[{"id":33953947,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"KENDRICK LAMAR","albumName":"Auntie Diaries","duration":281.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey walk the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n\"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n\"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n\"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was goin' through some things\nHe promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\nWonderin' if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\nChurch, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\nHe the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n\"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n\"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.04] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.82] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:05.63] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.46] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.89] \n[00:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.65] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.87] Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n[00:31.31] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.69] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:36.26] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.68] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.67] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.53] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.52] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:48.08] Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.37] They walk the corner like California king\n[00:52.44] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.16] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.57] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.09] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:03.17] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.46] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.04] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.54] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.01] She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n[01:13.38] \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n[01:16.05] \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n[01:18.49] \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n[01:21.64] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.68] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.66] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.15] Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n[01:33.76] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:36.02] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.26] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:41.13] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.53] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:46.04] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.50] We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.31] My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n[01:52.92] I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n[01:55.42] He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n[01:57.34] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.79] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.28] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.18] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.65] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:11.01] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.53] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.94] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.56] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.50] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.58] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:26.10] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.20] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.96] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.55] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:36.09] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.60] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n[02:41.04] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.61] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.97] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.19] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:51.38] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.29] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.75] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.41] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:01.02] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.40] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:06.02] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.62] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.31] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.54] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.46] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.60] More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n[03:20.42] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:23.32] He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n[03:25.45] He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.32] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n[03:33.17] Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.41] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.60] Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n[03:41.46] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n[03:43.39] Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n[03:46.59] He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n[03:49.05] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.74] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n[03:53.64] \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n[03:56.05] \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n[03:58.25] \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:00.98] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:06.01] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.57] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:11.02] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.43] Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n[04:15.94] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.26] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.98] If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.59] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:26.08] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.52] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:31.03] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n[04:33.59] \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:36.19] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.50] But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n[04:40.66] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Auntie Diaries\n  artist: KENDRICK LAMAR\n  album: Auntie Diaries\n  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Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 141500\n  end_ms: 143580\n- text: He's more confident to live his plan now\n  start_ms: 143580\n  end_ms: 146100\n- text: But the family in disbelief this time\n  start_ms: 146100\n  end_ms: 148200\n- text: Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  start_ms: 148200\n  end_ms: 150960\n- text: They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  start_ms: 150960\n  end_ms: 153550\n- text: The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n  start_ms: 153550\n  end_ms: 156090\n- text: He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  start_ms: 156090\n  end_ms: 158600\n- text: He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  start_ms: 158600\n  end_ms: 161040\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain''t know no better'\n  start_ms: 161040\n  end_ms: 163610\n- text: Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  start_ms: 163610\n  end_ms: 165970\n- text: I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  start_ms: 165970\n  end_ms: 168190\n- text: I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n  start_ms: 168190\n  end_ms: 171380\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 171380\n  end_ms: 173290\n- text: I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  start_ms: 173290\n  end_ms: 175750\n- text: Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  start_ms: 175750\n  end_ms: 178410\n- text: Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  start_ms: 178410\n  end_ms: 181020\n- text: We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  start_ms: 181020\n  end_ms: 183400\n- text: Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  start_ms: 183400\n  end_ms: 186020\n- text: But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  start_ms: 186020\n  end_ms: 188620\n- text: Made raw, but time changes all\n  start_ms: 188620\n  end_ms: 191310\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 191310\n  end_ms: 193540\n- text: Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  start_ms: 193540\n  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start_ms: 221460\n  end_ms: 223390\n- text: Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  start_ms: 223390\n  end_ms: 226590\n- text: He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  start_ms: 226590\n  end_ms: 229050\n- text: Forcing me to stand now\n  start_ms: 229050\n  end_ms: 230740\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  start_ms: 230740\n  end_ms: 233640\n- text: '\"The laws of the land or the heart, what''s greater?\"'\n  start_ms: 233640\n  end_ms: 236050\n- text: '\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"'\n  start_ms: 236050\n  end_ms: 238250\n- text: '\"But that don''t justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"'\n  start_ms: 238250\n  end_ms: 240980\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 240980\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 246010\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 246010\n  end_ms: 248570\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248570\n  end_ms: 251020\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 251020\n  end_ms: 253430\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253430\n  end_ms: 255940\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255940\n  end_ms: 258260\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258260\n  end_ms: 260980\n- text: If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260980\n  end_ms: 263590\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263590\n  end_ms: 266080\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 266080\n  end_ms: 268520\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268520\n  end_ms: 271030\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  start_ms: 271030\n  end_ms: 273590\n- text: '\"To truly understand love, switch position\"'\n  start_ms: 273590\n  end_ms: 276190\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 276190\n  end_ms: 278500\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278500\n  end_ms: 280660\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280660\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at 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seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.14] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.40] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.41] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.09] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.19] \n[00:21.31] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.32] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.10] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.83] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.15] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.60] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.93] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.52] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.75] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch 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143450\n  end_ms: 145940\n- text: But the family in disbelief this time\n  start_ms: 145940\n  end_ms: 148180\n- text: Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  start_ms: 148180\n  end_ms: 150550\n- text: They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  start_ms: 150550\n  end_ms: 153390\n- text: The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n  start_ms: 153390\n  end_ms: 155520\n- text: He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  start_ms: 155520\n  end_ms: 158180\n- text: He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  start_ms: 158180\n  end_ms: 160630\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain''t know no better'\n  start_ms: 160630\n  end_ms: 163280\n- text: Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  start_ms: 163280\n  end_ms: 165750\n- text: I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  start_ms: 165750\n  end_ms: 168230\n- text: I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n  start_ms: 168230\n  end_ms: 170770\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 170770\n  end_ms: 173570\n- text: I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  start_ms: 173570\n  end_ms: 