[{"id":15593271,"name":"Forgive Me","trackName":"Forgive Me","artistName":"FJ Outlaw","albumName":"Broken","duration":212.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Sorrow's all I really ever feel\nAsk the Lord if he can take the wheel\nAs I'm sweatin' terribly, grippin' steel\n'Cause I never knew depression felt so real\nI'm poppin' pills so I can feel okay\nVomiting most of my day away\nHaunted by the things my father'd say\nAs my mama prays I'd see another day\nI been haunted by my demons, they try to take my soul\nI been smokin', I been drinkin' myself into a hole\nI been questionin' and thinkin' if I stay on this road\nWill I float or am I sinking? 'Cause I swear that I don't know\nHave you ever seen a demon right above you as you sleep?\nAs you violently wake up and it looks into you so deep?\nAs you're crying and you're shaking, as you hide beneath your sheets\n'Cause I see that demon nightly, he's inside me screamin'\n\nFather, please forgive me for goin' down this road\nIt's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\nIt's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\nEspecially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\nI'm prayin' Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\nIt's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\nIt's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\nEspecially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\n\nFather, forgive me\nTried lovin' myself, but the problems within me\nI harbor the sorrow, so why even bother to borrow\nA second of peace from my demons?\nI am the reason\nNobody forced me to travel this road that I'm on\nAnd nobody told me that when I arrive\nfrom my drive, everyone would be gone\nI picked up the pieces that shattered\nAs if that even mattered\nThere's parts of me that have scattered\nSo beaten and battered, mistreated and badgered\nI'd rather be judged by twelve than carried by six\nThrough this prayer, I repent\nLove is a vindictive fairytale myth\nI epitomize what disparaging is\nI've been traveling on this road for so long\nThat there's no telling where I would be\nAnd I've been listening to the same old song\nEvery night when I hit my knees, I pray\n\nFather, please forgive me for goin' down this road\nIt's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\nIt's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\nEspecially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\nI'm prayin' Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\nIt's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\nIt's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\nEspecially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Forgive Me\n  artist: FJ Outlaw\n  album: Broken\n  duration_ms: 212000\n  instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n  Sorrow's all I really ever feel\n  Ask the Lord if he can take the wheel\n  As I'm sweatin' terribly, grippin' steel\n  'Cause I never knew depression felt so real\n  I'm poppin' pills so I can feel okay\n  Vomiting most of my day away\n  Haunted by the things my father'd say\n  As my mama prays I'd see another day\n  I been haunted by my demons, they try to take my soul\n  I been smokin', I been drinkin' myself into a hole\n  I been questionin' and thinkin' if I stay on this road\n  Will I float or am I sinking? 'Cause I swear that I don't know\n  Have you ever seen a demon right above you as you sleep?\n  As you violently wake up and it looks into you so deep?\n  As you're crying and you're shaking, as you hide beneath your sheets\n  'Cause I see that demon nightly, he's inside me screamin'\n\n  Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\n  It's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\n  It's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\n  Especially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\n  I'm prayin' Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\n  It's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\n  It's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\n  Especially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\n\n  Father, forgive me\n  Tried lovin' myself, but the problems within me\n  I harbor the sorrow, so why even bother to borrow\n  A second of peace from my demons?\n  I am the reason\n  Nobody forced me to travel this road that I'm on\n  And nobody told me that when I arrive\n  from my drive, everyone would be gone\n  I picked up the pieces that shattered\n  As if that even mattered\n  There's parts of me that have scattered\n  So beaten and battered, mistreated and badgered\n  I'd rather be judged by twelve than carried by six\n  Through this prayer, I repent\n  Love is a vindictive fairytale myth\n  I epitomize what disparaging is\n  I've been traveling on this road for so long\n  That there's no telling where I would be\n  And I've been listening to the same old song\n  Every night when I hit my knees, I pray\n\n  Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\n  It's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\n  It's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\n  Especially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\n  I'm prayin' Father, please forgive me for goin' down this road\n  It's honestly so hard for me, it's all I've ever known\n  It's hard to be the prodigy of those that came before\n  Especially when I lay me down to sleep, I'm all alone\n"}]