[{"id":1368225,"name":"TONYA","trackName":"TONYA","artistName":"BROCKHAMPTON","albumName":"iridescence","duration":283.0,"instrumental":false,"hasWordSync":true,"plainLyrics":"Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up\nMmm-mhm\nBecause I'm afraid to disappoint\nOoh, oh, no\nOh, no\nAnd I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\nAnd I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\nWe were sat outside on the hardwood floor\nWith our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe\nI be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls\nAnd I see the names circling our thoughts\nAnd I think about if we lose it all\nAnd I turn to shit that you'd never want\nLike the smoke, the drink, anything at all\nAnd I'll say again, sorry, I don't call\nThere's no money on my mind, but my money or my mind\nWhat's the first to fall?\nI never wanted this shit, yeah\nAnd I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\nAnd I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\nSometimes it be so spot on it hurts\nLike when Auntie couldn't decide\nBetween going to work or church\nI've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt\nI feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt\nI said, I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away\nI deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day\nFor a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate\nI'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?\nMy ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya\nBig eyed monster, only face to conquer\nI hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'\nUntil them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in\nAnd maybe it means nothing\nBut I have to say I think about you often\nAnd if you want no part with me\nI'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\nAnd maybe it means nothing\nBut I have to say I think about you often\nAnd if you want no part with me\nI'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\nI took a plane to somewhere that I've never been\nToo many times without my sister and my brother\nDad or mother by my side but they're in spirit\nI always hear it, I know they feel it\nMy mom will always have these dreams that used to keep her up at night\nI smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time\nI'm void of feelin'\nThe reasons I'm so out of touch, now start revealin'\nBut I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am\nOr how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect\nBut I guess that's just the shit I'm into\nI fantasize about a time when everything was simple\nMy shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to\nThe way it stands to me\nA victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family\nWhat's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?\nWhat's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine\nSo sour, in this light of lime\nDaddy said \"study or get that cash\"\nMommy said \"your career ain't gon' last\"\nLoose change, call a cab, move out their pad\nI just need a chance to move past my past\nDon't think too fast, private jets still crash\nAnd I still fly coach, and I still hit a roach\nAnd I still see roaches at the crib where my folks at\nTouch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man\n(Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it)\nI will\nAnd I've been feelin' like I don't matter how\nCan I tell you how?\nCan I tell you now?","syncedLyrics":"[00:36.00] Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up\n[00:42.29] Mmm-mhm\n[00:45.88] Because I'm afraid to disappoint\n[00:51.26] Ooh, oh, no\n[00:54.23] Oh, no\n[00:58.59] And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n[01:04.73] And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n[01:10.76] We were sat outside on the hardwood floor\n[01:13.98] With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe\n[01:17.06] I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls\n[01:20.05] And I see the names circling our thoughts\n[01:23.08] And I think about if we lose it all\n[01:25.80] And I turn to shit that you'd never want\n[01:29.03] Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all\n[01:31.68] And I'll say again, sorry, I don't call\n[01:35.00] There's no money on my mind, but my money or my mind\n[01:37.91] What's the first to fall?\n[01:39.37] I never wanted this shit, yeah\n[01:48.59] And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n[01:53.17] And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n[01:58.87] Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts\n[02:02.06] Like when Auntie couldn't decide\n[02:03.60] Between going to work or church\n[02:05.19] I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt\n[02:08.05] I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt\n[02:11.04] I said, I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away\n[02:13.88] I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day\n[02:17.38] For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate\n[02:19.97] I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?\n[02:23.31] My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya\n[02:26.69] Big eyed monster, only face to conquer\n[02:29.36] I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'\n[02:32.45] Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in\n[02:35.53] And maybe it means nothing\n[02:36.66] But I have to say I think about you often\n[02:41.61] And if you want no part with me\n[02:42.62] I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n[02:47.02] And maybe it means nothing\n[02:48.36] But I have to say I think about you often\n[02:52.97] And if you want no part with me\n[02:55.02] I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n[02:58.74] I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been\n[03:01.35] Too many times without my sister and my brother\n[03:03.82] Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit\n[03:06.02] I always hear it, I know they feel it\n[03:09.72] My mom will always have these dreams that used to keep her up at night\n[03:13.28] I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time\n[03:16.74] I'm void of feelin'\n[03:17.61] The reasons I'm so out of touch, now start revealin'\n[03:21.55] But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am\n[03:25.66] Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect\n[03:28.63] But I guess that's just the shit I'm into\n[03:30.22] I fantasize about a time when everything was simple\n[03:33.52] My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to\n[03:35.93] The way it stands to me\n[03:37.80] A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family\n[03:40.46] What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?