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love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\nYeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n\nNo, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth\nAnd I'ma let you speak, if you just let me breathe\nI've been polite but won't be caught dead\nLetting a man tell me what I should do in my bed\n\nKeep my exes and check in my basement\nCuz kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent\nI could be nice or I could be a bully\nI'm tired and angry, but somebody should be\n\n\"Come on little lady, give us a smile\"\nNo, I ain't got nothin' to smile about\nI've got no one to smile for, I've waited a while for\nA moment to say I don't owe you a goddamned thing\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nSomeone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\nBut I'd rather be a real nightmare, than die unaware\n\nSomeone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\nBut I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\nYeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Nightmare\n  artist: Lollia\n  album: Nightmare\n  duration_ms: 222000\n  instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit, but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I've tasted blood and it is sweet\n  I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet\n  I've trusted lies and trusted men\n  Broke down and put myself back together again\n\n  I've stared at a mirror and punched it to shatters\n  Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger\n  I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers\n  (And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors)\n\n  \"Come on little lady, give us a smile\"\n  No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about\n  I've got no one to smile for, I've waited a while for\n  A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamned thing\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n  Yeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n\n  No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth\n  And I'ma let you speak, if you just let me breathe\n  I've been polite but won't be caught dead\n  Letting a 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If you find out that it's me\nNo need to hold me close, in fact just leave me be\nHey, Mayday! If you find out that it's me\nAll that I ask is that you simply laugh at me\n\nSay woah\nI know I'm nothing more than an empty ghost\nAn empty shell of lies, and it haunts me so\nHey!\n\nAlthough \"no\" is what I meant\nFor some reason \"yes\" is what I said\nThe bad thing 'bout having regrets\nIs if you can fool them, then you're innocent\nPlaying the victim are you?\nJust fix it up with a prayer or two\nSo busy blabbing away\nUnknown to me, I was digging my own grave\n\nThe guilt is here to stay\nSo grey...\nManipulate away\n\nMayday! Go ahead and fire away\nSince honesty is hard for me to find these days\nHey Mayday! Go ahead and judge away\nI chose to be this kind of person anyway\n\nSay woah\nI know I'm nothing more than a wandering ghost\nAn empty shell that's nothing but a void at most\nHey!\n\nWishing for everything I was lacking in\nI was greeted by a person that was nothing like me\nEven so I couldn't help but go with it\nSinking ever deeper in the sea\n\nLove me please. I'm begging you. I know I'm not much,\nBut then again, I'm made of egoselfishness\nWhen you look at me who do you really see?\nThis lonely toxic clown could be...\n\nMayday! If you find out that it's me\nNo need to hold me close, in fact just leave me be\nHey, Mayday! If you find out that it's me\nAll that I ask is that you simply laugh at me\n\nMayday! Go ahead and fire away\nSince honesty is hard for me to find these days\nHey Mayday! Go ahead and judge away\nI chose to be this kind of person anyway\n\nMayday! Tell them who I really am\nSince everything I know's about to meet its end\nHey Mayday! Tell me who I really am\nDid you figure out the me you know was just a sham?\n\nSay Woah...\nI know I'm nothing more than an empty ghost\nWoah\nAnd empty shell of lies and it haunts me so\nWoah\nI know I'm nothing more than an wandering ghost\nAn empty shell that's nothing than a void at most\n\nI only know how to lie. I guess I really can't dodge it this time\nNo law to pardon my crime. No clemency for this evil of mine","syncedLyrics":"[00:22.87] I only know how to lie\n[00:25.42] I guess I really can't dodge it this time\n[00:27.52] No law to pardon my crime\n[00:29.68] No clemency for this evil of mine\n[00:32.07] Things don't look better today\n[00:33.84] The mask I wear is crumbling away\n[00:37.06] Lapsing in depravity\n[00:38.31] I didn't see what had happened to me\n[00:40.76] Come here, no go away\n[00:45.49] Stay...\n[00:50.36] \"I've hidden it away\"\n[00:52.25] Mayday! 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Go ahead and judge away\n[01:56.53] I chose to be this kind of person anyway\n[01:58.40] Say woah\n[02:01.08] I know I'm nothing more than a wandering ghost\n[02:05.47] An empty shell that's nothing but a void at most\n[02:07.86] Hey!\n[02:17.11] Wishing for everything I was lacking in\n[02:19.44] I was greeted by a person that was nothing like me\n[02:21.55] Even so I couldn't help but go with it\n[02:23.77] Sinking ever deeper in the sea\n[02:26.19] Love me please. I'm begging you. I know I'm not much,\n[02:28.08] But then again, I'm made of egoselfishness\n[02:30.81] When you look at me who do you really see?\n[02:33.10] This lonely toxic clown could be...\n[02:53.66] Mayday! If you find out that it's me\n[02:55.74] No need to hold me close, in fact just leave me be\n[02:58.09] Hey, Mayday! If you find out that it's me\n[03:00.40] All that I ask is that you simply laugh at me\n[03:02.63] Mayday! Go ahead and fire away\n[03:05.10] Since honesty is hard for me to find these days\n[03:06.97] Hey Mayday! Go ahead and judge away\n[03:09.79] I chose to be this kind of person anyway\n[03:12.07] Mayday! Tell them who I really am\n[03:13.70] Since everything I know's about to meet its end\n[03:16.25] Hey Mayday! Tell me who I really am\n[03:18.40] Did you figure out the me you know was just a sham?\n[03:21.11] Say Woah...\n[03:23.49] I know I'm nothing more than an empty ghost\n[03:25.92] Woah\n[03:28.12] And empty shell of lies and it haunts me so\n[03:30.10] Woah\n[03:32.83] I know I'm nothing more than an wandering ghost\n[03:37.06] An empty shell that's nothing than a void at most\n[03:39.11] I only know how to lie. I guess I really can't dodge it this time\n[03:44.13] No law to pardon my crime. 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mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nSomeone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\nBut I'd rather be a real nightmare, than die unaware\n\nSomeone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\nBut I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\nI've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\nThey talk shit but I love it every time\nAnd I realize\n\nI'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\nYeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Nightmare\n  artist: Lollia\n  album: THE COLLECTIVE (VOLUME 01)\n  duration_ms: 222000\n  instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit, but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I've tasted blood and it is sweet\n  I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet\n  I've trusted lies and trusted men\n  Broke down and put myself back together again\n\n  I've stared at a mirror and punched it to shatters\n  Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger\n  I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers\n  (And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors)\n\n  \"Come on little lady, give us a smile\"\n  No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about\n  I've got no one to smile for, I've waited a while for\n  A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamned thing\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n  Yeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n\n  No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth\n  And I'ma let you speak, if you just let me breathe\n  I've been polite but won't be caught dead\n  Letting a man tell me what I should do in my bed\n\n  Keep my exes and check in my basement\n  Cuz kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent\n  I could be nice or I could be a bully\n  I'm tired and angry, but somebody should be\n\n  \"Come on little lady, give us a smile\"\n  No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about\n  I've got no one to smile for, I've waited a while for\n  A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamned thing\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\n  But I'd rather be a real nightmare, than die unaware\n\n  Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware\n  But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life\n  I've gotta recognize the weapon in my mind\n  They talk shit but I love it every time\n  And I realize\n\n  I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n  Yeah, That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a helluva night\n"}]