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watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve\nNobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen\nA lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal\nMost 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream\n\nThe power of a higher entity entered me\nMentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy\nFuck the world, but I need you to remember me\nI had doubt in myself 'cause I used to\nFear that you would look at me differently\nIf I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same\nA slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains\nTryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain\nMy life and the fame, done lost the game\n\nThe guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins\nMy soul done rained so much on my heart\nReally, I don't know where to start\nThe irony of finding self in the dark\nMy nigga, truthfully\nFeel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark\nA love-hate relationship with my thoughts\nI'm tryna shine in my own light\nThe realest nigga left in my own right\nHelping you with your vices but can't\nSeem to get a grip on my own life, yeah\n\nI was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs\nSpit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true\nMaybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase\nGotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?\n\nOff the beaten path like Blueface\nOn the North Side, had to be a Tuesday\nWalkin' slow with your kids on a school day\nWay past midnight suddenly my mood change\n\nThat's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors\nMy sister was homeless, don't visit her often\nBeen years since we talked, number changed\nSaw you and my heart broke in a couple ways\n\nI can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true\nStared in your eyes and I saw a different you\nSkated off fast 'fore I could address it\nHope I run into you 'fore we both get to Heaven\n\nWe 'ight, we 'ight\nYou opened up my eyes and helped me see the light\nWe 'ight, we 'ight\nYou opened up my eyes and helped me 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You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now\n[00:36.83] Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now\n[00:40.04] Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive\n[00:42.65] You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'\n[00:45.02] I wish I didn't have a song to write\n[00:47.57] I know you'd probably rather me keep it light\n[00:49.58] My mama told me faith is all that I need\n[00:51.80] And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe\n[00:54.44] I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to\n[00:56.70] Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it\n[00:59.47] So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve\n[01:01.36] Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen\n[01:04.57] A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal\n[01:07.67] Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream\n[01:09.63] The power of a higher entity entered me\n[01:11.80] Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy\n[01:14.63] Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me\n[01:16.60] I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to\n[01:18.02] Fear that you would look at me differently\n[01:20.03] If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same\n[01:22.64] A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains\n[01:24.74] Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain\n[01:27.21] My life and the fame, done lost the game\n[01:29.06] The guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins\n[01:30.98] My soul done rained so much on my heart\n[01:33.26] Really, I don't know where to start\n[01:34.69] The irony of finding self in the dark\n[01:36.37] My nigga, truthfully\n[01:37.45] Feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark\n[01:39.68] A love-hate relationship with my thoughts\n[01:41.44] I'm tryna shine in my own light\n[01:43.12] The realest nigga left in my own right\n[01:44.92] Helping you with your vices but can't\n[01:46.18] Seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah\n[01:50.17] I 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the light\n[02:38.71] We 'ight, we 'ight\n[02:43.48] You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy\n[02:52.02] Yeah, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha\n[02:53.49] We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah\n[02:57.43] I'm here with all my friends\n[02:59.22] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n[03:04.77] And the hoes\n[03:07.29] Ha-ha-ha-ha, yeah\n[03:08.90] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n[03:14.51] And the hoes\n[03:17.22] Can't forget about the hoes, yeah\n[03:19.72] For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what, what?\n[03:24.40] And the hoes\n[03:27.49] (Ayy, that shit sound tight)\n[03:29.36] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n[03:34.56] And the hoes\n[03:37.14] Ha-ha-ha-ha, yeah\n[03:38.81] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n[03:44.57] And the hoes\n[03:46.51] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: PTSD\n  artist: Dreamville\n 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We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah\n  I'm here with all my friends\n  This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n  And the hoes\n  Ha-ha-ha-ha, yeah\n  Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n  And the hoes\n  Can't forget about the hoes, yeah\n  For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what, what?\n  And the hoes\n  (Ayy, that shit sound tight)\n  This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n  And the hoes\n  Ha-ha-ha-ha, yeah\n  Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what, what?\n  And the hoes\n"},{"id":9714992,"name":"PTSD","trackName":"PTSD","artistName":"Dreamville","albumName":"Revenge Of The Dreamers III","duration":238.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback\nYou was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact\nQ was in for me, never needed to ask that\nPtsd, now I'm having a flashback\nTold me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap\nEnemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat\nYou the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now\nUsed to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now\nKnow I'ma miss you long as I'm alive\nYou said you need to call me, be sure I tried\nI wish I didn't have a song to write\nI know you probably follow me with your light\nMy mama told me faith is all that I need\nAnd back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe\nI still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to\nBelieve in something greater than me without being able to see it\nSo fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve\nNobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen\nA lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal\nMost 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream\nThe power of a higher entity entered me\nMentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy\nFuck the world, but I need you to remember me\nI had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently\nIf I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same\nA slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains\nTryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain\nMy life and the fame, done lost the game\nThe gift, the shame, my skin, my veins\nMy soul done rained so much on my heart\nReally I don't know where to start\nThe irony of finding self in the dark\nMy nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me\nI should've been on that ark\nA love-hate relationship with my thoughts\nI'm tryna shine in my own light\nThe realest nigga left in my own right\nHelping you with your vices\nBut can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah\nI was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs\nSpit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true\nMaybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase\nGotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?\nOff the beaten path like Blueface\nOn the North Side, had to be a Tuesday\nWalkin' slow with 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What?\nAnd the hoes, hahahaha, yeah, ay\nSaid this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?\nAnd the hoes, can't forget about the hoes, yeah\nFor the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?\nAnd the hoes (ay, that shit sound tight)\nThis is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?\nAnd the hoes, hahahaha, yeah\nAy, said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? (ay)\nAnd the hoes, can't forget about the hoes, yeah\nFor the homies, for the homies, this is for the homies, what? 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