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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.55] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:32.04] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.51] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.05] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.50] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.88] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.56] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.68] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.64] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.88] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.52] Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.65] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.36] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.11] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.95] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.75] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.73] (Don't know what I'm going through)\n[02:18.88] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.39] That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n[02:27.82] You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n[02:30.24] In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.68] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.55] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.13] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n[02:41.63] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.38] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.75] And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.15] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.37] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.22] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[02:59.81] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:03.01] Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\n[03:05.94] Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n[03:07.96] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:16.52] I'm going through changes\n[03:18.12] (Don't know what I'm going through)\n[03:19.63] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:24.81] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.57] Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.62] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.63] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.63] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.48] Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\n[03:39.25] I think about the things I would never got to say to you\n[03:41.89] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.44] Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.49] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.77] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\n[03:55.18] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.60] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.33] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.27] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.26] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\n[04:09.96] I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.41] And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\n[04:15.24] I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.32] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.37] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:29.01] I'm going through changes\n[04:30.15] (Don't know what I'm going through)\n[04:31.88] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:36.23] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Discography 1996-2020 [FLAC] vtwin88cube 2010 - 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through)\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n  You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n  In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\n  Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\n  I think about the things I would never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n  Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\n  I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\n  I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through)\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":21261410,"name":"06-Going Through Changes","trackName":"06-Going Through Changes","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Eminem - 2010 - Recovery","duration":298.945306,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\nFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\nBut life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\nOn leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\nGoin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.66] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.04] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.59] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.39] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.13] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.40] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.26] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.77] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.59] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.14] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.30] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.81] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.39] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.61] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.32] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.50] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.93] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.05] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.40] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.92] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.02] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.85] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.42] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.86] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.40] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.29] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.35] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.58] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.39] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.75] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.54] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.64] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.54] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.44] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.28] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.04] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.81] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.47] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.12] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.46] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.18] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.59] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.58] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.02] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.92] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.78] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.10] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.50] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.36] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.13] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.76] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.62] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.85] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.45] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.18] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.57] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.26] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.57] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.66] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.82] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.51] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.35] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.04] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.88] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.75] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.59] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.62] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.13] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.68] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.45] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.23] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.07] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.87] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.55] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.36] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.46] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.19] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.83] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: 06-Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Eminem - 2010 - Recovery\n  duration_ms: 298945\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5660\n  end_ms: 14040\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14040\n  end_ms: 20590\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20590\n  end_ms: 24390\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24390\n  end_ms: 27130\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27130\n  end_ms: 30400\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30400\n  end_ms: 33260\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33260\n  end_ms: 35890\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35890\n  end_ms: 37770\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37770\n  end_ms: 40590\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40590\n  end_ms: 44140\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44140\n  end_ms: 45300\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45300\n  end_ms: 47810\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47810\n  end_ms: 50390\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50390\n  end_ms: 53610\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53610\n  end_ms: 57320\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57320\n  end_ms: 61500\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61500\n  end_ms: 63930\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63930\n  end_ms: 67050\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67050\n  end_ms: 75400\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75400\n  end_ms: 81920\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81920\n  end_ms: 85020\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85020\n  end_ms: 87850\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n  You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n  Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":28863540,"name":"Eminem - Going Through Changes","trackName":"Eminem - Going Through Changes","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Recovery (Deluxe Edition)","duration":299.