\n  I found a bottle back in grade seven\n  A young desperado, I had to make effort\n  My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal\n  I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah\n\n  I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential\n  But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)\n\n  Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous\n  The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect\n  The hear what I say but they miss the purpose\n  Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface\n  That hotter inside I should lift the curtains\n  But today I just feel like a different person\n  I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent\n  If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then\n\n  It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue\n  Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)\n\n  Cause when it back fire, it just disappear\n  I'm way too anxious, I live in fear\n  I see it from a far and it's crystal clear\n  But know the objects closer than it appears\n\n  When I'm fucked up I feel okay\n  But the next morning there's no way\n  That I could feel good and it's so strange\n  So I do it all again 'till it go away\n  I don't need friends, I got Jose\n  And this red cup and this O.J\n  It's what it's, it'll take a while\n  So I shake these hands and I fake the smile\n\n  I been all alone lately\n  Feel like I might go crazy\n  I must the only one that feels this way\n  Lock up all the doors, baby\n  Disconnect the phone, baby\n  Block out all the noise and I might be okay\n  Just let me have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I gotta have my moment\n  I really need my moment\n  I need a moment of silence\n"}]