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start_ms: 225270\nplain: |-\n  Who was I to call for help?\n  You see she don't love herself\n  Let me buy your burden\n  I will stand will still see\n  I can keep the cuts deep in my guts so you don't need to\n  You don't need to\n  (Hey)\n  They're not good for\n  Using you good for\n  But you're letting it happen\n  Why you letting it happen?\n  Sharing what they sip\n  Persuading tongue up on the tip\n  I'd rather slip than watch the fall\n\n  I keep along\n  I keep along, oh oh oh\n  I keep along, oh\n  Oh, oh oh oh\n  (Oh)\n\n  I take another breath of cold air\n  On a long road leading nowhere\n  Lyin' to myself, my subconscious is dishonest\n  Work your whole life for something\n  Just to realise you didn't want it\n  Ask myself, \"is it even worth it\"\n  Too worried about bein' a decent person\n  Just to feel alive I fill my body with this lethal poison\n  Livin' out my dreams in reality, didn't even enjoy it\n  That's how you end up here, stranded\n  Gamblin' on them chances\n  Looking back in lil glances\n  Turnin' down those advances\n  I leave here and go home\n  And use this shit to my advantage\n  Don't let it change the damage\n  My perspective of this planet\n  Keep doin' it as I planned it\n  I'm from where they pull things out like Janet\n  Bang brains out 'til they hang out like friends\n  Over at their parents\n  No such thing as fairness\n  Wear that pain like it's brandished\n  Float around trapped in the same life, like damnit\n  Make me go insane, like I'm manic\n  My loved ones dying, my baby sister crying\n  The only thing I can say is it ain't time to panic\n  I don't need to pop cannon\n  My stomach doin' backflips\n  When it happen to felt like\n  A pedestrian runnin' into traffic\n  I'm over it, focusing\n  I'm living how I'm supposed to live\n  Hope that I can escape this hopelessness\n  When I just don't exist\n\n  Inside\n  Something\n  Doesn't feel right\n  Maybe\n  Because\n  I'm rotting\n  Try to\n  Hard to\n  Find something to hold onto\n  When I need\n  To let everything\n  Go\n"}]