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\nFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\nBut life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\nOn leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\nGoin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.64] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.07] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.57] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.38] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.13] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.43] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.28] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.86] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.72] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.57] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.12] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.36] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.80] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.37] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.63] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.36] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.56] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.91] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.09] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.43] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.92] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.07] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.82] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.43] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.84] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.43] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.29] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.39] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.59] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.36] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.76] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.53] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.64] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.54] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.42] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.27] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.08] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.80] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.44] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.60] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.17] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.46] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.47] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.18] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.53] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.50] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.03] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.90] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.72] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.53] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.14] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.54] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.31] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.16] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.78] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.66] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.89] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.47] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.15] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.58] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.24] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.52] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.62] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.88] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.57] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.34] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.06] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.85] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.74] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.50] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.66] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.71] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.17] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.63] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.48] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.21] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.04] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.82] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.51] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.36] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.41] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.67] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.12] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.89] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Eminem - Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Recovery (Deluxe Edition)\n  duration_ms: 299000\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5640\n  end_ms: 14070\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14070\n  end_ms: 20570\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20570\n  end_ms: 24380\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24380\n  end_ms: 27130\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27130\n  end_ms: 30430\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30430\n  end_ms: 33280\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33280\n  end_ms: 35860\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35860\n  end_ms: 37720\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37720\n  end_ms: 40570\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40570\n  end_ms: 44120\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44120\n  end_ms: 45360\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45360\n  end_ms: 47800\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47800\n  end_ms: 50370\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50370\n  end_ms: 53630\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53630\n  end_ms: 57360\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57360\n  end_ms: 61560\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61560\n  end_ms: 63910\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63910\n  end_ms: 67090\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67090\n  end_ms: 75430\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75430\n  end_ms: 81920\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81920\n  end_ms: 85070\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85070\n  end_ms: 87820\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah, 'Em, tight verse, you killed it\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward-bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.71] I'm going through changes\n[00:09.05] \n[00:13.84] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.42] Lately, I really feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.37] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.11] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.35] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.29] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.63] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.79] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.35] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.16] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.31] Too weak, two weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:47.78] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.07] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.21] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.50] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.92] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.29] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.16] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.82] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.03] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.75] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.30] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.71] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.54] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.30] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.24] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.62] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.87] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.61] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.33] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.62] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.53] Yeah, 'Em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.61] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.34] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.18] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.90] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.78] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.49] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.35] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.40] That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n[02:27.54] You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n[02:30.41] In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.69] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.55] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.12] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n[02:41.82] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.64] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.14] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.38] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.24] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward-bound\n[03:00.04] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:03.09] Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\n[03:05.69] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice\n[03:07.75] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:09.74] I'm going through changes\n[03:13.02] \n[03:16.61] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.33] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.36] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.55] Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.65] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.60] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.66] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.40] Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\n[03:39.09] I think about the things I would never got to say to you\n[03:41.86] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.68] Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.47] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.72] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.72] Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\n[03:55.17] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.66] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.34] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.26] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.01] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\n[04:09.96] I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.48] And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\n[04:15.26] I miss you self-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.05] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.33] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.44] I'm going through changes\n[04:25.86] \n[04:29.10] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:31.88] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:33.04] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes (Prod. 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah, 'Em, tight verse, you killed it\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward-bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck! 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Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.30] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.71] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.54] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.30] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.24] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.62] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.87] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.61] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.33] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.62] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.53] Yeah, 'Em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.61] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.34] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.18] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.90] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.78] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.49] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.35] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.40] That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n[02:27.54] You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n[02:30.41] In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.69] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.55] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.12] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n[02:41.82] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.64] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.14] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.38] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.24] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward-bound\n[03:00.04] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:03.09] Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\n[03:05.69] Fuck! 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Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  Yeah, 'Em, tight verse, you killed it\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n  You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n  In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward-bound\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\n  Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\n  I think about the things I would never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\n  I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\n  I miss you self-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":5477230,"name":"Going Through Changes","trackName":"Going Through Changes","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Recovery (Deluxe)","duration":299.