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I'm a sick individual\nDrinking all the time, now, it feels like a ritual\nStarted off small, that was minuscule\nI been doin' this shit since middle school\nThey asking me questions in interviews\nThey wanna know what I did and I didn't do\n\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\nOnce again, I'm on the edg, and I just keep on looking down\nIf I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\nOnce again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on looking down\nIf I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n\nAnd they all love the song too much\nSleeping on they junk too much\nHigh living, month to month\nPhone change up, I'ma die soon\nGive momma all the money from the i'Tunes\nStepping on shells with my nice shoes\nDon't want load it up, 'cause I might shoot\nI hang around guns and bricks\nI need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships\nMean, I'm not 'bout what the assumption is\nLast year, I was sad as shit, but I was rich\nAnd now, I'm broke with a classic\nNow, I'm clean and sober\nMan, I came so far from leanin' over\nEx-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over\nBut they need the order\nThey don't even know me\nPicking up the bag with no logo\nEvery damn thing, stamps inside\nI'd say more, but it's better that you don't know\nWave high when you camped outside\nLast year, I had four different condos\nKicked out before I could have five\nThat's why every day I wake and give thanks, and I'm humble\nIf I don't, I might die, 'cause\n\nI wake up every morning, still exhausted\nCigarette butts on the carpet\nI been fed up with this nonsense, yeah\nThere's still a couple demons in my closet\nWhen I see 'em, just that feeling got me nauseous\nI can't stop it, no\n\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it way too much, I think I lost my mind\nOnce again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on looking down\nIf I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n\n'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\nBut this some real life shit\nI know you feel my shit, whoah\nNo, I don't wanna feel like this\nBut this some real life shit\nI know you feel my shit, whoah\n'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\nBut this some real life shit\nI know you feel my shit, whoah\nNo, I don't wanna feel like this\nBut this some real life shit\nI know you feel my shit, whoah\n\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\nI smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\nI'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind","syncedLyrics":"[00:01.77] (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh)\n[00:09.44] (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) I smoke too much, I drink too much\n[00:12.36] I smoke too much, I drink too much (ooh, ah, yeah)\n[00:16.35] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n[00:20.04] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n[00:23.80] Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n[00:27.66] If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n[00:31.41] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n[00:35.47] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n[00:39.14] Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n[00:42.98] If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n[00:46.81] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\n[00:49.34] But this some real life shit\n[00:51.42] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[00:54.51] No, I don't wanna feel like this\n[00:56.96] But this some real life shit\n[00:59.06] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[01:02.05] How'd it get like this? So fucked up, I could slit my wrists\n[01:06.02] But I'm in that whip, and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch\n[01:09.67] I gotta figure it out, but all my friends like Merk, whatchu trippin' about\n[01:12.52] See, what I'm feeling is doubt\n[01:13.99] It used to be a dream, now I'm livin' it out\n[01:15.53] But we're still in the drought, huh\n[01:17.32] It's kinda crazy how that works\n[01:18.87] At 16, I got hacked like a password\n[01:20.90] I'm a product of my past, now that hurts\n[01:22.80] I'm the real fuckin' deal, you're an actor\n[01:24.71] Last year, I lost my uncle to cancer\n[01:26.52] So this year, I don't fuck with you, rappers\n[01:28.32] The worst part is I just started smokin'\n[01:30.30] It's fucked up, y'all think that I'm jokin'\n[01:32.39] That's the reason that he lost his life\n[01:33.86] I did not think twice, it does not feel right\n[01:36.06] What can I say? I'm a sick individual\n[01:37.94] Drinkin' all the time, now it feels like a ritual\n[01:40.11] Started off small, that was minuscule\n[01:41.97] I've been doin' this shit since middle school\n[01:44.11] They're asking me questions in interviews\n[01:45.72] They wanna know what I did and I didn't