\n[03:43.82] What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine\n[03:46.70] So sour, in this light of lime\n[03:49.72] Daddy said \"study or get that cash\"\n[03:52.94] Mommy said \"your career ain't gon' last\"\n[03:55.87] Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad\n[03:58.89] I just need a chance to move past my past\n[04:01.78] Don't think too fast, private jets still crash\n[04:04.90] And I still fly coach, and I still hit a roach\n[04:07.92] And I still see roaches at the crib where my folks at\n[04:11.22] Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man\n[04:14.10] (Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it)\n[04:17.11] I will\n[04:18.90] And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how\n[04:28.17] Can I tell you how?\n[04:31.46] Can I tell you now?","lyricsfile":"version: '1.0'\nmetadata:\n  title: TONYA\n  artist: BROCKHAMPTON\n  album: iridescence\n  duration_ms: 283000\n  instrumental: false\n  language: en\nlines:\n- text: And mother, I am sorry, I never pick up, mm-hmm\n  start_ms: 36770\n  end_ms: 46050\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 36770\n  - text: 'mother, '\n    start_ms: 37643\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 38477\n  - text: 'am '\n    start_ms: 38874\n  - text: 'sorry, '\n    start_ms: 39132\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 40720\n  - text: 'never '\n    start_ms: 41137\n  - text: 'pick '\n    start_ms: 41832\n  - text: 'up, '\n    start_ms: 42269\n  - text: mm-\n    start_ms: 44254\n  - text: hmm\n    start_ms: 44849\n- text: Because I'm afraid to disappoint, ooh, ooh-ah, ooh, no\n  start_ms: 46050\n  end_ms: 60660\n  words:\n  - text: 'Because '\n    start_ms: 46050\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 47190\n  - text: 'afraid '\n    start_ms: 47390\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 48810\n  - text: 'disappoint, '\n    start_ms: 49170\n  - text: 'ooh, '\n    start_ms: 52230\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 53330\n  - text: 'ah, '\n    start_ms: 53730\n  - text: 'ooh, '\n    start_ms: 56270\n  - text: no\n    start_ms: 56650\n- text: Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  start_ms: 60690\n  end_ms: 66010\n  words:\n  - text: 'Hey, '\n    start_ms: 60690\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 61290\n  - text: 'I''ve '\n    start_ms: 61590\n  - text: 'been '\n    start_ms: 61940\n  - text: 'feelin'' '\n    start_ms: 62110\n  - text: 'like '\n    start_ms: 62510\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 62770\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 62870\n  - text: 'matter '\n    start_ms: 63170\n  - text: 'how '\n    start_ms: 64170\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 64450\n  - text: 'used '\n    start_ms: 64690\n  - text: to\n    start_ms: 65090\n- text: Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  start_ms: 66030\n  end_ms: 71970\n  words:\n  - text: 'Hey, '\n    start_ms: 66030\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 67310\n  - text: 'I''ve '\n    start_ms: 67750\n  - text: 'been '\n    start_ms: 67950\n  - text: 'feelin'' '\n    start_ms: 68130\n  - text: 'like '\n    start_ms: 68510\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 68790\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 68890\n  - text: 'matter '\n    start_ms: 69170\n  - text: 'how '\n    start_ms: 70190\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 70390\n  - text: 'used '\n    start_ms: 70730\n  - text: to\n    start_ms: 71090\n- text: We were sat outside on the Harvard floor\n  start_ms: 71970\n  end_ms: 74730\n  words:\n  - text: 'We '\n    start_ms: 71970\n  - text: 'were '\n    start_ms: 72220\n  - text: 'sat '\n    start_ms: 72310\n  - text: 'outside '\n    start_ms: 72650\n  - text: 'on '\n    start_ms: 73270\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 73430\n  - text: 'Harvard '\n    start_ms: 73810\n  - text: floor\n    start_ms: 74490\n- text: With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe\n  start_ms: 74760\n  end_ms: 77350\n  words:\n  - text: 'With '\n    start_ms: 74760\n  - text: 'our '\n    start_ms: 75032\n  - text: 'feet '\n    start_ms: 75439\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 75730\n  - text: 'dirt, '\n    start_ms: 75924\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 76254\n  - text: 'our '\n    start_ms: 76467\n  - text: 'hearts '\n    start_ms: 76797\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 77166\n  - text: awe\n    start_ms: 77282\n- text: I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls\n  start_ms: 77350\n  end_ms: 80530\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 77350\n  - text: 'be '\n    start_ms: 77868\n  - text: 'losin'' '\n    start_ms: 78287\n  - text: 'sleep '\n    start_ms: 78785\n  - text: 'thinkin'' '\n    start_ms: 79104\n  - text: '''bout '\n    start_ms: 79463\n  - text: 'missed '\n    start_ms: 79822\n  - text: calls\n    start_ms: 80181\n- text: And I see the names circling our thoughts\n  start_ms: 80530\n  end_ms: 83440\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 80530\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 80870\n  - text: 'see '\n    start_ms: 