175550\n- text: Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  start_ms: 175550\n  end_ms: 178560\n- text: Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  start_ms: 178560\n  end_ms: 180660\n- text: We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  start_ms: 180660\n  end_ms: 183550\n- text: Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  start_ms: 183550\n  end_ms: 185860\n- text: But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  start_ms: 185860\n  end_ms: 188820\n- text: Made raw, but time changes all\n  start_ms: 188820\n  end_ms: 191290\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 191290\n  end_ms: 193030\n- text: Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  start_ms: 193030\n  end_ms: 195550\n- text: I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  start_ms: 195550\n  end_ms: 197640\n- text: More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  start_ms: 197640\n  end_ms: 200580\n- text: Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  start_ms: 200580\n  end_ms: 202930\n- text: He said my cousin was going through some things\n  start_ms: 202930\n  end_ms: 205220\n- text: He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  start_ms: 205220\n  end_ms: 210240\n- text: I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  start_ms: 210240\n  end_ms: 213200\n- text: Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  start_ms: 213200\n  end_ms: 215480\n- text: Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  start_ms: 215480\n  end_ms: 218770\n- text: Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n  start_ms: 218770\n  end_ms: 221520\n- text: '\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now'\n  start_ms: 221520\n  end_ms: 223230\n- text: Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  start_ms: 223230\n  end_ms: 226320\n- text: You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  start_ms: 226320\n  end_ms: 229110\n- text: Forcing me to stand now\n  start_ms: 229110\n  end_ms: 230590\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  start_ms: 230590\n  end_ms: 233710\n- text: The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  start_ms: 233710\n  end_ms: 236230\n- text: I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  start_ms: 236230\n  end_ms: 238470\n- text: But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n  start_ms: 238470\n  end_ms: 241050\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 241050\n  end_ms: 243520\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243520\n  end_ms: 245920\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 245920\n  end_ms: 248680\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248680\n  end_ms: 250590\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 250590\n  end_ms: 253400\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253400\n  end_ms: 255730\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255730\n  end_ms: 258360\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258360\n  end_ms: 260760\n- text: The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260760\n  end_ms: 263290\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263290\n  end_ms: 265920\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 265920\n  end_ms: 268380\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268380\n  end_ms: 270980\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270980\n  end_ms: 273360\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273360\n  end_ms: 275730\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275730\n  end_ms: 278530\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278530\n  end_ms: 280150\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280150\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":9515974,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Kendrick Lamar","duration":281.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":true,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe 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Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.48] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.49] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.05] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.15] \n[00:21.34] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.34] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.14] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.84] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.18] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.64] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.92] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.57] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.72] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.64] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.86] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.47] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.59] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.58] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.52] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.18] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.78] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.41] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.20] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.47] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.13] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.56] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.12] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.25] Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n[01:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.38] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:25.97] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.36] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.07] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[01:33.66] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:35.92] My auntie became a man and I took pride 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surgeon\n[03:00.62] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.51] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.89] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.81] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.23] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.07] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.62] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.52] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.98] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.29] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.20] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.23] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.46] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.76] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.59] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.22] Church, 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of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was 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front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n\"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n\"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n\"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was goin' through some things\nHe promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\nWonderin' if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\nChurch, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\nHe the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n\"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the 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I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 251020\n  end_ms: 253430\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253430\n  end_ms: 255940\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255940\n  end_ms: 258260\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258260\n  end_ms: 260980\n- text: If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260980\n  end_ms: 263590\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263590\n  end_ms: 266080\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 266080\n  end_ms: 268520\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268520\n  end_ms: 271030\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  start_ms: 271030\n  end_ms: 273590\n- text: '\"To truly understand love, switch position\"'\n  start_ms: 273590\n  end_ms: 276190\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 276190\n  end_ms: 278500\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278500\n  end_ms: 280660\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280660\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":26778075,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar - Topic","albumName":"Kendrick Lamar - Topic","duration":281.088,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can 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gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.56] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.63] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.56] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.82] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.85] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.25] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.08] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.57] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.66] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.57] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.96] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.22] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.21] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.25] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.44] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.78] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.55] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.29] Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n[03:46.32] You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n[03:49.18] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.53] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n[03:53.78] The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n[03:56.25] I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n[03:58.43] But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:01.07] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.57] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:05.95] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.66] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:10.56] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.45] Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n[04:15.76] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.32] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.79] The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.23] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:25.95] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.34] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:30.98] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n[04:33.33] To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:35.72] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.54] But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n[04:40.11] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: \"\\uFEFFAuntie Diaries\"\n  artist: \"\\uFEFFKendrick Lamar - Topic\"\n  album: \"\\uFEFFKendrick Lamar - Topic\"\n  duration_ms: 281088\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 100\n  end_ms: 2400\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  start_ms: 2400\n  end_ms: 5410\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 5410\n  end_ms: 8020\n- text: This 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69480\n  end_ms: 72190\n- text: She said, \"ain't no telling\n  start_ms: 72190\n  end_ms: 73540\n- text: Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  start_ms: 73540\n  end_ms: 76100\n- text: More money and more attention made more envy\n  start_ms: 76100\n  end_ms: 78210\n- text: Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n  start_ms: 78210\n  end_ms: 81690\n- text: My auntie is a man now\n  start_ms: 81690\n  end_ms: 83310\n- text: I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  start_ms: 83310\n  end_ms: 85920\n- text: Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  start_ms: 85920\n  end_ms: 88300\n- text: Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  start_ms: 88300\n  end_ms: 91030\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain''t know no better'\n  start_ms: 91030\n  end_ms: 93650\n- text: Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  start_ms: 93650\n  end_ms: 95900\n- text: My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  start_ms: 95900\n  end_ms: 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255760\n  end_ms: 258320\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258320\n  end_ms: 260790\n- text: The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260790\n  end_ms: 263230\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263230\n  end_ms: 265950\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 265950\n  end_ms: 268340\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268340\n  end_ms: 270980\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270980\n  end_ms: 273330\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273330\n  end_ms: 275720\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275720\n  end_ms: 278540\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278540\n  end_ms: 280110\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280110\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":12190107,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers","duration":281.