[{"id":24454489,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":272.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous?\nMaybe that's what's making me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much?\nWhat if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\nAnd don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\nMaybe it's— (What if I'm—)\nYeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way?\nWhat if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\nLook in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared?\nWhat if he's ostracised and vilified?\nSee, peace is just an illusion\nAin't got a home, I live in confusion\nWhat if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\nI wanna escape the wedding\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lot of things I regret\nLike announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\nWatchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name\nI'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\nWanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\nBruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\nBut I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\nAt this point where you should've had kids, like\nAt this point, should've built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love?\nDon't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\nThat you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm\nWhat if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 272000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous?\n Maybe that's what's making me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much?\n What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\n And don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\n Maybe it's— (What if I'm—)\n Yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way?\n What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\n Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared?\n What if he's ostracised and vilified?\n See, peace is just an illusion\n Ain't got a home, I live in confusion\n What if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n I wanna escape the wedding\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lot of things I regret\n Like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\n Watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name\n I'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\n Wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\n Bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\n But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\n At this point where you should've had kids, like\n At this point, should've built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love?\n Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\n That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm\n What if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":25436204,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave","albumName":"James Blake","duration":272.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous?\nMaybe that's what's making me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much?\nWhat if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\nAnd don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\nMaybe it's— (What if I'm—)\nYeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way?\nWhat if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\nLook in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared?\nWhat if he's ostracised and vilified?\nSee, peace is just an illusion\nAin't got a home, I live in confusion\nWhat if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\nI wanna escape the wedding\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lot of things I regret\nLike announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\nWatchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name\nI'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\nWanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\nBruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\nBut I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\nAt this point where you should've had kids, like\nAt this point, should've built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love?\nDon't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\nThat you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm\nWhat if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave\n album: James Blake\n duration_ms: 272000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous?\n Maybe that's what's making me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much?\n What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\n And don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\n Maybe it's— (What if I'm—)\n Yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way?\n What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\n Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared?\n What if he's ostracised and vilified?\n See, peace is just an illusion\n Ain't got a home, I live in confusion\n What if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n I wanna escape the wedding\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lot of things I regret\n Like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\n Watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name\n I'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\n Wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\n Bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\n But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\n At this point where you should've had kids, like\n At this point, should've built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love?\n Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\n That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm\n What if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":38694109,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":220.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous?\nMaybe that's what's making me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much?\nWhat if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\nAnd don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\nMaybe it's— (What if I'm—)\nYeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way?\nWhat if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\nLook in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared?\nWhat if he's ostracised and vilified?\nSee, peace is just an illusion\nAin't got a home, I live in confusion\nWhat if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\nI wanna escape the wedding\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lot of things I regret\nLike announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\nWatchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name\nI'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\nWanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\nBruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\nBut I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\nAt this point where you should've had kids, like\nAt this point, should've built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love?\nDon't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\nThat you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm\nWhat if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 220000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous?\n Maybe that's what's making me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much?\n What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\n And don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\n Maybe it's— (What if I'm—)\n Yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way?\n What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\n Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared?\n What if he's ostracised and vilified?\n See, peace is just an illusion\n Ain't got a home, I live in confusion\n What if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n I wanna escape the wedding\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lot of things I regret\n Like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\n Watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name\n I'm suggestin' the same, I'ma get through the pain\n Wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\n Bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\n But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\n At this point where you should've had kids, like\n At this point, should've built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love?\n Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged? Or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\n That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm\n What if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":34446698,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave (403)","albumName":"The Boy Who Played The Harp","duration":271.