[{"id":11510983,"name":"Imperfect","trackName":"Imperfect","artistName":"Cxrpse","albumName":"Exile","duration":99.606,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":false,"plainLyrics":"(Imma make yo cxrpse dance, cxrpse dance)\nThis is a fuckin', personal ass song. Something like that, uh\nRaw emotion type beat, whatever, right\n\nNo amount of words could explain\nHow much I hate myself\nNothing fucking matters anyway\nI might just take myself, out\nHit myself with the old yeller\nCus lately I been feeling so depressed under the weather\nEverybody been making me feel worthless\nBeginning to end but either way I'm still working\nThought we had something but I guess it's not worth it\nSo everybody's happy in this stalemate but I'm hurting\nDamn, ain't it a shame how we throw blame\nWe fuck each other's brains\nScream then feel the throat pain\nOverdosing and blowing the cocaine\nI spent the summer drugged out so I had to go drain\nThe way I'm feeling, cus you couldn't imagine it\nThoughts of suicide, because I couldn't manage it\nHad to step away and take a look where my passion is\nCollege dropout but still a high school graduate\nAnd then I ask\nAre you proud of me Mom?\nAre you proud of me dad?\nAm I proud that I'm sad?\nFuck no\nIf it was up to me I'd never be mad\nNever feel any way, always glad to be glad\nBut, life don't work that way\nYou gotta work everyday, to secure that place\nUh, and don't hurt that face\nGo to the sink and splash some water\nYou deserve that day\nBasically I always struggled with depression\nIt always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson\nI'm trynna learn to take the fucking day like it's a blessing\nLeave the past in the past\nIt's time to focus on the present\n\nOh my god my voice cracked dummy hard","syncedLyrics":null,"lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: Imperfect\n  artist: Cxrpse\n  album: Exile\n  duration_ms: 99606\n  instrumental: false\nlines: []\nplain: |-\n  (Imma make yo cxrpse dance, cxrpse dance)\n  This is a fuckin', personal ass song. Something like that, uh\n  Raw emotion type beat, whatever, right\n\n  No amount of words could explain\n  How much I hate myself\n  Nothing fucking matters anyway\n  I might just take myself, out\n  Hit myself with the old yeller\n  Cus lately I been feeling so depressed under the weather\n  Everybody been making me feel worthless\n  Beginning to end but either way I'm still working\n  Thought we had something but I guess it's not worth it\n  So everybody's happy in this stalemate but I'm hurting\n  Damn, ain't it a shame how we throw blame\n  We fuck each other's brains\n  Scream then feel the throat pain\n  Overdosing and blowing the cocaine\n  I spent the summer drugged out so I had to go drain\n  The way I'm feeling, cus you couldn't imagine it\n  Thoughts of suicide, because I couldn't manage it\n  Had to step away and take a look where my passion is\n  College dropout but still a high school graduate\n  And then I ask\n  Are you proud of me Mom?\n  Are you proud of me dad?\n  Am I proud that I'm sad?\n  Fuck no\n  If it was up to me I'd never be mad\n  Never feel any way, always glad to be glad\n  But, life don't work that way\n  You gotta work everyday, to secure that place\n  Uh, and don't hurt that face\n  Go to the sink and splash some water\n  You deserve that day\n  Basically I always struggled with depression\n  It always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson\n  I'm trynna learn to take the fucking day like it's a blessing\n  Leave the past in the past\n  It's time to focus on the present\n\n  Oh my god my voice cracked dummy hard\n"}]