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.15] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.48] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.49] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.05] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.15] \n[00:21.34] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.34] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.14] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.84] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.18] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.64] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.92] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.57] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.72] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.64] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.86] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.47] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.59] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.58] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.52] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.18] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.78] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.41] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.20] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.47] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.13] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.56] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.12] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.25] Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n[01:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.38] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:25.97] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.36] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.07] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[01:33.66] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:35.92] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.31] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:40.85] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.14] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:45.98] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.15] We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.79] My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n[01:52.92] I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n[01:55.48] He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n[01:57.23] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.68] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.15] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.23] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.57] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:10.87] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.25] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.76] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.36] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.25] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.46] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:25.92] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.19] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.53] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.35] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:35.54] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.18] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n[02:40.63] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.22] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.74] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.20] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.78] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.57] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.52] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.53] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.62] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.51] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.89] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.81] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.23] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.07] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.62] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.52] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.98] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.29] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.20] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.23] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.46] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.76] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.59] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.22] Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n[03:46.38] You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n[03:49.18] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.56] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n[03:53.73] The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n[03:56.23] I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n[03:58.44] But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:01.07] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:05.99] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.68] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:10.53] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.46] Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n[04:15.70] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.37] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.78] The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.21] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:25.97] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.30] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:30.95] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n[04:33.34] To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:35.75] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.57] But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n[04:40.18] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Auntie Diaries\n  artist: Kendrick Lamar\n  album: Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers\n  duration_ms: 281000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 150\n  end_ms: 2480\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  start_ms: 2480\n  end_ms: 5490\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 5490\n  end_ms: 8050\n- text: This is how we conceptualize human beings\n  start_ms: 8050\n  end_ms: 12150\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 12150\n  end_ms: 21340\n- text: My auntie is a man now\n  start_ms: 21340\n  end_ms: 23340\n- text: I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  start_ms: 23340\n  end_ms: 26140\n- text: Drinking Paul Masson with her hat 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start_ms: 238440\n  end_ms: 241070\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 241070\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 245990\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 245990\n  end_ms: 248680\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248680\n  end_ms: 250530\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 250530\n  end_ms: 253460\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253460\n  end_ms: 255700\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255700\n  end_ms: 258370\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258370\n  end_ms: 260780\n- text: The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260780\n  end_ms: 263210\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263210\n  end_ms: 265970\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 265970\n  end_ms: 268300\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268300\n  end_ms: 270950\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270950\n  end_ms: 273340\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273340\n  end_ms: 275750\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275750\n  end_ms: 278570\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278570\n  end_ms: 280180\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280180\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But 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like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my 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I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some 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I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.10] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.40] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.41] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.02] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.14] \n[00:21.33] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.39] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.18] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.87] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.15] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.60] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.94] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.54] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.76] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.49] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.68] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.80] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.49] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.56] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.54] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.99] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.59] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.13] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.70] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.47] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.29] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.48] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.19] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.54] Niggas always been jealous 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then gave me some game\n[01:57.28] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.69] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.15] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.24] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.54] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:10.84] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.24] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.78] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.34] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.21] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.47] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:25.92] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.12] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.54] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.36] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:35.57] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.19] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n[02:40.68] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.22] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.72] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.28] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.78] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.50] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.50] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.56] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.63] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.56] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.82] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.85] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.25] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.08] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.57] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.66] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.57] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor 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start_ms: 270980\n  end_ms: 273330\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273330\n  end_ms: 275720\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275720\n  end_ms: 278540\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278540\n  end_ms: 280110\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280110\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My 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women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man 