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n[00:28.95] What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n[00:32.83] What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n[00:36.56] Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n[00:40.45] What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n[00:44.20] What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n[00:47.77] What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n[00:51.67] And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n[00:55.51] And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n[00:59.49] And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n[01:07.66] Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n[01:11.01] Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n[01:14.73] Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n[01:18.51] Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n[01:22.57] What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n[01:26.59] Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n[01:30.49] What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n[01:34.39] What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:46.76] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:48.44] Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n[03:50.83] What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n[03:56.08] I'm so used to bein' alone\n[03:58.36] What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n[04:00.15] What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n[04:02.47] And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n[04:04.23] What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n[04:05.91] What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n[04:08.61] Or what if I'm faded? 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(Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n[00:28.95] What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n[00:32.83] What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n[00:36.56] Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n[00:40.45] What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n[00:44.20] What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n[00:47.77] What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n[00:51.67] And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n[00:55.51] And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n[00:59.49] And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n[01:07.66] Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n[01:11.01] Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n[01:14.73] Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n[01:18.51] Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n[01:22.57] What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n[01:26.59] Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n[01:30.49] What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n[01:34.39] What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:46.76] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:48.44] Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n[03:50.83] What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n[03:56.08] I'm so used to bein' alone\n[03:58.36] What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n[04:00.15] What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n[04:02.47] And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n[04:04.23] What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n[04:05.91] What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n[04:08.61] Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n[04:11.34] That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n[04:13.67] Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n[04:17.23] Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n[04:21.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave & Tems\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 272000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n start_ms: 16430\n end_ms: 21970\n- text: What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n start_ms: 21970\n end_ms: 25070\n- text: What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n start_ms: 25070\n end_ms: 28950\n- text: What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n start_ms: 28950\n end_ms: 32830\n- text: What if I'm selfish? 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(Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous?\nMaybe that's what's making me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much?\nWhat if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\nAnd don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\nMaybe it's— (What if I'm—)\nYeah\n\n\n\n Julia Wolf “In My Room” Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified\n\n[Chorus: Dave]\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provoking\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way?\nWhat if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\nLook in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared?\nWhat if he's ostracised and vilified?\nSee, peace is just an illusion\nAin't got a home, I live in confusion\nWhat if I'm selfish?\n\n[Verse 2: James Blake]\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\nCan you settle for second?\nAnd let go of your idea of heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\nI wanna escape the wedding\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least something to [?]\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\n[Verse 3: Dave]\nI done a lot of things to regret\nLike announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\nWatchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed\nI'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n\"Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\nBruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, tried all this therapy shit, man, tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\nBut I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head\nLike, at this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\nAt this point where you should've had kids, like\nAt this point should've built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love?\nDon't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\nThat you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm\n​What if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave & James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 272000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous?\n Maybe that's what's making me nervous\n What if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much?\n What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\n And don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\n Maybe it's— (What if I'm—)\n Yeah\n\n\n\n Julia Wolf “In My Room” Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified\n\n [Chorus: Dave]\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provoking\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way?\n What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\n Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared?\n What if he's ostracised and vilified?\n See, peace is just an illusion\n Ain't got a home, I live in confusion\n What if I'm selfish?\n\n [Verse 2: James Blake]\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n Can you settle for second?\n And let go of your idea of heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n I wanna escape the wedding\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least something to [?]\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n [Verse 3: Dave]\n I done a lot of things to regret\n Like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\n Watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed\n I'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n \"Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\n Bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, tried all this therapy shit, man, tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\n But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head\n Like, at this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\n At this point where you should've had kids, like\n At this point should've built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love?\n Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged or what if waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\n That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm\n ​What if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":34227668,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave & James Blake","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":491.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous?\nMaybe that's what's making me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much?\nWhat if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?\nWhat if I'm selfish?\nWhat if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\nAnd don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\nMaybe it's— (What if I'm—)\nYeah\n\n\n\n Julia Wolf “In My Room” Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified\n\n[Chorus: Dave]\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provoking\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way?\nWhat if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\nLook in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared?\nWhat if he's ostracised and vilified?\nSee, peace is just an illusion\nAin't got a home, I live in confusion\nWhat if I'm selfish?\n\n[Verse 2: James Blake]\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\nCan you settle for second?\nAnd let go of your idea of heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\nI wanna escape the wedding\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least something to [?]