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":true,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\nFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\nBut life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\nOn leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\nGoin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:07.02] I'm going through changes\n[00:15.13] I'm going through changes\n[00:21.51] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:25.64] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:28.58] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:32.11] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:34.69] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:37.28] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:39.15] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:41.84] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:45.59] I can't do it by myself\n[00:46.74] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:49.11] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:51.59] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:54.85] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:58.52] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:03.02] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:05.24] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:08.59] I'm going through changes\n[01:16.74] I'm going through changes\n[01:23.28] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:26.44] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:29.24] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:31.79] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:33.09] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:34.75] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:37.54] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:40.71] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:42.83] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:45.76] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:48.05] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:51.05] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:52.90] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:55.86] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:57.90] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[02:00.69] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:03.36] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:06.18] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:09.57] I'm going through changes\n[02:16.72] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:19.32] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:24.68] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:26.66] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:29.54] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:33.96] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:36.91] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:39.46] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:43.38] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:46.96] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:49.75] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:53.33] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:55.84] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:58.50] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:01.38] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:04.14] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:06.99] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:09.03] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:11.08] I'm going through changes\n[03:18.01] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:20.66] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:26.45] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:27.86] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:29.82] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:32.15] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:34.93] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:37.62] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:40.34] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:43.20] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:46.10] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:48.81] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:50.92] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:54.23] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:56.59] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[04:00.08] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:02.77] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:05.55] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:08.10] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:11.33] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:13.84] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:16.67] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:19.60] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:21.68] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:23.80] I'm going through changes\n[04:30.89] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:33.06] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:38.15] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Recovery (Deluxe)\n  duration_ms: 299000\n  instrumental: false\n  language: en\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5690\n  end_ms: 13851\n  words:\n  - 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.55] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:32.04] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.51] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.05] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.50] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.88] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.56] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.68] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.64] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.88] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.52] Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.65] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.36] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.11] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.95] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.75] I'm going through 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.55] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:32.04] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.51] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.05] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.50] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.88] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.56] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.68] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.64] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.88] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.52] Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.65] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.36] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.11] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.95] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.75] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.73] (Don't know what I'm going through)\n[02:18.88] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.39] That's understandable man but just think how bananas\n[02:27.82] You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\n[02:30.24] In this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.68] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.55] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.13] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\n[02:41.63] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.38] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.75] And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.15] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.37] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.22] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[02:59.81] Almost 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.55] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:32.04] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.51] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.05] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.50] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.88] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.56] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.68] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.64] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.88] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.52] Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.65] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.36] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.11] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.95] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.75] I'm going through 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about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\n[03:55.18] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.60] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.33] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.27] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.26] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\n[04:09.96] I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.41] And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\n[04:15.24] I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.32] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.37] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:29.01] I'm going through changes\n[04:30.15] (Don't know what I'm going through)\n[04:31.88] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:36.23] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.63] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.03] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.58] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.35] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.19] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.44] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.29] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.87] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.78] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.58] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.10] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.33] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.87] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.36] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.66] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.31] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.54] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.92] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.07] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.41] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.95] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.08] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.83] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.49] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.85] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.46] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.21] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.38] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.57] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.39] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.71] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.50] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.62] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.59] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.46] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.22] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.03] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.85] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.40] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.61] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.14] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.40] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.44] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.13] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.57] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.51] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.03] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.92] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.73] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.51] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.14] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.58] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.30] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.18] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.78] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.65] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.84] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.49] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.14] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.51] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.29] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.55] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.62] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.82] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.54] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.38] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.04] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.88] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.74] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.54] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.69] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.79] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.15] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.64] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.41] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.23] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.06] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.85] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.55] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.30] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.30] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.49] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.66] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.18] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Recovery (iTunes Deluxe Edition)\n  duration_ms: 298893\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5630\n  end_ms: 14030\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14030\n  end_ms: 20580\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20580\n  end_ms: 24350\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24350\n  end_ms: 27190\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27190\n  end_ms: 30440\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30440\n  end_ms: 33290\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33290\n  end_ms: 35870\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35870\n  end_ms: 37780\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37780\n  end_ms: 40580\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40580\n  end_ms: 44100\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44100\n  end_ms: 45330\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45330\n  end_ms: 47870\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47870\n  end_ms: 50360\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50360\n  end_ms: 53660\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53660\n  end_ms: 57310\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57310\n  end_ms: 61540\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61540\n  end_ms: 63920\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63920\n  end_ms: 67070\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67070\n  end_ms: 75410\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75410\n  end_ms: 81950\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81950\n  end_ms: 85080\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85080\n  end_ms: 87830\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":19310241,"name":"Going Through Changes","trackName":"Going Through Changes","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Recovery","duration":305.345306,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\nI feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\nBut life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n\nOn leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\nGoing through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\nAround with the idea of ending the shit right here\n\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.55] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:32.04] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.51] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.05] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.50] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.88] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n[01:44.56] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.68] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\n[01:49.64] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.88] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.52] Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n[01:56.65] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\n[01:59.36] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\n[02:02.11] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.95] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.75] I'm going through 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\n\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\nYeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it\n\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man but just think how bananas\nYou'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped\nIn this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\nDaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\nFuck, don't I know the sound of that voice\n\nYeah, baby, hold me down\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?\nI think about the things I would never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\nHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint\nI know it just feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say\nI miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through)\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.25] I'm going through changes\n[00:13.61] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.73] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling Delph for like Philly\n[00:24.31] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.17] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining\n[00:30.59] But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating\n[00:33.30] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:38.02] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.33] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help\n[00:44.18] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.55] Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs\n[00:48.04] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying\n[00:50.30] Around with the idea of ending the shit right here\n[00:53.59] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors\n[00:57.22] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.28] I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:04.15] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.22] I'm going through changes\n[01:14.91] I'm going through changes\n[01:22.12] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.09] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.77] Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.66] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.04] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.59] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.39] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.13] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.40] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.26] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.77] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.59] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.14] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.30] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.81] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.39] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.61] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.32] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.50] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.93] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.05] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.40] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.92] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.02] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.85] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.42] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.86] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.40] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.29] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.35] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.58] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.39] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.75] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.54] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.64] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.54] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.44] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.28] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.04] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.81] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.47] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.12] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.46] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.18] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.59] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.58] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.02] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.92] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.78] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.10] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.50] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.36] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.13] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.76] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.62] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.85] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.45] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.18] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.57] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.26] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.57] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.66] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.82] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.51] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.35] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.04] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.88] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.75] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.59] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.62] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.13] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.68] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.45] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.23] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.07] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.87] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.55] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.36] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.46] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.19] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.83] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Recovery (Clean)\n  duration_ms: 298945\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5660\n  end_ms: 14040\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14040\n  end_ms: 20590\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20590\n  end_ms: 24390\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24390\n  end_ms: 27130\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27130\n  end_ms: 30400\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30400\n  end_ms: 33260\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33260\n  end_ms: 35890\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35890\n  end_ms: 37770\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37770\n  end_ms: 40590\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40590\n  end_ms: 44140\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44140\n  end_ms: 45300\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45300\n  end_ms: 47810\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47810\n  end_ms: 50390\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50390\n  end_ms: 53610\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53610\n  end_ms: 57320\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57320\n  end_ms: 61500\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61500\n  end_ms: 63930\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63930\n  end_ms: 67050\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67050\n  end_ms: 75400\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75400\n  end_ms: 81920\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81920\n  end_ms: 85020\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85020\n  end_ms: 