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down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.14] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.40] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.41] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.09] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.19] \n[00:21.31] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.32] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.10] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.83] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.15] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.60] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.93] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.52] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.75] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.66] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.80] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.49] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.55] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.58] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.99] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.55] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.14] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.74] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.45] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.24] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.49] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.14] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.51] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.17] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.22] Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n[01:21.62] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.34] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:25.96] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.37] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.09] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[01:33.68] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:35.92] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.32] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:40.88] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.18] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:45.90] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.10] We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.76] My 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it\n[02:33.39] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:35.52] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.18] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n[02:40.63] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.28] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.75] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.23] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.77] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.57] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.55] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.56] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.66] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.55] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.86] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.82] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.29] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.03] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.64] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.58] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.93] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.22] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.24] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.20] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.48] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.77] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.52] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.23] Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n[03:46.32] You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n[03:49.11] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.59] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n[03:53.71] The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n[03:56.23] I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n[03:58.47] But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:01.05] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.52] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:05.92] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.68] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:10.59] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.40] Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n[04:15.73] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.36] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.76] The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.29] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:25.92] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.38] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:30.98] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n[04:33.36] To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:35.73] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.53] But only if you 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268380\n  end_ms: 270980\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270980\n  end_ms: 273360\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273360\n  end_ms: 275730\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275730\n  end_ms: 278530\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278530\n  end_ms: 280150\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280150\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify 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that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.14] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.40] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.41] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.09] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.19] \n[00:21.31] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.32] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.10] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.83] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.15] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.60] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.93] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.52] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.75] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.66] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.80] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.49] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.55] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.58] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.99] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.55] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.14] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.74] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.45] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.24] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.49] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.14] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.51] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.17] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.22] Calling him anything but broke was less 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Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.75] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.23] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.77] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.57] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.55] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.56] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.66] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.55] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.86] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.82] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.29] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.03] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.64] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.58] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.93] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.22] He promised the world we living 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faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275730\n  end_ms: 278530\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278530\n  end_ms: 280150\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280150\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I 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how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can 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all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.55] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.93] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.58] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.14] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.79] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.43] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.24] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.49] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.15] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.53] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.13] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.28] Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n[01:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.35] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:25.97] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.32] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.01] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[01:33.61] Elementary 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it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My 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human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":972203,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers","duration":281.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":true,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey walk the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n\"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n\"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n\"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was goin' through some things\nHe promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\nWonderin' if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\nChurch, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\nHe the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n\"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n\"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.04] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.82] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:05.63] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.46] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.89] \n[00:21.65] My auntie is a man 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now\n[01:07.04] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.54] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.01] She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n[01:13.38] \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n[01:16.05] \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n[01:18.49] \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n[01:21.64] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.68] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.66] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.15] Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n[01:33.76] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:36.02] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.26] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:41.13] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.53] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:46.04] They couldn't 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whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it 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end_ms: 230740\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  start_ms: 230740\n  end_ms: 233640\n- text: '\"The laws of the land or the heart, what''s greater?\"'\n  start_ms: 233640\n  end_ms: 236050\n- text: '\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"'\n  start_ms: 236050\n  end_ms: 238250\n- text: '\"But that don''t justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"'\n  start_ms: 238250\n  end_ms: 240980\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 240980\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 246010\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 246010\n  end_ms: 248570\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248570\n  end_ms: 251020\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 251020\n  end_ms: 253430\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253430\n  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''\n  start_ms: 280660\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":31746387,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers","duration":321.