\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\n[Verse 3: Dave]\nI done a lot of things to regret\nLike announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\nWatchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed\nI'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n\"Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\nBruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, tried all this therapy shit, man, tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\nBut I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head\nLike, at this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\nAt this point where you should've had kids, like\nAt this point should've built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love?\nDon't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\nThat you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm\n​What if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave & James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 491000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous?\n Maybe that's what's making me nervous\n What if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the reason they call me \"The Greatest\"\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much?\n What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason I haven't been doing it right?\n What if I'm selfish?\n What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill\n And don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?\n Maybe it's— (What if I'm—)\n Yeah\n\n\n\n Julia Wolf “In My Room” Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified\n\n [Chorus: Dave]\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.​\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provoking\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the—\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way?\n What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?\n Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared?\n What if he's ostracised and vilified?\n See, peace is just an illusion\n Ain't got a home, I live in confusion\n What if I'm selfish?\n\n [Verse 2: James Blake]\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n Can you settle for second?\n And let go of your idea of heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n I wanna escape the wedding\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least something to [?]\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n [Verse 3: Dave]\n I done a lot of things to regret\n Like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex\n Watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed\n I'm a cheat, sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n \"Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55\"\n Bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, tried all this therapy shit, man, tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed\n But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head\n Like, at this point, like, at this point where you should've been rich, like\n At this point where you should've had kids, like\n At this point should've built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love?\n Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged or what if waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven\n That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm\n ​What if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":25080625,"name":"Selfish","trackName":"Selfish","artistName":"Dave feat. James Blake","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":271.905167,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n[00:28.95] What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n[00:32.83] What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n[00:36.56] Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n[00:40.45] What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n[00:44.20] What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n[00:47.77] What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n[00:51.67] And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n[00:55.51] And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n[00:59.49] And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n[01:07.66] Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n[01:11.01] Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n[01:14.73] Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n[01:18.51] Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n[01:22.57] What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n[01:26.59] Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n[01:30.49] What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n[01:34.39] What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:46.76] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:48.44] Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n[03:50.83] What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n[03:56.08] I'm so used to bein' alone\n[03:58.36] What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n[04:00.15] What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n[04:02.47] And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n[04:04.23] What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n[04:05.91] What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n[04:08.61] Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n[04:11.34] That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n[04:13.67] Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n[04:17.23] Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n[04:21.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave feat. 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(Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? 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(Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:46.76] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n[03:48.44] Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n[03:50.83] What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n[03:56.08] I'm so used to bein' alone\n[03:58.36] What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n[04:00.15] What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n[04:02.47] And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n[04:04.23] What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n[04:05.91] What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n[04:08.61] Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n[04:11.34] That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n[04:13.67] Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n[04:17.23] Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n[04:21.87] ","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish\n artist: Dave and James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 272000\n instrumental: false\nlines:\n- text: What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n start_ms: 16430\n end_ms: 21970\n- text: What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n start_ms: 21970\n end_ms: 25070\n- text: What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n start_ms: 25070\n end_ms: 28950\n- text: What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n start_ms: 28950\n end_ms: 32830\n- text: What if I'm selfish? 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What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? 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(Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? 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(Mm)\n[01:38.52] See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n[01:43.84] Forever, forever, forever\n[01:48.39] I manage the symptoms forever\n[01:52.25] You can love how you want\n[01:55.85] I know to give is no loss\n[01:59.60] Can you settle for second\n[02:03.59] And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n[02:07.92] I know it's a lot\n[02:10.88] But it might be all that I've got\n[02:15.65] I wanna throw myself in\n[02:19.62] Snap off the mask\n[02:23.12] I want a clown that sings\n[02:27.02] And a love that lasts\n[02:31.29] I wanna escape the weddin'\n[02:34.68] Go with you to the carriage\n[02:38.26] I wanna give you my life\n[02:42.14] Or at least somethin' to cherish\n[02:46.72] But what if I'm selfish?\n[02:48.95] I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n[02:52.11] Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n[02:55.98] I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n[02:58.56] She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n[03:00.99] I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n[03:03.74] Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n[03:05.88] I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n[03:08.23] Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n[03:11.85] Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n[03:14.86] And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n[03:17.81] And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n[03:19.65] Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n[03:23.55] Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n[03:27.34] Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n[03:30.58] Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n[03:34.45] I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n[03:38.20] At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n[03:40.53] At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n[03:42.75] At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n[03:44.78] Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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(Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43]What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97]What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07]What if I'm jealous? 