81270\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 81550\n  - text: 'names '\n    start_ms: 81750\n  - text: 'circling '\n    start_ms: 82110\n  - text: 'our '\n    start_ms: 82810\n  - text: thoughts\n    start_ms: 83170\n- text: And I think about if we lose it all\n  start_ms: 83450\n  end_ms: 86540\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 83450\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 84227\n  - text: 'think '\n    start_ms: 84267\n  - text: 'about '\n    start_ms: 84626\n  - text: 'if '\n    start_ms: 85145\n  - text: 'we '\n    start_ms: 85324\n  - text: 'lose '\n    start_ms: 85503\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 85922\n  - text: all\n    start_ms: 86201\n- text: And I turn to shit that you'd never want\n  start_ms: 86540\n  end_ms: 89500\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 86540\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 86880\n  - text: 'turn '\n    start_ms: 87220\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 87520\n  - text: 'shit '\n    start_ms: 87740\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 88160\n  - text: 'you''d '\n    start_ms: 88340\n  - text: 'never '\n    start_ms: 88560\n  - text: want\n    start_ms: 89200\n- text: Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all\n  start_ms: 89500\n  end_ms: 92570\n  words:\n  - text: 'Like '\n    start_ms: 89500\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 89840\n  - text: 'smoke, '\n    start_ms: 90220\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 90560\n  - text: 'drink, '\n    start_ms: 90740\n  - text: 'anything '\n    start_ms: 91220\n  - text: 'at '\n    start_ms: 91940\n  - text: all\n    start_ms: 92300\n- text: And I'll say again, \"Sorry, I don't call\"\n  start_ms: 92660\n  end_ms: 95670\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 92660\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 92958\n  - text: 'say '\n    start_ms: 93375\n  - text: 'again, '\n    start_ms: 93713\n  - text: '\"Sorry, '\n    start_ms: 94170\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 94706\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 94985\n  - text: call\"\n    start_ms: 95342\n- text: There's no money on my mind\n  start_ms: 95670\n  end_ms: 96910\n  words:\n  - text: 'There''s '\n    start_ms: 95670\n  - text: 'no '\n    start_ms: 95885\n  - text: 'money '\n    start_ms: 96080\n  - text: 'on '\n    start_ms: 96432\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 96588\n  - text: mind\n    start_ms: 96758\n- text: But my money or my mind\n  start_ms: 96910\n  end_ms: 98530\n  words:\n  - text: 'But '\n    start_ms: 96910\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 97310\n  - text: 'money '\n    start_ms: 97510\n  - text: 'or '\n    start_ms: 97890\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 98070\n  - text: mind\n    start_ms: 98290\n- text: What's the first to fall?\n  start_ms: 98580\n  end_ms: 100750\n  words:\n  - text: 'What''s '\n    start_ms: 98580\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 98894\n  - text: 'first '\n    start_ms: 99091\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 99483\n  - text: fall?\n    start_ms: 99837\n- text: I never wanted this shit, yeah\n  start_ms: 100750\n  end_ms: 108010\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 100750\n  - text: 'never '\n    start_ms: 101664\n  - text: 'wanted '\n    start_ms: 102041\n  - text: 'this '\n    start_ms: 102419\n  - text: 'shit, '\n    start_ms: 102855\n  - text: yeah\n    start_ms: 105934\n- text: Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  start_ms: 108010\n  end_ms: 114210\n  words:\n  - text: 'Hey, '\n    start_ms: 108010\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 109270\n  - text: 'I''ve '\n    start_ms: 109690\n  - text: 'been '\n    start_ms: 109890\n  - text: 'feelin'' '\n    start_ms: 110070\n  - text: 'like '\n    start_ms: 110470\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 110730\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 110830\n  - text: 'matter '\n    start_ms: 111130\n  - text: 'how '\n    start_ms: 112130\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 112430\n  - text: 'used '\n    start_ms: 112650\n  - text: to\n    start_ms: 113050\n- text: Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  start_ms: 114230\n  end_ms: 119700\n  words:\n  - text: 'Hey, '\n    start_ms: 114230\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 115270\n  - text: 'I''ve '\n    start_ms: 115710\n  - text: 'been '\n    start_ms: 115920\n  - text: 'feelin'' '\n    start_ms: 116090\n  - text: 'like '\n    start_ms: 116470\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 116750\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 116850\n  - text: 'matter '\n    start_ms: 117070\n  - text: 'how '\n    start_ms: 118150\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 118350\n  - text: 'used '\n    start_ms: 118370\n  - text: to\n    start_ms: 119070\n- text: Sometimes, it be so spot on it hurts\n  start_ms: 119710\n  end_ms: 122560\n  words:\n  - text: 'Sometimes, '\n    start_ms: 119710\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 121210\n  - text: 'be '\n    start_ms: 121310\n  - text: 'so '\n    start_ms: 121490\n  - text: 'spot '\n    start_ms: 121670\n  - text: 'on '\n    start_ms: 121990\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 122170\n  - text: hurts\n    start_ms: 122290\n- text: Like when Auntie couldn't decide between going to work or church\n  start_ms: 122570\n  end_ms: 125690\n  words:\n  - text: 'Like '\n    start_ms: 122570\n  - text: 'when '\n    start_ms: 122950\n  - text: 'Auntie '\n    start_ms: 123110\n  - text: 'couldn''t '\n    start_ms: 123410\n  - text: 'decide '\n    start_ms: 123690\n  - text: 'between '\n    start_ms: 124090\n  - text: 'going '\n    start_ms: 124470\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 124750\n  - text: 'work '\n    start_ms: 124930\n  - text: 'or '\n    start_ms: 125190\n  - text: church\n    start_ms: 125370\n- text: I been in my feelings on an island in the dirt\n  start_ms: 125690\n  end_ms: 128480\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 125690\n  - text: 'been '\n    start_ms: 125890\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 126530\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 126670\n  - text: 'feelings '\n    start_ms: 126910\n  - text: 'on '\n    start_ms: 127290\n  - text: 'an '\n    start_ms: 127410\n  - text: 'island '\n    start_ms: 127650\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 128010\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 128130\n  - text: dirt\n    start_ms: 128290\n- text: I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt\n  start_ms: 128490\n  end_ms: 131490\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 128490\n  - text: 'feel '\n    start_ms: 128768\n  - text: 'like '\n    start_ms: 128947\n  - text: 'brothers '\n    start_ms: 129523\n  - text: 'lie '\n    start_ms: 129861\n  - text: 'just '\n    start_ms: 130099\n  - text: 'so '\n    start_ms: 130258\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 130417\n  - text: 'feelings '\n    start_ms: 130636\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 130993\n  - text: 'get '\n    start_ms: 131212\n  - text: hurt\n    start_ms: 131331\n- text: I said, \"I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away\"\n  start_ms: 131490\n  end_ms: 134430\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 131490\n  - text: 'said, '\n    start_ms: 131706\n  - text: '\"I''ll '\n    start_ms: 131844\n  - text: 'try '\n    start_ms: 132001\n  - text: 'vacation, '\n    start_ms: 132257\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 133437\n  - text: 'try '\n    start_ms: 133575\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 133830\n  - text: 'run '\n    start_ms: 133948\n  - text: away\"\n    start_ms: 134165\n- text: I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day\n  start_ms: 134430\n  end_ms: 137500\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 134430\n  - text: 'deleted '\n    start_ms: 134950\n  - text: 'Facebook, '\n    start_ms: 135430\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 136270\n  - text: 'trade '\n    start_ms: 136410\n  - text: 'fame '\n    start_ms: 136710\n  - text: 'any '\n    start_ms: 136990\n  - text: day\n    start_ms: 137270\n- text: For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate\n  start_ms: 137530\n  end_ms: 140460\n  words:\n  - text: 'For '\n    start_ms: 137530\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 137970\n  - text: 'quiet '\n    start_ms: 138110\n  - text: 'Texas '\n    start_ms: 138430\n  - text: 'place '\n    start_ms: 138830\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 139330\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 139450\n  - text: 'barbecue '\n    start_ms: 139570\n  - text: plate\n    start_ms: 140090\n- text: I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?\n  start_ms: 140490\n  end_ms: 144150\n  words:\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 140490\n  - text: 'switch '\n    start_ms: 140710\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 140950\n  - text: 'place '\n    start_ms: 141170\n  - text: 'if '\n    start_ms: 141510\n  - text: 'that''s '\n    start_ms: 141650\n  - text: 'good '\n    start_ms: 141910\n  - text: 'for '\n    start_ms: 142250\n  - text: 'you, '\n    start_ms: 142450\n  - text: 'is '\n    start_ms: 143070\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 143210\n  - text: 'good '\n    start_ms: 143390\n  - text: 'for '\n    start_ms: 143750\n  - text: you?\n    start_ms: 143930\n- text: My ghost still haunt ya, my life is I, Tonya\n  start_ms: 144160\n  end_ms: 147240\n  words:\n  - text: 'My '\n    start_ms: 144160\n  - text: 'ghost '\n    start_ms: 144560\n  - text: 'still '\n    start_ms: 144860\n  - text: 'haunt '\n    start_ms: 145180\n  - text: 'ya, '\n    start_ms: 145480\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 145900\n  - text: 'life '\n    start_ms: 146020\n  - text: 'is '\n    start_ms: 146260\n  - text: 'I, '\n    start_ms: 146460\n  - text: Tonya\n    start_ms: 146700\n- text: A big-eyed monster, only face to conquer\n  start_ms: 147240\n  end_ms: 150200\n  words:\n  - text: 'A '\n    start_ms: 147240\n  - text: big-\n    start_ms: 147615\n  - text: 'eyed '\n    start_ms: 147891\n  - text: 'monster, '\n    start_ms: 148187\n  - text: 'only '\n    start_ms: 149075\n  - text: 'face '\n    start_ms: 149332\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 149549\n  - text: conquer\n    start_ms: 149687\n- text: I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'\n  start_ms: 150200\n  end_ms: 153160\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 150200\n  - text: 'hated '\n    start_ms: 150520\n  - text: 'songs '\n    start_ms: 150840\n  - text: 'about '\n    start_ms: 151140\n  - text: 'fame '\n    start_ms: 151600\n  - text: '''cause '\n    start_ms: 151900\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 152100\n  - text: 'stuff '\n    start_ms: 152280\n  - text: 'meant '\n    start_ms: 152540\n  - text: nothin'\n    start_ms: 152720\n- text: Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in\n  start_ms: 153190\n  end_ms: 155920\n  words:\n  - text: 'Until '\n    start_ms: 153190\n  - text: 'them '\n    start_ms: 153660\n  - text: 'headlines '\n    start_ms: 153816\n  - text: 'came, '\n    start_ms: 154403\n  - text: 'then '\n    start_ms: 154736\n  - text: 'first '\n    start_ms: 154971\n  - text: 'flight '\n    start_ms: 155264\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 155499\n  - text: 'stuck '\n    start_ms: 155695\n  - text: in\n    start_ms: 155891\n- text: And maybe it means nothing\n  start_ms: 155920\n  end_ms: 156790\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 155920\n  - text: 'maybe '\n    start_ms: 156040\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 156320\n  - text: 'means '\n    start_ms: 