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned 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was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed 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greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n\"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.04] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.82] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:05.63] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.46] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.89] \n[00:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.65] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.87] Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n[00:31.31] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.69] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:36.26] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.68] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.67] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.53] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.52] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:48.08] Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.37] They walk the corner like California king\n[00:52.44] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.16] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.57] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.09] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:03.17] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.46] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.04] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.54] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.01] She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n[01:13.38] \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n[01:16.05] \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n[01:18.49] \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n[01:21.64] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.68] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.66] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.15] Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n[01:33.76] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:36.02] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.26] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:41.13] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.53] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:46.04] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.50] We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.31] My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n[01:52.92] I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n[01:55.42] He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n[01:57.34] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.79] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.28] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.18] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.65] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:11.01] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.53] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.94] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.56] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.50] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.58] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:26.10] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.20] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.96] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.55] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:36.09] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.60] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n[02:41.04] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.61] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.97] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.19] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:51.38] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.29] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.75] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.41] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:01.02] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.40] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:06.02] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.62] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.31] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.54] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.46] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.60] More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n[03:20.42] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:23.32] He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n[03:25.45] He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.32] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n[03:33.17] Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.41] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.60] Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n[03:41.46] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n[03:43.39] Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n[03:46.59] He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n[03:49.05] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.74] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n[03:53.64] \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n[03:56.05] \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n[03:58.25] \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:00.98] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:06.01] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.57] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:11.02] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.43] Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n[04:15.94] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.26] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.98] If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.59] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:26.08] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.52] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:31.03] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n[04:33.59] \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:36.19] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.50] But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n[04:40.66] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Auntie Diaries\n  artist: Kendrick Lamar\n  album: Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers\n  duration_ms: 321000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 40\n  end_ms: 2820\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 2820\n  end_ms: 5630\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  start_ms: 5630\n  end_ms: 8460\n- text: This is how we conceptualize human beings\n  start_ms: 8460\n  end_ms: 12890\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 12890\n  end_ms: 21650\n- 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can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient 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city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":19226938,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & the Big Steppers","duration":301.363125,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey walk the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n\"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n\"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n\"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was goin' through some things\nHe promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\nWonderin' if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\nChurch, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\nHe the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n\"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n\"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.04] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.82] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:05.63] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.46] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.89] \n[00:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.65] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.87] Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n[00:31.31] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.69] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:36.26] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.68] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.67] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.53] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.52] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:48.08] Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.37] They walk the corner like California king\n[00:52.44] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.16] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.57] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.09] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:03.17] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.46] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.04] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.54] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.01] She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n[01:13.38] \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n[01:16.05] \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n[01:18.49] \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n[01:21.64] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.68] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.66] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.15] Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n[01:33.76] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:36.02] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.26] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:41.13] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.53] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:46.04] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.50] We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.31] My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n[01:52.92] I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n[01:55.42] He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n[01:57.34] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.79] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.28] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.18] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.65] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:11.01] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.53] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.94] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.56] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.50] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.58] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:26.10] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.20] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.96] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.55] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:36.09] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.60] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n[02:41.04] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.61] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.97] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.19] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:51.38] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.29] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.75] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.41] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:01.02] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.40] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:06.02] But I recall we both had a sick 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should we love thy neighbor?