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salvation\n[01:16.09] Reset\n[01:26.68] No, I don't wanna feel that again\n[01:28.43] I would've been productive with my time\n[01:30.66] If I wasn't so scared of an outcome\n[01:33.00] That didn't come true\n[01:36.47] Depressed\n[01:37.38] No, I don't wanna feel that again\n[01:39.11] I would've somebody if I wasn't so\n[01:41.77] Insistent on being a facade of myself\n[01:47.10] The panic\n[01:48.35] The vomit\n[01:49.74] The panic\n[01:51.05] The vomit\n[01:52.37] God loves his children\n[01:54.67] God loves his children, yeah\n[01:58.04] Keep an ear to the ground\n[02:10.48] Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)\n[02:18.37] Keep an ear to the ground\n[02:21.38] Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)\n[02:28.83] Where does the pain go?\n[02:30.43] Turns out that no one knows\n[02:33.19] You fed me a fable\n[02:35.77] And I followed the rainbow\n[02:38.62] Nothing is stable\n[02:41.17] I wish you'd just say so\n[02:43.92] I followed my dreams and now\n[02:47.36] I'm seeking salvation\n[03:23.20] I've made so many mistakes and I'm sick of it\n[03:25.37] I don't wanna sing about how I hate myself\n[03:28.13] Anymore, I want it over and done\n[03:30.66] 25 years have amounted to nothing much\n[03:33.96] Watching everyone succeed in the industry\n[03:36.01] Watching my hard work decay into atrophy\n[03:38.69] Watching my checking break even month after month\n[03:41.33] Watching tv turns my default mode network off\n[03:44.32] Eyes glued to screens for upwards of 8 hours\n[03:46.47] The media is god and I am a coward\n[03:49.32] Duality in knowing human creation's the\n[03:52.03] Meaning of life and I don't get a say in it\n[03:55.04] I just wanted to be somebody special\n[03:57.03] I thought I was seeking my parents' approval\n[03:59.89] In the end I failed despite how hard I tried\n[04:02.69] I guess it's time to hang it up and go swallow my pride\n[04:36.69] Where does the pain go?\n[04:36.76] Turns out that no one 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true\n[01:36.47]Depressed\n[01:37.38]No, I don't wanna feel that again\n[01:39.11]I would've somebody if I wasn't so\n[01:41.77]Insistent on being a facade of myself\n[01:47.10]The panic\n[01:48.35]The vomit\n[01:49.74]The panic\n[01:51.05]The vomit\n[01:52.37]God loves his children\n[01:54.67]God loves his children, yeah\n[01:58.04]Keep an ear to the ground\n[02:10.48]Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)\n[02:18.37]Keep an ear to the ground\n[02:21.38]Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)\n[02:28.83]Where does the pain go?\n[02:30.43]Turns out that no one knows\n[02:33.19]You fed me a fable\n[02:35.77]And I followed the rainbow\n[02:38.62]Nothing is stable\n[02:41.17]I wish you'd just say so\n[02:43.92]I followed my dreams and now\n[02:47.36]I'm seeking salvation\n[03:23.20]I've made so many mistakes and I'm sick of it\n[03:25.37]I don't wanna sing about how I hate myself\n[03:28.13]Anymore, I want it over and done\n[03:30.66]25 years have amounted to 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start_ms: 108350\n  end_ms: 109740\n- text: The panic\n  start_ms: 109740\n  end_ms: 111050\n- text: The vomit\n  start_ms: 111050\n  end_ms: 112370\n- text: God loves his children\n  start_ms: 112370\n  end_ms: 114670\n- text: God loves his children, yeah\n  start_ms: 114670\n  end_ms: 118040\n- text: Keep an ear to the ground\n  start_ms: 118040\n  end_ms: 130480\n- text: Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)\n  start_ms: 130480\n  end_ms: 138370\n- text: Keep an ear to the ground\n  start_ms: 138370\n  end_ms: 141380\n- text: Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)\n  start_ms: 141380\n  end_ms: 148830\n- text: Where does the pain go?