156540\n  - text: nothing\n    start_ms: 156695\n- text: But I have to say I think about you often\n  start_ms: 156880\n  end_ms: 161550\n  words:\n  - text: 'But '\n    start_ms: 156880\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 157533\n  - text: 'have '\n    start_ms: 157632\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 157810\n  - text: 'say '\n    start_ms: 157988\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 158226\n  - text: 'think '\n    start_ms: 158344\n  - text: 'about '\n    start_ms: 158621\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 158938\n  - text: often\n    start_ms: 159136\n- text: And if you want no part with me\n  start_ms: 161550\n  end_ms: 163320\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 161550\n  - text: 'if '\n    start_ms: 162143\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 162282\n  - text: 'want '\n    start_ms: 162440\n  - text: 'no '\n    start_ms: 162598\n  - text: 'part '\n    start_ms: 162776\n  - text: 'with '\n    start_ms: 162994\n  - text: me\n    start_ms: 163172\n- text: I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n  start_ms: 163320\n  end_ms: 167410\n  words:\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 163320\n  - text: 'walk '\n    start_ms: 163540\n  - text: 'away, '\n    start_ms: 163820\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 164140\n  - text: 'know '\n    start_ms: 164260\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 164480\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 164660\n  - text: 'have '\n    start_ms: 164820\n  - text: 'wronged '\n    start_ms: 165040\n  - text: you\n    start_ms: 165500\n- text: And maybe it means nothing\n  start_ms: 167410\n  end_ms: 169070\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 167410\n  - text: 'maybe '\n    start_ms: 168050\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 168430\n  - text: 'means '\n    start_ms: 168570\n  - text: nothing\n    start_ms: 168790\n- text: But I have to say I think about you often\n  start_ms: 169120\n  end_ms: 173580\n  words:\n  - text: 'But '\n    start_ms: 169120\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 169520\n  - text: 'have '\n    start_ms: 169660\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 169800\n  - text: 'say '\n    start_ms: 169980\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 170240\n  - text: 'think '\n    start_ms: 170340\n  - text: 'about '\n    start_ms: 170640\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 170940\n  - text: often\n    start_ms: 171140\n- text: And if you want no part with me\n  start_ms: 173590\n  end_ms: 175240\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 173590\n  - text: 'if '\n    start_ms: 174190\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 174350\n  - text: 'want '\n    start_ms: 174490\n  - text: 'no '\n    start_ms: 174670\n  - text: 'part '\n    start_ms: 174830\n  - text: 'with '\n    start_ms: 175050\n  - text: me\n    start_ms: 175190\n- text: I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n  start_ms: 175270\n  end_ms: 179150\n  words:\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 175270\n  - text: 'walk '\n    start_ms: 175623\n  - text: 'away, '\n    start_ms: 175897\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 176230\n  - text: 'know '\n    start_ms: 176348\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 176563\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 176818\n  - text: 'have '\n    start_ms: 176936\n  - text: 'wronged '\n    start_ms: 177112\n  - text: you\n    start_ms: 177543\n- text: I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been\n  start_ms: 179150\n  end_ms: 181710\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 179150\n  - text: 'took '\n    start_ms: 179750\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 179970\n  - text: 'plane '\n    start_ms: 180070\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 180370\n  - text: 'somewhere '\n    start_ms: 180530\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 180850\n  - text: 'I''ve '\n    start_ms: 181030\n  - text: 'never '\n    start_ms: 181190\n  - text: been\n    start_ms: 181530\n- text: Too many times without my sister and my brother\n  start_ms: 181740\n  end_ms: 184110\n  words:\n  - text: 'Too '\n    start_ms: 181740\n  - text: 'many '\n    start_ms: 181972\n  - text: 'times '\n    start_ms: 182262\n  - text: 'without '\n    start_ms: 182572\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 182862\n  - text: 'sister '\n    start_ms: 183056\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 183443\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 183617\n  - text: brother\n    start_ms: 183791\n- text: Dad or mother by my side, but they're in spirit\n  start_ms: 184110\n  end_ms: 187740\n  words:\n  - text: 'Dad '\n    start_ms: 184110\n  - text: 'or '\n    start_ms: 184370\n  - text: 'mother '\n    start_ms: 184510\n  - text: 'by '\n    start_ms: 184870\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 185050\n  - text: 'side, '\n    start_ms: 185290\n  - text: 'but '\n    start_ms: 185550\n  - text: 'they''re '\n    start_ms: 185710\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 185850\n  - text: spirit\n    start_ms: 185990\n- text: I always hear it, I know they feel it\n  start_ms: 187850\n  end_ms: 190700\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 187850\n  - text: 'always '\n    start_ms: 188083\n  - text: 'hear '\n    start_ms: 188434\n  - text: 'it, '\n    start_ms: 188628\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 189406\n  - text: 'know '\n    start_ms: 189484\n  - text: 'they '\n    start_ms: 189640\n  - text: 'feel '\n    start_ms: 189873\n  - text: it\n    start_ms: 190087\n- text: My momma always had these dreams that used to keep her up at night\n  start_ms: 190700\n  end_ms: 194280\n  words:\n  - text: 'My '\n    start_ms: 190700\n  - text: 'momma '\n    start_ms: 191540\n  - text: 'always '\n    start_ms: 191720\n  - text: 'had '\n    start_ms: 192080\n  - text: 'these '\n    start_ms: 192260\n  - text: 'dreams '\n    start_ms: 192420\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 192660\n  - text: 'used '\n    start_ms: 192800\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 192960\n  - text: 'keep '\n    start_ms: 193140\n  - text: 'her '\n    start_ms: 193420\n  - text: 'up '\n    start_ms: 193580\n  - text: 'at '\n    start_ms: 193760\n  - text: night\n    start_ms: 193920\n- text: I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time\n  start_ms: 194380\n  end_ms: 197160\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 194380\n  - text: 'smoke '\n    start_ms: 194838\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 195058\n  - text: 'keep '\n    start_ms: 195197\n  - text: 'them '\n    start_ms: 195396\n  - text: 'all '\n    start_ms: 195576\n  - text: 'away '\n    start_ms: 195775\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 196094\n  - text: 'make '\n    start_ms: 196233\n  - text: 'use '\n    start_ms: 196472\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 196732\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 196851\n  - text: time\n    start_ms: 197030\n- text: I'm void of feelin'\n  start_ms: 197160\n  end_ms: 198280\n  words:\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 197160\n  - text: 'void '\n    start_ms: 197394\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 197608\n  - text: feelin'\n    start_ms: 197783\n- text: The reasons I'm so out of touch now start revealin'\n  start_ms: 198280\n  end_ms: 202640\n  words:\n  - text: 'The '\n    start_ms: 198280\n  - text: 'reasons '\n    start_ms: 198835\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 199311\n  - text: 'so '\n    start_ms: 199489\n  - text: 'out '\n    start_ms: 199667\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 199826\n  - text: 'touch '\n    start_ms: 199984\n  - text: 'now '\n    start_ms: 200202\n  - text: 'start '\n    start_ms: 200420\n  - text: revealin'\n    start_ms: 200638\n- text: But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am\n  start_ms: 202640\n  end_ms: 206230\n  words:\n  - text: 'But '\n    start_ms: 202640\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 203280\n  - text: 'not '\n    start_ms: 203400\n  - text: 'ashamed, '\n    start_ms: 203560\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 204740\n  - text: 'not '\n    start_ms: 204880\n  - text: 'afraid '\n    start_ms: 205060\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 205460\n  - text: 'who '\n    start_ms: 205560\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 205860\n  - text: am\n    start_ms: 206000\n- text: Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect\n  start_ms: 206280\n  end_ms: 209020\n  words:\n  - text: 'Or '\n    start_ms: 206280\n  - text: 'how '\n    start_ms: 206737\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 206915\n  - text: 'trust '\n    start_ms: 207094\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 207372\n  - text: 'mental, '\n    start_ms: 207511\n  - text: 'yeah, '\n    start_ms: 208166\n  - text: 'it''s '\n    start_ms: 208325\n  - text: 'not '\n    start_ms: 208484\n  - text: perfect\n    start_ms: 208682\n- text: But I guess that's just the shit I'm into\n  start_ms: 209020\n  end_ms: 210950\n  words:\n  - text: 'But '\n    start_ms: 209020\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 209256\n  - text: 'guess '\n    start_ms: 209355\n  - text: 'that''s '\n    start_ms: 209591\n  - text: 'just '\n    start_ms: 209788\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 209985\n  - text: 'shit '\n    start_ms: 210123\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 210379\n  - text: into\n    start_ms: 210536\n- text: I fantasize about a time when everything was simple\n  start_ms: 210950\n  end_ms: 213900\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 210950\n  - text: 'fantasize '\n    start_ms: 211270\n  - text: 'about '\n    start_ms: 211890\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 212170\n  - text: 'time '\n    start_ms: 212330\n  - text: 'when '\n    start_ms: 212610\n  - text: 'everything '\n    start_ms: 212790\n  - text: 'was '\n    start_ms: 213290\n  - text: simple\n    start_ms: 213490\n- text: My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to\n  start_ms: 213960\n  end_ms: 216910\n  words:\n  - text: 'My '\n    start_ms: 213960\n  - text: 'shelter '\n    start_ms: 214306\n  - text: 'sheltered '\n    start_ms: 214633\n  - text: 'me '\n    start_ms: 214998\n  - text: 'from '\n    start_ms: 215171\n  - text: 'things '\n    start_ms: 215344\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 215651\n  - text: 'needed '\n    start_ms: 215728\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 216036\n  - text: 'commit '\n    start_ms: 216228\n  - text: to\n    start_ms: 216593\n- text: The way it stands to me\n  start_ms: 216910\n  end_ms: 218250\n  words:\n  - text: 'The '\n    start_ms: 216910\n  - text: 'way '\n    start_ms: 217190\n  - text: 'it '\n    start_ms: 217350\n  - text: 'stands '\n    start_ms: 217510\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 217830\n  - text: me\n    start_ms: 217970\n- text: A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family\n  start_ms: 218350\n  end_ms: 221340\n  words:\n  - text: 'A '\n    start_ms: 218350\n  - text: 'victim '\n    start_ms: 218750\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 219110\n  - text: 'Stockholm '\n    start_ms: 219270\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 219710\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 219810\n  - text: 'friendships '\n    start_ms: 220050\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 220470\n  - text: family\n    start_ms: 220650\n- text: What's costin' your time? What's the reason that you whine?