do\n[01:48.14] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n[01:52.24] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n[01:55.81] Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n[01:59.75] If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n[02:03.68] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n[02:07.43] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n[02:11.36] Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n[02:15.16] If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n[02:18.99] And they all love the song too much\n[02:21.02] Sleepin' on, they junk too much\n[02:22.97] High living month to month\n[02:24.87] Phone change up, I'ma die soon\n[02:26.76] Give Mama all the money from the iTunes\n[02:28.76] Steppin' on shells with my nice shoes\n[02:30.60] Don't wanna load it up, 'cause I might shoot\n[02:32.47] I hang around guns and bricks\n[02:33.73] I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships\n[02:35.61] Mean, I'm not 'bout what the assumption is\n[02:37.78] Last year I was sad as shit, but I was rich\n[02:40.05] And now, I'm broke with a classic\n[02:41.92] Now I'm clean and sober\n[02:42.80] Man, I came so far from leanin' over\n[02:44.65] Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over\n[02:46.51] But they need the order\n[02:47.77] They don't even know me\n[02:48.81] Pickin' up the bag with no logo\n[02:50.66] Every damn thing stamps inside\n[02:52.58] I'd say more, but it's better that you don't know\n[02:54.49] Wave high when you camped outside\n[02:56.37] Last year I had four different condos\n[02:58.20] Kicked out before I could have five\n[03:00.13] That's why every day I wake and give thanks and I'm humble\n[03:02.61] If I don't, I might die, 'cause\n[03:05.11] I wake up every morning still exhausted\n[03:07.88] Cigarette butts on the carpet\n[03:09.50] I've been fed up with this nonsense, yeah\n[03:12.95] There's still a couple demons in my closet\n[03:15.65] When I see 'em, just that feeling got me nauseous\n[03:18.25] I can't stop it, no (hm, feel like I'm gon' die, yeah, yeah)\n[03:20.45] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (oh-oh)\n[03:24.38] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n[03:28.12] Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down (down, down, down)\n[03:31.92] If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound? (Down, down, down)\n[03:35.83] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\n[03:38.38] But this some real life shit\n[03:40.33] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[03:43.50] No, I don't wanna feel like this\n[03:45.82] But this some real life shit\n[03:47.73] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[03:51.28] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\n[03:53.57] But this some real life shit\n[03:55.55] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[03:58.89] No, I don't wanna feel like this\n[04:01.33] But this some real life shit\n[04:03.27] I know you feel my shit, whoa\n[04:06.46] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (die)\n[04:10.35] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n[04:14.03] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (down)\n[04:18.25] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (sound)\n[04:22.04] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (die)\n[04:25.70] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n[04:29.36] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (down)\n[04:33.47] I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n[04:40.31] Mind\n[04:44.18] Down\n[04:47.85] Sound\n[04:51.71] Die\n[04:55.43] Mind\n[05:01.01] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Gon Die\n  artist: Merkules\n  album: Trust Your Gut\n  duration_ms: 301000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh)\n  start_ms: 1770\n  end_ms: 9440\n- text: (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) I smoke too much, I drink too much\n  start_ms: 9440\n  end_ms: 12360\n- text: I smoke too much, I drink too much (ooh, ah, yeah)\n  start_ms: 12360\n  end_ms: 16350\n- text: I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n  start_ms: 16350\n  end_ms: 20040\n- text: I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n  start_ms: 20040\n  end_ms: 23800\n- text: Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n  start_ms: 23800\n  end_ms: 27660\n- text: If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n  start_ms: 27660\n  end_ms: 31410\n- text: I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n  start_ms: 31410\n  end_ms: 35470\n- text: I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n  start_ms: 35470\n  end_ms: 39140\n- text: Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n  start_ms: 39140\n  end_ms: 42980\n- text: If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n  start_ms: 42980\n  end_ms: 46810\n- text: '''Cause I don''t wanna feel like this'\n  start_ms: 46810\n  end_ms: 49340\n- text: But this some real life shit\n  start_ms: 49340\n  end_ms: 51420\n- text: I know you feel my shit, whoa\n  start_ms: 51420\n  end_ms: 54510\n- text: No, I don't wanna feel like this\n  start_ms: 54510\n  end_ms: 56960\n- text: But this some real life shit\n  start_ms: 56960\n  end_ms: 59060\n- text: I know you feel my shit, whoa\n  start_ms: 59060\n  end_ms: 62050\n- text: How'd it get like this? 