87850\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n  You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n  Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":18352304,"name":"Going Through Changes\u0000","trackName":"Going Through Changes\u0000","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Recovery (Deluxe Edition)\u0000","duration":297.981678,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\nFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\nBut life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\nOn leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\nGoin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.66] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.04] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.59] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.39] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.13] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.40] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.26] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.77] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.59] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.14] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.30] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.81] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.39] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.61] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.32] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.50] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.93] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.05] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.40] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.92] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.02] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.85] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.42] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.86] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.40] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.29] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.35] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.58] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.39] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.75] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.54] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.64] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.54] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.44] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.28] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.04] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.81] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.47] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.12] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.46] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.18] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.59] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.58] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.02] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.92] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.78] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.10] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.50] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.36] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.13] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.76] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.62] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.85] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.45] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.18] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.57] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.26] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.57] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.66] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.82] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.51] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.35] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.04] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.88] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.75] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.59] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.62] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.13] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.68] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.45] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.23] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.07] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.87] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.55] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.36] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.46] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.19] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.83] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: \"Going Through Changes\\0\"\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: \"Recovery (Deluxe Edition)\\0\"\n  duration_ms: 297982\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5660\n  end_ms: 14040\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14040\n  end_ms: 20590\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20590\n  end_ms: 24390\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24390\n  end_ms: 27130\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27130\n  end_ms: 30400\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30400\n  end_ms: 33260\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33260\n  end_ms: 35890\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35890\n  end_ms: 37770\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37770\n  end_ms: 40590\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40590\n  end_ms: 44140\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44140\n  end_ms: 45300\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45300\n  end_ms: 47810\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47810\n  end_ms: 50390\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50390\n  end_ms: 53610\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53610\n  end_ms: 57320\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57320\n  end_ms: 61500\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61500\n  end_ms: 63930\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63930\n  end_ms: 67050\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67050\n  end_ms: 75400\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75400\n  end_ms: 81920\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81920\n  end_ms: 85020\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85020\n  end_ms: 87850\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n  You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n  Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"},{"id":18390146,"name":"Going Through Changes","trackName":"Going Through Changes","artistName":"Eminem","albumName":"Recovery (Explicit)","duration":298.89625,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"I'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nLately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\nFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\nApologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\nBut life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\nOn leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\nCan see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\nBut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\nWhen inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\nI can't do it by myself\n\nToo weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\nGoin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\nI'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\nI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\nI give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\nI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\nI'm going through changes\nI'm going through changes\n\nI lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\nYeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\nMarshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\nAnd you've fallen off with your skills\nAnd your own fans are laughin' at you\nIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\nBe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\nKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\nThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\nNah, it ain't like Doody to do that\nHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\nBut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\nNow I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n\"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\nFuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\nAnd they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\nIt's in their best interest to protect their investment\nAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nMy friends just can't understand this new me\nThat's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\nYou'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\nAnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\nI'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\nFame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\nI sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\nOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\nAnd it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\nAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\nI just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\nI ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\nAlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n\"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\nFuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\nYeah, baby, hold me down\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)\n\nWake up in the hospital\nFull of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\nSwear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\nI'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\nFacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\nShit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\nI think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\nI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\nHailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\nI still love your mother, that'll never change\nThink about her every day, we just could never get it together\nHey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\nBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\nThere are just too many things to explain, when it rains\nGuess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\nBut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\nI ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\nI know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\nAnd just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\nI miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\nBut I just had to get away, don't know why\nI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\nI'm going through changes\n(Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n(But I just keep on going through changes)","syncedLyrics":"[00:05.66] I'm going through changes\n[00:14.04] I'm going through changes\n[00:20.59] Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n[00:24.39] Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n[00:27.13] Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n[00:30.40] But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n[00:33.26] On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n[00:35.89] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n[00:37.77] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n[00:40.59] When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n[00:44.14] I can't do it by myself\n[00:45.30] Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n[00:47.81] Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n[00:50.39] 'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n[00:53.61] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n[00:57.32] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n[01:01.50] I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n[01:03.93] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n[01:07.05] I'm going through changes\n[01:15.40] I'm going through changes\n[01:21.92] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n[01:25.02] Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n[01:27.85] Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n[01:30.42] And you've fallen off with your skills\n[01:31.86] And your own fans are laughin' at you\n[01:33.40] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n[01:36.29] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n[01:39.35] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n[01:41.58] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n[01:44.39] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n[01:46.75] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n[01:49.54] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n[01:51.64] Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n[01:54.54] \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n[01:56.44] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n[01:59.28] And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n[02:02.04] It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n[02:04.81] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n[02:08.47] I'm going through changes\n[02:15.