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Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":"[00:16.43] What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n[00:21.97] What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n[00:25.07] What if I'm jealous? 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What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish (feat. James Blake)\n artist: Dave, James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 274000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":35186585,"name":"Selfish (feat. James Blake)","trackName":"Selfish (feat. James Blake)","artistName":"Dave/James Blake","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":315.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish (feat. James Blake)\n artist: Dave/James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n duration_ms: 315000\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n"},{"id":38092572,"name":"Selfish (feat. James Blake)","trackName":"Selfish (feat. James Blake)","artistName":"Dave, James Blake","albumName":"The Boy Who Played the Harp","duration":null,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\nWhat if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\nWhat if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\nWhat if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\nIs also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\nWhat if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\nWhat if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\nWhat if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\nAnd don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\nAnd what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\nAnd what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\nMaybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\nLook at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\nMaybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\nGave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\nWhat if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\nLike, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\nWhat if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\nWhat if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\nSee, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\nForever, forever, forever\nI manage the symptoms forever\nYou can love how you want\nI know to give is no loss\n\nCan you settle for second\nAnd let go of your idea of Heaven?\nI know it's a lot\nBut it might be all that I've got\n\nI wanna throw myself in\nSnap off the mask\nI want a clown that sings\nAnd a love that lasts\n\nI wanna escape the weddin'\nGo with you to the carriage\nI wanna give you my life\nOr at least somethin' to cherish\nBut what if I'm selfish?\n\nI done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\nDon't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\nI'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\nShe told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\nI'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\nBag full of trauma, I left on the train\nI'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\nSat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\nLike I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\nAnd then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\nAnd this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\nMiddle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\nYour appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\nMan, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\nBruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\nI've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\nAt this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\nAt this point where you shoulda had kids, like\nAt this point shoulda built you a life, like\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\nLook around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\nLook around you, don't you feel like, like\nWhat if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\nI'm so used to bein' alone\n\nWhat if I'm somebody nobody wants?\nWhat if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\nAnd have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\nWhat if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\nWhat if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\nOr what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\nThat I might have left all my best years behind me?\nOr what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\nOr what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n title: Selfish (feat. James Blake)\n artist: Dave, James Blake\n album: The Boy Who Played the Harp\n instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n What if I'm selfish? What if I'm the reason behind it?\n What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?\n What if I'm jealous? Maybe that's what's makin' me nervous\n What if my effort of pullin' you close are pushin' you further?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the reason they call me the greatest\n Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?\n What if I'm too much? What if I settled and I didn't fight?\n What if my fear of doin' it wrong's the reason I haven't been doin' it right?\n\n What if I'm selfish? What if the kids just wanna be kids\n And don't wanna live in and outta the news and chill, and don't even wanna be rich?\n And what if I'm so self-centred that I don't even realise what I could miss?\n And what if I'm, what if I'm fallin' in the abyss? Maybe it's (what if I'm) yeah\n\n Maybe it's dark, maybe it's day, maybe it's too many nights in L.A.\n Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills\n Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe the media or the provokin'\n Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it\n\n What if it's better with me out the way? What if it's better with me out the\n Like, what if it's better with me out the way? What if I'm poison? What if I'm cancer?\n What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild? Look in my eyes, you're seein' a child\n What if he's broken? What if he's scared? What if he's ostracised and vilified? (Mm)\n See, peace is just an illusion, ain't got a home, I live in confusion, what if I'm selfish?\n\n Forever, forever, forever\n I manage the symptoms forever\n You can love how you want\n I know to give is no loss\n\n Can you settle for second\n And let go of your idea of Heaven?\n I know it's a lot\n But it might be all that I've got\n\n I wanna throw myself in\n Snap off the mask\n I want a clown that sings\n And a love that lasts\n\n I wanna escape the weddin'\n Go with you to the carriage\n I wanna give you my life\n Or at least somethin' to cherish\n But what if I'm selfish?\n\n I done a lotta things I regret, like announcin' our split on a text\n Don't know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex, watchin' her stories to see if she checks\n I'm a mess, I don't know if my head's in the game\n She told me don't mention her name, I'm suggestin' the same\n I'ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain\n\n Bag full of trauma, I left on the train\n I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I'm a cheat\n Sat in a therapist chair cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street\n Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat, I'm disloyal\n And then I go mad, reflection tellin' me I'm just like my dad\n And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad\n\n Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, \"Sorry, David, we don't have any more time\n Your appointment 'til 4:00, and it's 3:55\", bruh, I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died\n Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit\n Bruh, I know, wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road\n\n I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like\n At this point, like, at this point where you shoulda been rich, like\n At this point where you shoulda had kids, like\n At this point shoulda built you a life, like\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n\n Look around you, don't you feel you're behind? Like\n Look around you, don't you feel like, like\n What if I never find love? Don't know if it's scarier, the thought of us two together or bein' alone\n I'm so used to bein' alone\n\n What if I'm somebody nobody wants?\n What if I'm damaged or what if I waited too long\n And have mould on me? What if I'm cold on me?\n What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?\n\n What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?\n Or what if I'm faded? Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me\n That I might have left all my best years behind me?\n Or what if I'm scared as I touch 27 that you don't appear in my idea of Heaven?\n Or what if I'm, what if I'm, what if I'm selfish?\n"}]