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So fucked up, I could slit my wrists\n[01:06.10] But I'm in that whip, and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch\n[01:09.69] I gotta figure it out, but all my friends like Merk, whatchu trippin' about\n[01:12.56] See, what I'm feeling is doubt\n[01:13.94] It used to be a dream, now I'm livin' it out\n[01:15.51] But we're still in the drought, huh\n[01:17.33] It's kinda crazy how that works\n[01:18.86] At 16, I got hacked like a password\n[01:20.85] I'm a product of my past, now that hurts\n[01:22.85] I'm the real fuckin' deal, you're an actor\n[01:24.70] Last year, I lost my uncle to cancer\n[01:26.57] So this year, I don't fuck with you, rappers\n[01:28.30] The worst part is I just started smokin'\n[01:30.39] It's fucked up, y'all think that I'm jokin'\n[01:32.37] That's the reason that he lost his life\n[01:33.89] I did not think twice, it does not feel right\n[01:36.08] What can I say? 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So fucked up, I could slit my wrists\n  But I'm in that whip, and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch\n  I gotta figure it out, but all my friends like Merk, whatchu trippin' about\n  See, what I'm feeling is doubt\n  It used to be a dream, now I'm livin' it out\n  But we're still in the drought, huh\n\n  It's kinda crazy how that works\n  At 16, I got hacked like a password\n  I'm a product of my past, now that hurts\n  I'm the real fuckin' deal, you're an actor\n  Last year, I lost my uncle to cancer\n  So this year, I don't fuck with you, rappers\n  The worst part is I just started smokin'\n  It's fucked up, y'all think that I'm jokin'\n\n  That's the reason that he lost his life\n  I did not think twice, it does not feel right\n  What can I say? I'm a sick individual\n  Drinkin' all the time, now it feels like a ritual\n  Started off small, that was minuscule\n  I've been doin' this shit since middle school\n  They're asking me questions in interviews\n  They wanna know what I did and I didn't do\n\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n  Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n  If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n  Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down\n  If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound?\n\n  And they all love the song too much\n  Sleepin' on, they junk too much\n  High living month to month\n  Phone change up, I'ma die soon\n  Give Mama all the money from the iTunes\n  Steppin' on shells with my nice shoes\n  Don't wanna load it up, 'cause I might shoot\n\n  I hang around guns and bricks\n  I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships\n  Mean, I'm not 'bout what the assumption is\n  Last year I was sad as shit, but I was rich\n  And now, I'm broke with a classic\n\n  Now I'm clean and sober\n  Man, I came so far from leanin' over\n  Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over\n  But they need the order\n  They don't even know me\n\n  Pickin' up the bag with no logo\n  Every damn thing stamps inside\n  I'd say more, but it's better that you don't know\n  Wave high when you camped outside\n  Last year I had four different condos\n  Kicked out before I could have five\n  That's why every day I wake and give thanks and I'm humble\n  If I don't, I might die, 'cause\n\n  I wake up every morning still exhausted\n  Cigarette butts on the carpet\n  I've been fed up with this nonsense, yeah\n  There's still a couple demons in my closet\n  When I see 'em, just that feeling got me nauseous\n  I can't stop it, no (hm, feel like I'm gon' die, yeah, yeah)\n\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (oh-oh)\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind\n  Once again, I'm on the edge, and I just keep on lookin' down (down, down, down)\n  If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound? (Down, down, down)\n\n  'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\n  But this some real life shit\n  I know you feel my shit, whoa\n  No, I don't wanna feel like this\n  But this some real life shit\n  I know you feel my shit, whoa\n\n  'Cause I don't wanna feel like this\n  But this some real life shit\n  I know you feel my shit, whoa\n  No, I don't wanna feel like this\n  But this some real life shit\n  I know you feel my shit, whoa\n\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (die)\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (down)\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (sound)\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (die)\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n  I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die (down)\n  I'm anxious, bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind (mind)\n\n  Mind\n  Down\n  Sound\n  Die\n  Mind\n"}]