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[02:18.12] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[02:23.44] My friends just can't understand this new me\n[02:25.46] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n[02:28.18] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n[02:32.59] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n[02:35.58] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n[02:38.02] Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n[02:41.92] I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n[02:45.78] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n[02:48.58] And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n[02:52.10] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n[02:54.50] I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n[02:57.36] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n[03:00.13] Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n[03:02.76] \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n[03:05.62] Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n[03:07.85] Yeah, baby, hold me down\n[03:10.45] I'm going through changes\n[03:17.18] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[03:19.57] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[03:25.26] Wake up in the hospital\n[03:26.57] Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n[03:28.66] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n[03:30.82] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n[03:33.51] Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n[03:36.35] Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n[03:39.04] I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n[03:41.88] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n[03:44.75] Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n[03:47.59] I still love your mother, that'll never change\n[03:49.62] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n[03:52.78] Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n[03:55.13] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n[03:58.68] There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n[04:01.45] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n[04:04.23] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n[04:07.07] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n[04:09.87] I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n[04:12.55] And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n[04:15.36] I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n[04:18.16] But I just had to get away, don't know why\n[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n[04:22.46] I'm going through changes\n[04:29.62] (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n[04:32.19] (But I just keep on going through changes)\n[04:34.83] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Going Through Changes\n  artist: Eminem\n  album: Recovery (Explicit)\n  duration_ms: 298896\n  instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 5660\n  end_ms: 14040\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 14040\n  end_ms: 20590\n- text: Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  start_ms: 20590\n  end_ms: 24390\n- text: Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  start_ms: 24390\n  end_ms: 27130\n- text: Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  start_ms: 27130\n  end_ms: 30400\n- text: But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  start_ms: 30400\n  end_ms: 33260\n- text: On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  start_ms: 33260\n  end_ms: 35890\n- text: Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  start_ms: 35890\n  end_ms: 37770\n- text: But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  start_ms: 37770\n  end_ms: 40590\n- text: When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  start_ms: 40590\n  end_ms: 44140\n- text: I can't do it by myself\n  start_ms: 44140\n  end_ms: 45300\n- text: Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  start_ms: 45300\n  end_ms: 47810\n- text: Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  start_ms: 47810\n  end_ms: 50390\n- text: '''Round with the idea of endin'' the shit right here'\n  start_ms: 50390\n  end_ms: 53610\n- text: I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  start_ms: 53610\n  end_ms: 57320\n- text: I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  start_ms: 57320\n  end_ms: 61500\n- text: I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  start_ms: 61500\n  end_ms: 63930\n- text: I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n  start_ms: 63930\n  end_ms: 67050\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 67050\n  end_ms: 75400\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 75400\n  end_ms: 81920\n- text: I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  start_ms: 81920\n  end_ms: 85020\n- text: Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  start_ms: 85020\n  end_ms: 87850\n- text: Marshall, what happened at you? 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Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  start_ms: 185620\n  end_ms: 187850\n- text: Yeah, baby, hold me down\n  start_ms: 187850\n  end_ms: 190450\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 190450\n  end_ms: 197180\n- text: (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 197180\n  end_ms: 199570\n- text: (But I just keep on going through changes)\n  start_ms: 199570\n  end_ms: 205260\n- text: Wake up in the hospital\n  start_ms: 205260\n  end_ms: 206570\n- text: Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  start_ms: 206570\n  end_ms: 208660\n- text: Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  start_ms: 208660\n  end_ms: 210820\n- text: I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  start_ms: 210820\n  end_ms: 213510\n- text: Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  start_ms: 213510\n  end_ms: 216350\n- text: Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  start_ms: 216350\n  end_ms: 219040\n- text: I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  start_ms: 219040\n  end_ms: 221880\n- text: I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n  start_ms: 221880\n  end_ms: 224750\n- text: Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  start_ms: 224750\n  end_ms: 227590\n- text: I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  start_ms: 227590\n  end_ms: 229620\n- text: Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  start_ms: 229620\n  end_ms: 232780\n- text: Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  start_ms: 232780\n  end_ms: 235130\n- text: But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  start_ms: 235130\n  end_ms: 238680\n- text: There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  start_ms: 238680\n  end_ms: 241450\n- text: Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n  start_ms: 241450\n  end_ms: 244230\n- text: But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  start_ms: 244230\n  end_ms: 247070\n- text: I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  start_ms: 247070\n  end_ms: 249870\n- text: I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  start_ms: 249870\n  end_ms: 252550\n- text: And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  start_ms: 252550\n  end_ms: 255360\n- text: I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  start_ms: 255360\n  end_ms: 258160\n- text: But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  start_ms: 258160\n  end_ms: 260350\n- text: I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n  start_ms: 260350\n  end_ms: 262460\n- text: I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 262460\n  end_ms: 269620\n- text: (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  start_ms: 269620\n  end_ms: 272190\n- text: (But I just keep on going through changes)\n  start_ms: 272190\n  end_ms: 274830\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 274830\nplain: |-\n  I'm going through changes\n  I'm going through changes\n\n  Lately, I really feel like I'm rollin' for delph like Philly\n  Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely\n  Apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainin'\n  But life keeps on complicatin' and I'm debatin'\n  On leavin' this world, this evenin', even my girls\n  Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it\n  But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty\n  When inside, I'm dyin', I am finally realizin' I need help\n  I can't do it by myself\n\n  Too weak, two weeks I've been havin' ups and downs\n  Goin' through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallyin'\n  'Round with the idea of endin' the shit right here\n  I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors\n  I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?\n  I give a -, only thing I fear is Hailie\n  I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  I'm going through changes\n\n  I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon\n  Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you\n  Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills\n  And you've fallen off with your skills\n  And your own fans are laughin' at you\n  It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up\n  Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled\n  Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed\n  They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust\n\n  Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that\n  He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fights first\n  But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse\n  Now I'm poppin' Vic's, perks and Methadone pills\n  \"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it\"\n  Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men\n  And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it\n  It's in their best interest to protect their investment\n  And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  My friends just can't understand this new me\n  That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be\n  You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo\n  And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?\n  I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is\n  Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all-time low\n  I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD\n  Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive\n\n  And it hurt sore, fast-forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright\n  And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night\n  I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right\n  I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound\n  Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now\n  \"Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground\"\n  Fuck! Don't I know the sound of that voice?\n  Yeah, baby, hold me down\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n\n  Wake up in the hospital\n  Full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through\n  Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof\n  I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few\n  Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth\n  Shit it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through?\n  I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you\n  I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do\n\n  Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too\n  I still love your mother, that'll never change\n  Think about her every day, we just could never get it together\n  Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it\n  But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day\n  There are just too many things to explain, when it rains\n  Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain\n\n  But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame\n  I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've there never been a saint\n  I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history\n  And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say\n  I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way\n  But I just had to get away, don't know why\n  I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm\n\n  I'm going through changes\n  (Don't know what I'm going through) I'm going through changes\n  (But I just keep on going through changes)\n"}]