\"\n[03:53.64] \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n[03:56.05] \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n[03:58.25] \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:00.98] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:06.01] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.57] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:11.02] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.43] Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n[04:15.94] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.26] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.98] If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.59] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:26.08] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.52] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:31.03] You said, 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Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263590\n  end_ms: 266080\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 266080\n  end_ms: 268520\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268520\n  end_ms: 271030\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  start_ms: 271030\n  end_ms: 273590\n- text: '\"To truly understand love, switch position\"'\n  start_ms: 273590\n  end_ms: 276190\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 276190\n  end_ms: 278500\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278500\n  end_ms: 280660\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280660\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":17720603,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers CD2","duration":281.103673,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.12] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.43] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.44] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.04] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.16] \n[00:21.31] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.36] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.18] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.86] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.19] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.67] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.96] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.58] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.74] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.62] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.88] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.47] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.54] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.56] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.95] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.54] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.10] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.76] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.42] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.27] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.44] And at the parties why they 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returning the favor\n  start_ms: 135770\n  end_ms: 138310\n- text: And following my auntie with the same behavior\n  start_ms: 138310\n  end_ms: 141220\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 141220\n  end_ms: 143440\n- text: He's more confident to live his plan now\n  start_ms: 143440\n  end_ms: 145940\n- text: But the family in disbelief this time\n  start_ms: 145940\n  end_ms: 148110\n- text: Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  start_ms: 148110\n  end_ms: 150550\n- text: They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  start_ms: 150550\n  end_ms: 153380\n- text: The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n  start_ms: 153380\n  end_ms: 155530\n- text: He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  start_ms: 155530\n  end_ms: 158160\n- text: He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  start_ms: 158160\n  end_ms: 160650\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain''t know no better'\n  start_ms: 160650\n  end_ms: 163290\n- text: Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  start_ms: 163290\n  end_ms: 165720\n- text: I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  start_ms: 165720\n  end_ms: 168260\n- text: I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n  start_ms: 168260\n  end_ms: 170770\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 170770\n  end_ms: 173550\n- text: I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  start_ms: 173550\n  end_ms: 175560\n- text: Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  start_ms: 175560\n  end_ms: 178500\n- text: Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  start_ms: 178500\n  end_ms: 180670\n- text: We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  start_ms: 180670\n  end_ms: 183530\n- text: Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  start_ms: 183530\n  end_ms: 185800\n- text: But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  start_ms: 185800\n  end_ms: 188870\n- text: Made raw, but time changes all\n  start_ms: 188870\n  end_ms: 191250\n- text: Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  start_ms: 191250\n  end_ms: 193020\n- text: Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  start_ms: 193020\n  end_ms: 195500\n- text: I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  start_ms: 195500\n  end_ms: 197650\n- text: More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  start_ms: 197650\n  end_ms: 200510\n- text: Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  start_ms: 200510\n  end_ms: 202970\n- text: He said my cousin was going through some things\n  start_ms: 202970\n  end_ms: 205210\n- text: He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  start_ms: 205210\n  end_ms: 210260\n- text: I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  start_ms: 210260\n  end_ms: 213280\n- text: Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  start_ms: 213280\n  end_ms: 215490\n- text: Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  start_ms: 215490\n  end_ms: 218770\n- text: Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n  start_ms: 218770\n  end_ms: 221500\n- text: '\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now'\n  start_ms: 221500\n  end_ms: 223230\n- text: Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  start_ms: 223230\n  end_ms: 226310\n- text: You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  start_ms: 226310\n  end_ms: 229110\n- text: Forcing me to stand now\n  start_ms: 229110\n  end_ms: 230580\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  start_ms: 230580\n  end_ms: 233700\n- text: The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  start_ms: 233700\n  end_ms: 236250\n- text: I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  start_ms: 236250\n  end_ms: 238450\n- text: But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n  start_ms: 238450\n  end_ms: 241050\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 241050\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 245980\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 245980\n  end_ms: 248620\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248620\n  end_ms: 250520\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 250520\n  end_ms: 253430\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253430\n  end_ms: 255780\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255780\n  end_ms: 258330\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258330\n  end_ms: 260700\n- text: The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260700\n  end_ms: 263220\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263220\n  end_ms: 265930\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 265930\n  end_ms: 268380\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268380\n  end_ms: 270970\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270970\n  end_ms: 273350\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273350\n  end_ms: 275790\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275790\n  end_ms: 278530\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278530\n  end_ms: 280180\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280180\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":16015978,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Everyone's Savior","duration":281.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.15] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.48] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.49] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.05] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.15] \n[00:21.34] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.34] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.14] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.84] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.18] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.64] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.92] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.57] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.72] My auntie is a man 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however\n[02:45.74] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.20] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.78] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.57] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.52] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.53] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.62] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.51] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.89] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.81] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.23] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.07] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.62] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.52] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.98] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.29] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.20] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.23] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.46] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.76] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.59] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.22] Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n[03:46.38] You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n[03:49.18] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.56] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n[03:53.73] The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n[03:56.23] I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n[03:58.44] But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:01.07] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:05.99] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.68] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:10.53] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.46] Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n[04:15.70] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.37] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.78] The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.21] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:25.97] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.30] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:30.95] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n[04:33.34] To truly understand love, switch position\"\n[04:35.75] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n[04:38.57] But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n[04:40.18] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Auntie Diaries\n  artist: Kendrick Lamar\n  album: Everyone's Savior\n  duration_ms: 281000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  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text: You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  start_ms: 226380\n  end_ms: 229180\n- text: Forcing me to stand now\n  start_ms: 229180\n  end_ms: 230560\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  start_ms: 230560\n  end_ms: 233730\n- text: The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  start_ms: 233730\n  end_ms: 236230\n- text: I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  start_ms: 236230\n  end_ms: 238440\n- text: But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n  start_ms: 238440\n  end_ms: 241070\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 241070\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 245990\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 245990\n  end_ms: 248680\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248680\n  end_ms: 250530\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 250530\n  end_ms: 253460\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253460\n  end_ms: 255700\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255700\n  end_ms: 258370\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258370\n  end_ms: 260780\n- text: The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260780\n  end_ms: 263210\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263210\n  end_ms: 265970\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 265970\n  end_ms: 268300\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268300\n  end_ms: 270950\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  start_ms: 270950\n  end_ms: 273340\n- text: To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  start_ms: 273340\n  end_ms: 275750\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 275750\n  end_ms: 278570\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278570\n  end_ms: 280180\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280180\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":15254975,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers (Deluxe)","duration":281.0697216,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't-\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey hug on the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"ain't no telling\nNiggas always been jealous because he had more women\nMore money and more attention made more envy\nCalling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some game\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual and enthused with living life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was going through some things\nHe promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\nWondering if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\nChurch, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\nYou the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\nThe laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\nI recognize the study she was taught since birth\nBut that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nThe very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\nTo truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.15] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.48] Heart plays in ways the mind can't-\n[00:05.49] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.05] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.15] \n[00:21.34] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.34] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.14] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.84] Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n[00:31.18] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.64] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:35.92] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.57] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.72] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.42] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.64] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:47.86] Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.47] They hug on the corner like California king\n[00:52.59] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.58] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.52] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.18] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:02.78] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.41] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.20] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.47] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.13] She said, \"ain't no telling\n[01:13.56] Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n[01:16.12] More money and more attention made more envy\n[01:18.25] Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n[01:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.38] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:25.97] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.36] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.07] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[01:33.66] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:35.92] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.31] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:40.85] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.14] She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n[01:45.98] They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n[01:48.15] We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n[01:50.79] My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n[01:52.92] I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n[01:55.48] He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n[01:57.23] Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n[01:59.68] She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n[02:02.15] The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n[02:06.23] House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n[02:08.57] Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n[02:10.87] My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n[02:13.25] The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n[02:15.76] My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n[02:18.36] And following my auntie with the same behavior\n[02:21.25] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:23.46] He's more confident to live his plan now\n[02:25.92] But the family in disbelief this time\n[02:28.19] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.53] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.35] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:35.54] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.18] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n[02:40.63] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.22] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.74] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.20] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:50.78] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.57] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.52] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.53] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:00.62] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.51] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:05.89] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.81] Made raw, but time changes all\n[03:11.23] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:13.07] Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n[03:15.55] I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n[03:17.62] More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n[03:20.52] Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n[03:22.98] He said my cousin was going through some things\n[03:25.29] He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n[03:30.20] I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n[03:33.23] Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n[03:35.46] Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n[03:38.76] Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n[03:41.59] \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[03:43.22] Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n[03:46.38] You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n[03:49.18] Forcing me to stand now\n[03:50.56] I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n[03:53.73] The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n[03:56.23] I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n[03:58.44] But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:01.07] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:05.99] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.68] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:10.53] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.46] Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n[04:15.70] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.37] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.78] The very second you 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The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  start_ms: 233730\n  end_ms: 236230\n- text: I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  start_ms: 236230\n  end_ms: 238440\n- text: But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n  start_ms: 238440\n  end_ms: 241070\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 241070\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 245990\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 245990\n  end_ms: 248680\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248680\n  end_ms: 250530\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 250530\n  end_ms: 253460\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253460\n  end_ms: 255700\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255700\n  end_ms: 258370\n- text: If everything was 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mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager, off-white Guess jacket\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinking, \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They hug on the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"ain't no telling\n  Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\n  More money and more attention made more envy\n  Calling him anything but broke was less offending\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumping quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some game\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual and enthused with living life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was going through some things\n  He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preacherman\n  Wondering if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, saying\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Church, his auntie is a man now\", it hurt\n  You the most 'cause your belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\n  The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\n  I recognize the study she was taught since birth\n  But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think that you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  The very second you challenged the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\n  To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"},{"id":24866565,"name":"Auntie Diaries","trackName":"Auntie Diaries","artistName":"Kendrick Lamar","albumName":"Mr. Morale & the Big Steppers","duration":210.886531,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nHeart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\nThis is how we conceptualize human beings\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nMotorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\nBlue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n'93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\nBig social, big personality, vocal\nPlayed underground verbatim and stayed local\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI watch him and his girl hold their hands down\nTip of the avenues under street lights made his\nThinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\nThey walk the corner like California king\nCold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\nSee, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\nScratching the likes from lotto\nHoping that she pull up tomorrow\nSo I can hang out in the front seat\nSix by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\nAnd at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\nShe said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n\"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n\"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n\"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\nMy auntie is a man now\nI think I'm old enough to understand now\nDrinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\nBack when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\nFaggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\nElementary kids with no filter, however\nMy auntie became a man and I took pride in it\nShe wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\nThat's what I told my friends in second grade\nShe picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\nThey couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\nWe pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\nMy auntie is a man now, what a relationship\nI grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\nHe gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\nCherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\nShe even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\nThe first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\nHouse full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\nCameras on the microphone, all women and men though\nMy auntie was a man now, we cool with it\nThe history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\nMy favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\nAnd following my auntie with the same behavior\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nHe's more confident to live his plan now\nBut the family in disbelief this time\nConvincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\nThey said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\nThe Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\nHe built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\nHe didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\nMiddle school kids with no filter, however\nI had to be very mindful of my good cousin\nI knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nI mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\nChanged his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\nLiving his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\nWe didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\nWasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\nBut I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\nMade raw, but time changes all\n\nDemetrius is Mary-Ann now\nRemember church, Easter Sunday?