\n  start_ms: 221350\n  end_ms: 224630\n  words:\n  - text: 'What''s '\n    start_ms: 221350\n  - text: 'costin'' '\n    start_ms: 222055\n  - text: 'your '\n    start_ms: 222603\n  - text: 'time? '\n    start_ms: 222819\n  - text: 'What''s '\n    start_ms: 223152\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 223347\n  - text: 'reason '\n    start_ms: 223543\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 223876\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 224072\n  - text: whine?\n    start_ms: 224268\n- text: What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine\n  start_ms: 224630\n  end_ms: 227450\n  words:\n  - text: 'What''s '\n    start_ms: 224630\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 225370\n  - text: 'your '\n    start_ms: 225530\n  - text: 'wallet? '\n    start_ms: 225710\n  - text: 'Dead '\n    start_ms: 226170\n  - text: 'whites '\n    start_ms: 226510\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 226870\n  - text: mine\n    start_ms: 227110\n- text: So sour, in this light of lime\n  start_ms: 227480\n  end_ms: 230590\n  words:\n  - text: 'So '\n    start_ms: 227480\n  - text: 'sour, '\n    start_ms: 228000\n  - text: 'in '\n    start_ms: 229200\n  - text: 'this '\n    start_ms: 229320\n  - text: 'light '\n    start_ms: 229620\n  - text: 'of '\n    start_ms: 229900\n  - text: lime\n    start_ms: 230140\n- text: Daddy said, \"Study or get that cash\"\n  start_ms: 230640\n  end_ms: 233650\n  words:\n  - text: 'Daddy '\n    start_ms: 230640\n  - text: 'said, '\n    start_ms: 231440\n  - text: '\"Study '\n    start_ms: 231860\n  - text: 'or '\n    start_ms: 232380\n  - text: 'get '\n    start_ms: 232660\n  - text: 'that '\n    start_ms: 232940\n  - text: cash\"\n    start_ms: 233240\n- text: Mommy said, \"Your career ain't gon' last\"\n  start_ms: 233690\n  end_ms: 236820\n  words:\n  - text: 'Mommy '\n    start_ms: 233690\n  - text: 'said, '\n    start_ms: 234490\n  - text: '\"Your '\n    start_ms: 234802\n  - text: 'career '\n    start_ms: 235036\n  - text: 'ain''t '\n    start_ms: 235601\n  - text: 'gon'' '\n    start_ms: 235894\n  - text: last\"\n    start_ms: 236225\n- text: Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad\n  start_ms: 236820\n  end_ms: 239520\n  words:\n  - text: 'Loose '\n    start_ms: 236820\n  - text: 'change, '\n    start_ms: 237400\n  - text: 'call '\n    start_ms: 237780\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 238020\n  - text: 'cab, '\n    start_ms: 238160\n  - text: 'move '\n    start_ms: 238380\n  - text: 'out '\n    start_ms: 238640\n  - text: 'their '\n    start_ms: 238840\n  - text: pad\n    start_ms: 239160\n- text: I just need a chance to move past my past\n  start_ms: 239540\n  end_ms: 242620\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 239540\n  - text: 'just '\n    start_ms: 240260\n  - text: 'need '\n    start_ms: 240440\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 240620\n  - text: 'chance '\n    start_ms: 240720\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 240980\n  - text: 'move '\n    start_ms: 241200\n  - text: 'past '\n    start_ms: 241500\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 241820\n  - text: past\n    start_ms: 242120\n- text: Don't think too fast, private jets still crash\n  start_ms: 242680\n  end_ms: 245550\n  words:\n  - text: 'Don''t '\n    start_ms: 242680\n  - text: 'think '\n    start_ms: 243083\n  - text: 'too '\n    start_ms: 243467\n  - text: 'fast, '\n    start_ms: 243832\n  - text: 'private '\n    start_ms: 244139\n  - text: 'jets '\n    start_ms: 244542\n  - text: 'still '\n    start_ms: 244849\n  - text: crash\n    start_ms: 245252\n- text: And I'll still fly coach, and I'll still hit a roach\n  start_ms: 245550\n  end_ms: 248320\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 245550\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 245750\n  - text: 'still '\n    start_ms: 245990\n  - text: 'fly '\n    start_ms: 246330\n  - text: 'coach, '\n    start_ms: 246750\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 247130\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 247270\n  - text: 'still '\n    start_ms: 247490\n  - text: 'hit '\n    start_ms: 247850\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 248030\n  - text: roach\n    start_ms: 248210\n- text: And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at\n  start_ms: 248330\n  end_ms: 251830\n  words:\n  - text: 'And '\n    start_ms: 248330\n  - text: 'I''ll '\n    start_ms: 248750\n  - text: 'still '\n    start_ms: 248990\n  - text: 'see '\n    start_ms: 249370\n  - text: 'roaches '\n    start_ms: 249730\n  - text: 'at '\n    start_ms: 250130\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 250250\n  - text: 'crib '\n    start_ms: 250490\n  - text: 'where '\n    start_ms: 250830\n  - text: 'my '\n    start_ms: 251010\n  - text: 'folks '\n    start_ms: 251250\n  - text: at\n    start_ms: 251590\n- text: Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man\n  start_ms: 251830\n  end_ms: 254810\n  words:\n  - text: 'Touch '\n    start_ms: 251830\n  - text: 'your '\n    start_ms: 252370\n  - text: 'dreams '\n    start_ms: 252710\n  - text: '''fore '\n    start_ms: 253090\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 253290\n  - text: 'touch '\n    start_ms: 253450\n  - text: 'me '\n    start_ms: 253650\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 253830\n  - text: 'provoke '\n    start_ms: 253990\n  - text: 'a '\n    start_ms: 254430\n  - text: man\n    start_ms: 254590\n- text: (Somebody's gonna have to tell the truth, and I'm gonna tell it!)\n  start_ms: 254880\n  end_ms: 257650\n  words:\n  - text: '(Somebody''s '\n    start_ms: 254880\n  - text: 'gonna '\n    start_ms: 255660\n  - text: 'have '\n    start_ms: 255900\n  - text: 'to '\n    start_ms: 256060\n  - text: 'tell '\n    start_ms: 256220\n  - text: 'the '\n    start_ms: 256380\n  - text: 'truth, '\n    start_ms: 256480\n  - text: 'and '\n    start_ms: 256680\n  - text: 'I''m '\n    start_ms: 256820\n  - text: 'gonna '\n    start_ms: 256940\n  - text: 'tell '\n    start_ms: 257160\n  - text: it!)