\n  start_ms: 148830\n  end_ms: 150430\n- text: Turns out that no one knows\n  start_ms: 150430\n  end_ms: 153190\n- text: You fed me a fable\n  start_ms: 153190\n  end_ms: 155770\n- text: And I followed the rainbow\n  start_ms: 155770\n  end_ms: 158620\n- text: Nothing is stable\n  start_ms: 158620\n  end_ms: 161170\n- text: I 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end_ms: 226470\n- text: The media is god and I am a coward\n  start_ms: 226470\n  end_ms: 229320\n- text: Duality in knowing human creation's the\n  start_ms: 229320\n  end_ms: 232030\n- text: Meaning of life and I don't get a say in it\n  start_ms: 232030\n  end_ms: 235040\n- text: I just wanted to be somebody special\n  start_ms: 235040\n  end_ms: 237030\n- text: I thought I was seeking my parents' approval\n  start_ms: 237030\n  end_ms: 239890\n- text: In the end I failed despite how hard I tried\n  start_ms: 239890\n  end_ms: 242690\n- text: I guess it's time to hang it up and go swallow my pride\n  start_ms: 242690\n  end_ms: 276690\n- text: Where does the pain go?\n  start_ms: 276690\n  end_ms: 276760\n- text: Turns out that no one knows\n  start_ms: 276760\n  end_ms: 276960\n- text: You fed me a fable\n  start_ms: 276960\n  end_ms: 277030\n- text: And I followed the rainbow\n  start_ms: 277030\n  end_ms: 277140\n- text: Nothing is stable\n  start_ms: 277140\n  end_ms: 277340\n- text: I wish you'd just say so\n  start_ms: 277340\n  end_ms: 277420\n- text: I followed my dreams and now\n  start_ms: 277420\n  end_ms: 277670\n- text: I'm seeking salvation\n  start_ms: 277670\n  end_ms: 277780\n- text: ''\n  start_ms: 277780\nplain: |-\n  I tried to vocalize my troubles but nobody would listen\n  I know I'm cryptic and I'm weird that shit comes off as indifferent\n\n  Keep an ear to the ground\n  Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)\n  Keep an ear to the ground\n  Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)\n\n  Where does the pain go?\n  Turns out that no one knows\n  You fed me a fable\n  And I followed the rainbow\n\n  Nothing is stable\n  I wish you'd just say so\n  I followed my dreams and now\n  I'm seeking salvation\n\n  Reset\n  No, I don't wanna feel that again\n  I would've been productive with my time\n  If I wasn't so scared of an outcome\n  That didn't come true\n\n  Depressed\n  No, I don't wanna feel that again\n  I would've somebody if I wasn't so\n  Insistent on being a facade of myself\n\n  The panic\n  The vomit\n  The panic\n  The vomit\n  God loves his children\n  God loves his children, yeah\n\n  Keep an ear to the ground\n  Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)\n  Keep an ear to the ground\n  Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)\n\n  Where does the pain go?\n  Turns out that no one knows\n  You fed me a fable\n  And I followed the rainbow\n\n  Nothing is stable\n  I wish you'd just say so\n  I followed my dreams and now\n  I'm seeking salvation\n\n  I've made so many mistakes and I'm sick of it\n  I don't wanna sing about how I hate myself\n  Anymore, I want it over and done\n  25 years have amounted to nothing much\n\n  Watching everyone succeed in the industry\n  Watching my hard work decay into atrophy\n  Watching my checking break even month after month\n  Watching tv turns my default mode network off\n\n  Eyes glued to screens for upwards of 8 hours\n  The media is god and I am a coward\n  Duality in knowing human creation's the\n  Meaning of life and I don't get a say in it\n\n  I just wanted to be somebody special\n  I thought I was seeking my parents' approval\n  In the end I failed despite how hard I tried\n  I guess it's time to hang it up and go swallow my pride\n\n  Where does the pain go?\n  Turns out that no one knows\n  You fed me a fable\n  And I followed the rainbow\n\n  Nothing is stable\n  I wish you'd just say so\n  I followed my dreams and now\n  I'm seeking salvation\n"}]