\nI sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\nMore spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\nWhich I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\nHe said my cousin was goin' through some things\nHe promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\nI knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\nWonderin' if God still call you a decent man\nStill, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\nUntil he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\nChurch, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\nHe the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\nForcing me to stand now\nI said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n\"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n\"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\nThe building was thinking out loud, bad angel\nThat's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\nThe day I chose humanity over religion\nThe family got closer, it was all forgiven\nI said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\nMistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\nSee, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\nIf everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\nIf every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\nReminded me about a show I did out the city\nThat time I brung a fan on stage to rap\nBut disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\nYou said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n\"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\nBut only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"","syncedLyrics":"[00:00.04] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:02.82] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:05.63] Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n[00:08.46] This is how we conceptualize human beings\n[00:12.89] \n[00:21.65] My auntie is a man now\n[00:23.65] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[00:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[00:28.87] Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n[00:31.31] Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n[00:33.69] '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n[00:36.26] Big social, big personality, vocal\n[00:38.68] Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n[00:41.67] My auntie is a man now\n[00:43.53] I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n[00:45.52] Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n[00:48.08] Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n[00:50.37] They walk the corner like California king\n[00:52.44] Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n[00:55.16] See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n[00:57.92] Scratching the likes from lotto\n[00:59.57] Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n[01:01.09] So I can hang out in the front seat\n[01:03.17] Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n[01:05.46] My auntie is a man now\n[01:07.04] I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n[01:09.54] And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n[01:12.01] She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n[01:13.38] \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n[01:16.05] \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n[01:18.49] \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n[01:21.64] My auntie is a man now\n[01:23.68] I think I'm old enough to understand now\n[01:26.11] Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n[01:28.66] Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n[01:31.15] Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n[01:33.76] Elementary kids with no filter, however\n[01:36.02] My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n[01:38.26] She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n[01:41.13] That's what I told my friends in second grade\n[01:43.53] She picking me up from school, they stare 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this time\n[02:28.20] Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n[02:30.96] They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n[02:33.55] The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n[02:36.09] He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n[02:38.60] He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n[02:41.04] \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n[02:43.61] Middle school kids with no filter, however\n[02:45.97] I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n[02:48.19] I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n[02:51.38] Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n[02:53.29] I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n[02:55.75] Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n[02:58.41] Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n[03:01.02] We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n[03:03.40] Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n[03:06.02] But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n[03:08.62] 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neighbor?\"\n[03:53.64] \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n[03:56.05] \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n[03:58.25] \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n[04:00.98] The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n[04:03.55] That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n[04:06.01] The day I chose humanity over religion\n[04:08.57] The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n[04:11.02] I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n[04:13.43] Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n[04:15.94] See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n[04:18.26] If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n[04:20.98] If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n[04:23.59] Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n[04:26.08] That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n[04:28.52] But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n[04:31.03] You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room 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end_ms: 213170\n- text: Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  start_ms: 213170\n  end_ms: 215410\n- text: Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  start_ms: 215410\n  end_ms: 218600\n- text: Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n  start_ms: 218600\n  end_ms: 221460\n- text: '\"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"'\n  start_ms: 221460\n  end_ms: 223390\n- text: Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  start_ms: 223390\n  end_ms: 226590\n- text: He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  start_ms: 226590\n  end_ms: 229050\n- text: Forcing me to stand now\n  start_ms: 229050\n  end_ms: 230740\n- text: I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  start_ms: 230740\n  end_ms: 233640\n- text: '\"The laws of the land or the heart, what''s greater?\"'\n  start_ms: 233640\n  end_ms: 236050\n- text: '\"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"'\n  start_ms: 236050\n  end_ms: 238250\n- text: '\"But that don''t justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"'\n  start_ms: 238250\n  end_ms: 240980\n- text: The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  start_ms: 240980\n  end_ms: 243550\n- text: That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  start_ms: 243550\n  end_ms: 246010\n- text: The day I chose humanity over religion\n  start_ms: 246010\n  end_ms: 248570\n- text: The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  start_ms: 248570\n  end_ms: 251020\n- text: I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  start_ms: 251020\n  end_ms: 253430\n- text: Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  start_ms: 253430\n  end_ms: 255940\n- text: See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  start_ms: 255940\n  end_ms: 258260\n- text: If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n  start_ms: 258260\n  end_ms: 260980\n- text: If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  start_ms: 260980\n  end_ms: 263590\n- text: Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  start_ms: 263590\n  end_ms: 266080\n- text: That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  start_ms: 266080\n  end_ms: 268520\n- text: But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  start_ms: 268520\n  end_ms: 271030\n- text: You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  start_ms: 271030\n  end_ms: 273590\n- text: '\"To truly understand love, switch position\"'\n  start_ms: 273590\n  end_ms: 276190\n- text: '\"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together'\n  start_ms: 276190\n  end_ms: 278500\n- text: But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n  start_ms: 278500\n  end_ms: 280660\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 280660\nplain: |-\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out\n  This is how we conceptualize human beings\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Motorola pager off like, \"Yes, Jackie\"\n  Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits\n  '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest\n  Big social, big personality, vocal\n  Played underground verbatim and stayed local\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I watch him and his girl hold their hands down\n  Tip of the avenues under street lights made his\n  Thinkin', \"I want me a bad bitch when I get big\"\n  They walk the corner like California king\n  Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road\n  See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado\n  Scratching the likes from lotto\n  Hoping that she pull up tomorrow\n  So I can hang out in the front seat\n  Six by nines, keeping the music up under me\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much\n  And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much\n  She said, \"Ain't no telling\"\n  \"Niggas always been jealous because he had more women\"\n  \"More money and more attention made more envy\"\n  \"Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'\"\n\n  My auntie is a man now\n  I think I'm old enough to understand now\n  Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards\n  Back when it was comedic relief to say \"faggot\"\n  Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better\n  Elementary kids with no filter, however\n  My auntie became a man and I took pride in it\n  She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference\n  That's what I told my friends in second grade\n  She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face\n  They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed\n  We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing\n\n  My auntie is a man now, what a relationship\n  I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit\n  He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang\n  Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained\n  She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade\n  The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed\n\n  House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window\n  Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though\n  My auntie was a man now, we cool with it\n  The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant\n  My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor\n  And following my auntie with the same behavior\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  He's more confident to live his plan now\n  But the family in disbelief this time\n  Convincing themselves, \"He ain't living discreet, he's fine\"\n  They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it\n  The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus\n\n  He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over\n  He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin'\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we ain't know no better\n  Middle school kids with no filter, however\n  I had to be very mindful of my good cousin\n  I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further\n  Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain\n  Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon\n  We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant\n  Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive\n  But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor\n  Made raw, but time changes all\n\n  Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\n  Remember church, Easter Sunday?\n  I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith\n  More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight\n  Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same\n  He said my cousin was goin' through some things\n  He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame\n  I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made\n  Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man\n  Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint\n  Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin'\n\n  \"Demetrius is Mary-Ann now\"\n  Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt\n  He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words\n  Forcing me to stand now\n  I said, \"Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor?\"\n  \"The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater?\"\n  \"I recognize the study she was taught since birth\"\n  \"But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved\"\n\n  The building was thinking out loud, bad angel\n  That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, \"Thank you\"\n  The day I chose humanity over religion\n  The family got closer, it was all forgiven\n  I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better\n  Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different\n  See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound\n  If everything was pronounced without any intentions\n\n  If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking\n  Reminded me about a show I did out the city\n  That time I brung a fan on stage to rap\n  But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me\n  You said, \"Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction\"\n  \"To truly understand love, switch position\"\n  \"Faggot, faggot, faggot,\" we can say it together\n  But only if you let a white girl say, \"Nigga\"\n"}]