\n    start_ms: 257340\n- text: I will (I, ooh-ooh-will)\n  start_ms: 257650\n  end_ms: 260650\n  words:\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 257650\n  - text: 'will '\n    start_ms: 258826\n  - text: '(I, '\n    start_ms: 259317\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 259748\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 259885\n  - text: will)\n    start_ms: 259905\n- text: (I don't matter), ooh-will, ooh-will (aah)\n  start_ms: 260650\n  end_ms: 265200\n  words:\n  - text: '(I '\n    start_ms: 260650\n  - text: 'don''t '\n    start_ms: 260950\n  - text: 'matter), '\n    start_ms: 261210\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 261850\n  - text: 'will, '\n    start_ms: 262310\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 262930\n  - text: 'will '\n    start_ms: 263470\n  - text: (aah)\n    start_ms: 263990\n- text: I, whoa, ooh-will, ooh-will\n  start_ms: 265270\n  end_ms: 269120\n  words:\n  - text: 'I, '\n    start_ms: 265270\n  - text: 'whoa, '\n    start_ms: 265764\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 266158\n  - text: 'will, '\n    start_ms: 266336\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 268153\n  - text: will\n    start_ms: 268350\n- text: Can I tell you how? (I, ooh-ooh-will)\n  start_ms: 269120\n  end_ms: 272110\n  words:\n  - text: 'Can '\n    start_ms: 269120\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 269615\n  - text: 'tell '\n    start_ms: 269952\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 270249\n  - text: 'how? '\n    start_ms: 270407\n  - text: '(I, '\n    start_ms: 271338\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 271417\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 271734\n  - text: will)\n    start_ms: 271853\n- text: Can I tell you now? (Ooh-will, ooh-will, whoa-oh)\n  start_ms: 272110\n  end_ms: 277010\n  words:\n  - text: 'Can '\n    start_ms: 272110\n  - text: 'I '\n    start_ms: 272570\n  - text: 'tell '\n    start_ms: 272930\n  - text: 'you '\n    start_ms: 273210\n  - text: 'now? '\n    start_ms: 273370\n  - text: (Ooh-\n    start_ms: 273930\n  - text: 'will, '\n    start_ms: 274330\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 274910\n  - text: 'will, '\n    start_ms: 275090\n  - text: whoa-\n    start_ms: 276030\n  - text: oh)\n    start_ms: 276310\n- text: I, whoa, ooh-will, ooh-will\n  start_ms: 277010\n  end_ms: 281980\n  words:\n  - text: 'I, '\n    start_ms: 277010\n  - text: 'whoa, '\n    start_ms: 277730\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 278130\n  - text: 'will, '\n    start_ms: 278230\n  - text: ooh-\n    start_ms: 280070\n  - text: will\n    start_ms: 281090\nplain: |-\n  Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up\n  Mmm-mhm\n  Because I'm afraid to disappoint\n  Ooh, oh, no\n  Oh, no\n  And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  We were sat outside on the hardwood floor\n  With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe\n  I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls\n  And I see the names circling our thoughts\n  And I think about if we lose it all\n  And I turn to shit that you'd never want\n  Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all\n  And I'll say again, sorry, I don't call\n  There's no money on my mind, but my money or my mind\n  What's the first to fall?\n  I never wanted this shit, yeah\n  And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to\n  Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts\n  Like when Auntie couldn't decide\n  Between going to work or church\n  I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt\n  I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt\n  I said, I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away\n  I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day\n  For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate\n  I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?\n  My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya\n  Big eyed monster, only face to conquer\n  I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'\n  Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in\n  And maybe it means nothing\n  But I have to say I think about you often\n  And if you want no part with me\n  I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n  And maybe it means nothing\n  But I have to say I think about you often\n  And if you want no part with me\n  I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you\n  I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been\n  Too many times without my sister and my brother\n  Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit\n  I always hear it, I know they feel it\n  My mom will always have these dreams that used to keep her up at night\n  I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time\n  I'm void of feelin'\n  The reasons I'm so out of touch, now start revealin'\n  But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am\n  Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect\n  But I guess that's just the shit I'm into\n  I fantasize about a time when everything was simple\n  My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to\n  The way it stands to me\n  A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family\n  What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?\n  What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine\n  So sour, in this light of lime\n  Daddy said \"study or get that cash\"\n  Mommy said \"your career ain't gon' last\"\n  Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad\n  I just need a chance to move past my past\n  Don't think too fast, private jets still crash\n  And I still fly coach, and I still hit a roach\n  And I still see roaches at the crib where my folks at\n  Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man\n  (Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it)\n  I will\n  And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how\n  Can I tell you how?\n  Can I tell you now?\n"}]